you.

i can't stop smiling.
i can't stop recalling.
i can't stop thinking.
i can't stop wondering.

all these because of you.

i've realised that i've got a treasure.
full of worth.
full of value.
a treasure which should be kept safely.

i can't help it.
i'm just proud of you.
really am.

every day and night,
it starts with you.
you complete my day.

with you,
i'm protected.
i'm safe.
i'm free.
and i'm loved.

you're the best that i ever have.

i love staring at your hazel eyes.
i love looking at how silly you look at times. *oops*
i love the way your hair is.
i love the way you held my hands.
i love hearing you talk.
i love your scent.
i love everything about you.
i really do.

no one knows how blessed i am.
thanks honey.

tired

bad news ever!





































i've got a huge feeling that i'm getting sick.

i don't feel fresh anymore when i wake up in the morning.
not only that, i get tired easily.
at times, breathless.
my body is unprepared for the busy schedule ahead.
*sighs*

in need of the long weekend break to catch up with my rest and those piled school works.

my schedule are all haywire.
it's been planned till march.
fully booked most of the days.
things clashing with other stuffs.
this meeting, that make up class, that duty, this another meeting, that project, deadlines and plus, plus, plus.
aiyoyo.

see how desperate i need rest.
my resting period includes having you you around.
i need you you cum my medicine.
heh.

separation

i think the separation that we had did good on us.
and i'm truly glad that you still hold on and waited.
cause if you didn't, the things that are happening won't be happening.
which of course, are wonderful things.
i admire your determination.
the best reward is yet to come.
*winks*

i no longer looking for other guys
cause they won't make me feel the way you make me.
the search has stop.
well, unless you dump me.
hah.

seriously, i never thought we can come this far.
it never cross my mind.
now that it is happening,
i don't want to lose you.
the feelings i have for you are true.
trust me.

i have a new goal added to my list.
which is,
growing old with you.

mrs policeman to be?
hmmm.

happy birthday din

happy belated birthday mr din.
i hope you did have a marvellous day on the 12th jan.
work hard in achieving your goals.
you've been a supportive friend. thanks.
keep on glowing.

-----------------------------------------

i realised.
communication and transparency will bring you far.
cause you may never know what is the other person is thinking/feeling.

i love those late night supper.
and yesterday was really *winks* yummy!
i'm expecting more varieties to come. haha.
i love you, mr policeman. *grins*

fall

when you are down, don't just brood over it.

instead,

pick up your courage to stand up again.

that matters.

futhermore, no harm trying again.

match

may the force be with us.
we need lots of luck today.

we'll see how it'll get.

future

weeeeeee!
it seems that i have found ........

and i love the talks we had and the ones we will be having.

we plan, but god decide.

we'll see how it gets!
i'm excited.

it's complicated.
in a relationship.

*grinning away*

star

a star is shining brightly on me.

and i definitely love it.

beyond words to describe what i'm feeling.

why?

i can never understand why.

why?
why?
why?

cause i still don't know why.

i don't think anyone knows.