Thursday, April 5

You are all that I think about

I am traveling with my other half, I should be happy being able to experience new cultures with him.
Honey, you're awesome but .....

Somehow someone is lingering on my mind.
I feel incomplete.
I was together with her for over 40 weeks and the feeling she gave me was surreal.
She moved around in me, hiccuped in me, shared food with me and kept me accompany 24/7.

The first time we met was on the 30th November 2011.
We stared at each other for 3 mins before she was taken away to be observed.
That moment made me want to give her my everything.

I wish that I could bring her along but I, myself is trying to cope with the air motion sickness in the plane.
Hopefully, she is able to join in our trips soon.
5 more days till I get to see her again!
I see photos and videos thinking that it would lessen my misses but instead it makes me miss her more.

I'm always thinking about her.
I love her, my daughter.

Baby, mama is coming home to you soon!
Mama can't wait to kiss and smell you all over.
Mama can't wait to hear your cute conversations.
Mama can't wait to have your tiny fingers hold mine.

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

Yes!!! I understand how u feel. Dont worry you will meet her soon!

-sakeenah-

Atirah said...

Thank you mommy Sakeenah!

Miss you so much!

Anonymous said...

awh made me teared. glad youre home-inn