i have free transport to work!
i think ah, i'm the luckiest among my classmates.
and i never regret having to change it.
the general manager finally had the time to explain to me what i can do.
and i was so shocked.
there are so many things i can do.
looking forward to do it for the 6 months.
day 3 here i come!
i miss you like crazy.
and my heart is yearning for your warmth,
badly.
i love you.
i do.
Tuesday, August 29
Monday, August 28
first day.
28 august 2006
marked my first day of attachment.
i think i look so gong-gong cause i wasn't sure what i was supposed to do.
but it's alright lah, nothing to be ashamed of as everyone in the office was so busy doing their work.
very hectic.
i was to write down my objectives and skills.
it took me a moment to think.
cause it never strucked me what i want to achieve.
so took some time listing it down.
then had to insert pictures to powerpoint slides.
powerpoint again.
haha.
after so long of eating air,
finally!
i have another task to do.
to draw a side and a front view of a gazebo.
thankfully i did correctly.
haha.
then then then,
nothing to do again.
finally, had to do some planting plan.
after that, head home.
typical 8 to 5 work.
the people there are friendly.
and there is one lady who introduces me to people who came in the office.
"this is the poly girl being attached here for 6 months."
and they had a hard time pronoucing atirah.
i like today's morning when i had to report to work.
because i went through the mandai orchid garden
and i was welcomed by orchids!!!
really brighten up my morning.
and the scent is really sweet.
the colours are so nice lar.
orange, red, yellow, white, etc.
a scene in my mind that can never be erased.
i reached home and i slept.
after few hours of sleeping, i woke up because i remembered that my bear wasn't with me.
till now, i'm awake.
and blogging away.
i was informed that i had a miss call while i was sleeping.
it was from his mom.
called her back just to know that she was just asking me how was my first day.
i was touched.
sweet lar his mother.
and she warned her son not to call me as i was sleeping.
no wonder no missed calls from him.
even though i didn't do much,
i'm just tired.
and it wasn't just me, my other classmates were also tired after their first day.
perhaps we are not used to the different environment.
6 months to adapt to it.
day 2, here i come!
marked my first day of attachment.
i think i look so gong-gong cause i wasn't sure what i was supposed to do.
but it's alright lah, nothing to be ashamed of as everyone in the office was so busy doing their work.
very hectic.
i was to write down my objectives and skills.
it took me a moment to think.
cause it never strucked me what i want to achieve.
so took some time listing it down.
then had to insert pictures to powerpoint slides.
powerpoint again.
haha.
after so long of eating air,
finally!
i have another task to do.
to draw a side and a front view of a gazebo.
thankfully i did correctly.
haha.
then then then,
nothing to do again.
finally, had to do some planting plan.
after that, head home.
typical 8 to 5 work.
the people there are friendly.
and there is one lady who introduces me to people who came in the office.
"this is the poly girl being attached here for 6 months."
and they had a hard time pronoucing atirah.
i like today's morning when i had to report to work.
because i went through the mandai orchid garden
and i was welcomed by orchids!!!
really brighten up my morning.
and the scent is really sweet.
the colours are so nice lar.
orange, red, yellow, white, etc.
a scene in my mind that can never be erased.
i reached home and i slept.
after few hours of sleeping, i woke up because i remembered that my bear wasn't with me.
till now, i'm awake.
and blogging away.
i was informed that i had a miss call while i was sleeping.
it was from his mom.
called her back just to know that she was just asking me how was my first day.
i was touched.
sweet lar his mother.
and she warned her son not to call me as i was sleeping.
no wonder no missed calls from him.
even though i didn't do much,
i'm just tired.
and it wasn't just me, my other classmates were also tired after their first day.
perhaps we are not used to the different environment.
6 months to adapt to it.
day 2, here i come!
Saturday, August 26
bear.
this hugable bear has an owner!
it belongs to nurul atirah.
all thanks to my boyfriend.
sweetheart, i can't hug you to sleep yet
but i have something to hug that remind of you.
you're getting more and more irresistable!
yummy!
i can't live without you,
i don't want anybody else.
i love you baby.
Thursday, August 24
parting.
the way estya said her goodbyes was a touching moment.
it then strucked me.
i'm not going to see my classmates of 3 years for 6 months.
all of us are separated to our assigned attachments.
i know all of us are independent individuals who are able to pull through the 6 months.
be it tough, under the sun, getting scolded, having overloaded workload,
we will get through it.
it's just sad.
i will miss all of them.
