about a month to go!

now that i am approaching week 36 of pregnancy,
i am left with 30 days as of today.

how do i feel?

ahhh.
let me give you an example.
how do you feel when you wear a tight top?
breathless and uncomfortable right?
well,
that is how i am feeling right now for my tummy.
breathless, uncomfortable and so tight.

my sleep is getting shorter and by the time i have to wake up for work,
i am sleepy.
to get into a comfortable position to sleep is getting harder.
my husband had to push/pull me if i need to turn to my left or right.
on top of that, my tummy aches.
my walking steps are smaller and slower now.
at times, it hurts to walk.
i have to go to the toilet often now.
her movements are getting intense that i had to say "ouch, ouch, ouch" out loud.

if i could,
i would like to lay all day on the bed.
haha!

it is okay since it is the last sprint!

currently,
i am in a dilemma.
i have my old baby cot which i use when i was a baby,
so it is about 25 years old.
of course the condition is not that good but still usable.
it is something sentimental to me.
but yesterday when my husband and i walked around,
he was interested to get a baby cot.
i am torn.
of course having a new one would be nice but at the same time i don't want to hurt my mom's feelings as well since she took the trouble to dig it out from the store room and maintain it.
talked to her about it,
she is fine with us getting a new cot but i sense a little bit of disappointment.
so now i am still deciding.

away from the dilemma,
i have applied for my maternity leave.

next week will be my last week to take a break from work.
looking forward to resting at home instead of travelling to work.
can start preparing the emergency bag as well.

will be having a checkup and a scan on monday,
hopefully all is good.
need to start booking for the ward as well.

sweetheart,
enjoy yourself in mama's womb while it lasts!
soon mama and papa will be expecting your cries and mama can't wait to have you on her chest.
papa will be more interested to look at you all night long rather than looking at mama.
you will be papa's new love!
papa said that we are prepared to have you.
mama agreed with him.
=)
both of us are waiting (im)patiently for you!