(yes, gloria is included.)
haha.
part and parcel of life.
meet new strangers.
some may stay, some may just vanish.
it's how both parties make an effort to remain as friends.
my classmates are the ones that transformed a boring lesson to an interesting one.
that include writing of notes, using body language, making birds' sounds, etc.
i love my classmates.
god bless all of you.
it then strucked me.
i'm not going to see my classmates of 3 years for 6 months.
all of us are separated to our assigned attachments.
i know all of us are independent individuals who are able to pull through the 6 months.
be it tough, under the sun, getting scolded, having overloaded workload,
we will get through it.
it's just sad.
i will miss all of them.
(yes, gloria is included.)
haha.
part and parcel of life.
meet new strangers.
some may stay, some may just vanish.
it's how both parties make an effort to remain as friends.
my classmates are the ones that transformed a boring lesson to an interesting one.
that include writing of notes, using body language, making birds' sounds, etc.
i love my classmates.
god bless all of you.
Monday, August 21
outing.
yesterday's outing was marvellous!
his mom invited both my sisters and 2 of my cousins along.
and in total there were 18 people heading there.
his aunts, cousins, uncle were there.
had 4 cars, and of course 4 drivers lah.
and, and, and, and, and
i was one of the driver.
hee.
while waiting,
had lots of fun taking those rides at the theme park.
everyone was laughing and smiling.
great interaction between us.
i got to know one of his cousin much better.
just so fun lah.
especially the haunted house.
6 scary cats went in.
and all of us were screaming.
all of us were holding each other hands, hugging, stepping on shoes.
instead of walking in the straight line, we were walking in circles.
really funny.
in total, we took 4 viking rides.
the first one was kind of scary as it was the first.
for the other 3, we were checking out people on the opposite side.
we were looking out for those faces that appeared to be scared, those that go bonkers when the rides start.
it was really funny!
one young punk dude vomitted before the ride finishes. he appeared to be confident before the thing started. throughout the ups and downs of the ships, he was calm. to the finishes, then his stomach shows him how 'calm' he was.
my fear of the ride was overcome by laughing at people, by seeing their funny reactions.
my bf and i really enjoyed it.
as we went in the morning, the place wasn't packed.
played most of the games.
and and and,
the cotton candy is huge!
bigger than syafiqah's head!
fatin had difficulties eating it.
bite bite!
the three candy flosses.
she's too excited!
thanks makcik and pakcik for the treat!
makcik, you are so cute, very enthusiatic.
the end.
after those fun-ness, accompany him for soccer.
had a good time talking with one of his team mate's fiancee.
she reassured me.
overall, my day was a very lovely day.
spent the whole day with my love.
what more can i ask?
the couple that is madly in love.
and yes honey, i did have fun screaming with you!
i'm glad i can connect well with your family hun.
baby, i'm glad i'm yours!
his mom invited both my sisters and 2 of my cousins along.
and in total there were 18 people heading there.
his aunts, cousins, uncle were there.
had 4 cars, and of course 4 drivers lah.
and, and, and, and, and
i was one of the driver.
hee.
while waiting,
had lots of fun taking those rides at the theme park.
everyone was laughing and smiling.
great interaction between us.
i got to know one of his cousin much better.
just so fun lah.
especially the haunted house.
6 scary cats went in.
and all of us were screaming.
all of us were holding each other hands, hugging, stepping on shoes.
instead of walking in the straight line, we were walking in circles.
really funny.
in total, we took 4 viking rides.
the first one was kind of scary as it was the first.
for the other 3, we were checking out people on the opposite side.
we were looking out for those faces that appeared to be scared, those that go bonkers when the rides start.
it was really funny!
one young punk dude vomitted before the ride finishes. he appeared to be confident before the thing started. throughout the ups and downs of the ships, he was calm. to the finishes, then his stomach shows him how 'calm' he was.
my fear of the ride was overcome by laughing at people, by seeing their funny reactions.
my bf and i really enjoyed it.
as we went in the morning, the place wasn't packed.
played most of the games.
and and and,
the cotton candy is huge!
bigger than syafiqah's head!
fatin had difficulties eating it.
bite bite!
the three candy flosses.
she's too excited!
thanks makcik and pakcik for the treat!
makcik, you are so cute, very enthusiatic.
the end.
after those fun-ness, accompany him for soccer.
had a good time talking with one of his team mate's fiancee.
she reassured me.
overall, my day was a very lovely day.
spent the whole day with my love.
what more can i ask?
the couple that is madly in love.
and yes honey, i did have fun screaming with you!
i'm glad i can connect well with your family hun.
baby, i'm glad i'm yours!
Friday, August 18
free.
from today,
i'll be free.
free from assignments, projects, presentations!
it's really a relief.
i can finally breathe.
and enjoy my surroundings.
well, there's still one tiny weenie thing to settle.
examinations.
one paper on tuesday morning.
next up, it's iap.
6 months.
afterwhich i can say goodbye to my poly life.
the late night talks with suliza makes me reflect.
and i conclude, miscommunication is the cause of arguments.
i've been booked on sunday for a treat by his mom.
a treat to escape theme park.
it's really a good reward after those hard last minute works.
i'm looking forward to scream with you sweetheart!
the best part of my day, everyday is getting ready for sleep.
it gives me the peacefulness that i need.
clears up my mind.
and think of you and us.
seconds pass makes us closer to our day.
wouldn't it be wonderful to wake up with a kiss?
i'll be free.
free from assignments, projects, presentations!
it's really a relief.
i can finally breathe.
and enjoy my surroundings.
well, there's still one tiny weenie thing to settle.
examinations.
one paper on tuesday morning.
next up, it's iap.
6 months.
afterwhich i can say goodbye to my poly life.
the late night talks with suliza makes me reflect.
and i conclude, miscommunication is the cause of arguments.
i've been booked on sunday for a treat by his mom.
a treat to escape theme park.
it's really a good reward after those hard last minute works.
i'm looking forward to scream with you sweetheart!
the best part of my day, everyday is getting ready for sleep.
it gives me the peacefulness that i need.
clears up my mind.
and think of you and us.
seconds pass makes us closer to our day.
wouldn't it be wonderful to wake up with a kiss?
Tuesday, August 15
exhausted yet enjoyable.
with this,
and this,
you can get these!
haha.
my first A for floristry.
i was indeed ecstatic.
like finally! an A among those B's
the expert's table.
haha.
messy is better.
managed to bring home those excess flowers and placed them in container.
looks nice though.
just after i updated my latest entry, i headed to school as i need to water the plants and harvest the annuals, have a revision class and training.
packed stuffs for floorball training.
things were all fine and good in the morning.
until i stepped into the train, the pain started to get unbearable.
managed to convince my mind that i'm able to pull it through.
go ahead with the watering.
after 3/4 done, i've started to get uncomfortable.
the pain was really challenging me.
and i gave up.
i'm so glad my lovely boyfriend came to my rescue.
i was really having painful cramps, backache, etc.
terrible.
and dearest jeslyn and estya came right away after lunch to make sure i'm doing alright.
jeslyn massaged me. heee!
thankfully it didn't happened on national day,
i wouldn't be able to enjoy staring at you.
the ndp dinner was great!
my table were filled with my loved ones.
the ten poeple are
my mom, my dad
mama in, papa 2
his mom, his dad
syafiqah, haziq (sis, cousin)
me, him
and not forgeting this naughty girl, iklil nur atiqah.
great interaction among us.
my sisters and i have a new 'friend' to accompany our bag.
he suggested it.
he surprised me with
it's a great way to cheer me up.
really, it helped darl.
thanks.
had napfa yesterday.
haha.
the results were out today.
and i passed!
and my body is aching.
ouch here, ouch there.
yesterday, had a great night out with him and atiqah.
it's just fun having you around.
projects teaches me not to sleep.
haha.
i think i do a better job last minute.
didn't sleep the whole night, finishing powerpoint presentation.
i realised i spent 7 hours on it.
but it was worth it.
the presentation went well.
left with landscape design model.
and finance exam paper and i'll be done with the semester.
afterwhich, i will be getting ready for iap!
few more days.
on the way back,
joanna was telling me, "i didn't know such things can happen from friendster".
haha.
she was refering to me and him.
i don't really believe but it did.
we got to know each other from friendster.
our friendship blossomed through msn and smsing.
and subsequently, we're a couple.
ps, i still keep your messages.
reading them brings me good memories.
i love admiring you.
especially when you have to entertain the young ones.
i'm glad i'm given the chance to get to know you much better.
you know how to treat me right.
i'm so comfortable at your house.
the future does look bright for us.
i've already have plans for us.
just wait and see.
i love you sweetheart.
more than you can imagine.
and this,
you can get these!
haha.
my first A for floristry.
i was indeed ecstatic.
like finally! an A among those B's
the expert's table.
haha.
messy is better.
managed to bring home those excess flowers and placed them in container.
looks nice though.
just after i updated my latest entry, i headed to school as i need to water the plants and harvest the annuals, have a revision class and training.
packed stuffs for floorball training.
things were all fine and good in the morning.
until i stepped into the train, the pain started to get unbearable.
managed to convince my mind that i'm able to pull it through.
go ahead with the watering.
after 3/4 done, i've started to get uncomfortable.
the pain was really challenging me.
and i gave up.
i'm so glad my lovely boyfriend came to my rescue.
i was really having painful cramps, backache, etc.
terrible.
and dearest jeslyn and estya came right away after lunch to make sure i'm doing alright.
jeslyn massaged me. heee!
thankfully it didn't happened on national day,
i wouldn't be able to enjoy staring at you.
the ndp dinner was great!
my table were filled with my loved ones.
the ten poeple are
my mom, my dad
mama in, papa 2
his mom, his dad
syafiqah, haziq (sis, cousin)
me, him
and not forgeting this naughty girl, iklil nur atiqah.
great interaction among us.
my sisters and i have a new 'friend' to accompany our bag.
he suggested it.
he surprised me with
it's a great way to cheer me up.
really, it helped darl.
thanks.
had napfa yesterday.
haha.
the results were out today.
and i passed!
and my body is aching.
ouch here, ouch there.
yesterday, had a great night out with him and atiqah.
it's just fun having you around.
projects teaches me not to sleep.
haha.
i think i do a better job last minute.
didn't sleep the whole night, finishing powerpoint presentation.
i realised i spent 7 hours on it.
but it was worth it.
the presentation went well.
left with landscape design model.
and finance exam paper and i'll be done with the semester.
afterwhich, i will be getting ready for iap!
few more days.
on the way back,
joanna was telling me, "i didn't know such things can happen from friendster".
haha.
she was refering to me and him.
i don't really believe but it did.
we got to know each other from friendster.
our friendship blossomed through msn and smsing.
and subsequently, we're a couple.
ps, i still keep your messages.
reading them brings me good memories.
i love admiring you.
especially when you have to entertain the young ones.
i'm glad i'm given the chance to get to know you much better.
you know how to treat me right.
i'm so comfortable at your house.
the future does look bright for us.
i've already have plans for us.
just wait and see.
i love you sweetheart.
more than you can imagine.
Thursday, August 10
proud
i'm proud of you.
happy 41st birthday Singapore!
i'm even proud of you!
he's there! he's there!
to see my boyfriend out there being the guard-of-honour was just a great sight.
i kept on staring at you with admiration.
with poise and charm, you took my breath away.
i was going super gaga over you.
how can i reward you with?
a kiss?
haha.
and of course, how can i ever forget?
my sister was in one of the contigent.
you made me proud syaf.
but too bad, i don't admire you more than i admire him.
heee.
i still love you.
brought my mom along.
she did enjoyed herself.
it has been a long long long time since i spent time alone with her.
the feeling was great.
i may be afraid to show it ma,
but i will always love you.
thanks for yesterday ma,
i had lots of fun.
the fireworks were marvellous!
haha. parents who was tired waiting for her red cross daughter!
they were really bored.
as i was busy taking pics.
overall, my day was a balanced one.
while walking to the place where the observance cermony was held, i realised something was missing.
i didn't have my ring with me!
i felt so lost.
i felt so not me.
i thought of returning home but i was already late.
argh!
had to go through the event ringless.
it was terrible.
i don't think i can part with my ring; our ring.
shook hand with Mr. Alvin Yeo though
haha.
the enjoyable part of my day was seeing you from a distance.
i took the trouble to change tickets with one of my committee member's sister so that i'm able to see you upclose.
purposely came early to get the best seats!
all because of you honey.
you have no idea what i'll do for you.
but i know it was all worth it.
the song in my blog is in repeated mode.
i love you.
and what's great?
i dreamt of you.
Tuesday, August 8
my heart is with you.
my mind seems to be in a whirlpool.
i've been pondering.
i think i need more understanding and a little of assurance.
one thing i know it's for sure.
my heart is with you.
keep it wisely honey.
i've been pondering.
i think i need more understanding and a little of assurance.
one thing i know it's for sure.
my heart is with you.
keep it wisely honey.
Thursday, August 3
dates.
the dates were fun.
while typing this down, i'm smiling to myself, recalling how we spent the days together.
and singing in the car is something i enjoy listening and watching you.
i love caressing that hair of yours.
it's a funny thing how smiling can change to crying in mere seconds.
those tears flowing on my cheeks are tears of joy.
joy being with you honey.
you mean so much to me.
you're attached securely in my heart.
your presence is just amazing.
you're that sparkle in my life that keeps on glowing.
seriously, it's my first time crying while thinking about you hun.
i'm touched by you.
thanks sweetheart,
i love being with you.
i love you.
while typing this down, i'm smiling to myself, recalling how we spent the days together.
and singing in the car is something i enjoy listening and watching you.
i love caressing that hair of yours.
it's a funny thing how smiling can change to crying in mere seconds.
those tears flowing on my cheeks are tears of joy.
joy being with you honey.
you mean so much to me.
you're attached securely in my heart.
your presence is just amazing.
you're that sparkle in my life that keeps on glowing.
seriously, it's my first time crying while thinking about you hun.
i'm touched by you.
thanks sweetheart,
i love being with you.
i love you.
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