in's day and irritating day.

happy 18th birthday insyirah!
all the best to your A's.
may you have a successful life ahead.
it's been a very long time since we sit down and chat!
i miss you lah..
we should catch up really soon,
after your A's.

ok baaaacck to my day.

i enjoyed my short evening with shikin.
really.
both headed to a destination because we had tasks to do.
we were laughing hysterically the moment we met.
thanks sweetie!

we were at macdonald's telling our stories when there were two youngster came looking for seats.
they looked like they were barely 14.
but the way they dressed,
like kakak kakak.
with their eyeliner, their belt.
they thought they were sophisticated.
sadly, it didn't match them yet.

one of the girl irritate me.
well, she didn't really come up to me to irritate me.
but her actions.
aiyomama!
cannot tahan.

all the way through, while i was talking to shikin; who was beside me, thus i had to face her, by facing her, i had to face one of the 'un-sophisticated girl'), there would be a pair of eyes darting behind my direction.
and i know why.
she was desperately trying to get an attention of a ns guy.
aiyooo...
asked shikin whether the guy looked back.
she said he was happily eating his meal and having a hearty talk with his friend.
haha!
it's irritating when you know someone is flirting in front of you.

in a short period of time,
i thought i was in germany.
why?
because the moment the girl, the one who flirted speaks,
i can't understand.
she slanged and i doubt it's a natural slang.
she was mixing malay + english (mind you, with her unnatural slang), and her voice is deep.

ok, no more comments.
shikin knew how i felt.
so hardcore ah?
haha.

you don't need to attract a guy attention to get him hook to you.
he will notice you if he's interested.

i hope your day was good busy man.
i miss you.
see you when i see you.

finally!

thanks readers!
i'm all fine and on my normal mundane track every day,
dreading the journey to mandai.
to look and count plants.
it's simply tiring and sweaty.

it's all about the $$$$
haha!

people who really know me,
would know that it is always not easy for me to make a decision.
never easy.

you gain some, you lose some.
you can never gain without losing.
(unless weight)

i slept at 2am last night thinking about it.
the pros and cons of each school.

i'm afraid i'll regret of my decision.
that kept me thinking.
but it doesn't make sense if i worry without even experiencing.

i've made up my mind.
nus it will be.
i know it wouldn't be easy.
but i'm determined to work extra hard.
perseverance.

now that i've made up my mind,
there are still those tiny insecurities.

oh well,
i'll have to get over it.

collected my graduation attire.
looks alrite.
i know what shoes i'll be wearing!
hee.
it was really, really nice to drive after so long of being driven.
i miss driving.

sweetheart,
i love our telepathy-ness.
it still amaze me.
we, till the end of time.
whenever i have green tea,
it's you who i see.
i love you, truly.

unwell.

i had the most terrible friday night!
i kept on vomiting.
the worst headache i ever had.
i felt that things were spinning.
at that moment,
i felt that i could even faint.

the thing was,
i didn't even know what causes it.

i was in a very good mood.
went over his house in the morning to accompany his mom.
all along,
i was fine.
we got along good.
talk about lots of stuffs.
everything was good until i got into the car.

i started to feel strange.
the vomit feeling, the weird taste up my esophagus.
that uncomfortable feeling.
aiyoyo..
thank goodness, there was a plastic bag within my reach.

he had already reserved a table for 4 at eatzi.
i was supposed to have a good meal.
due to the unexpected giddiness,
i didn't eat anything.
what a timing to get sick.
i'm grateful that his parents and him were super concerned about me.
he rushed to buy panadol and 'air badak'
while his dad offered me to go to a clinic.
his mom even called me in the morning to check on me.

i was much better this morning.
and had a mango cake (a portion saved for me) for breakfast.

attended his cousin birthday's party.
=)
a very bubbly boy!
he's a joy to be with.

we thought of watching a show.
but the timing was unsuitable.
thus we had supper at newton.
and i'm really full.

sweetheart,
the moment with you are priceless.
and how we are able to be on the same wavelength surprises me.
the connection i have with you is amazing.
congratulations!
thanks honey,
for all the things you have done.

belated.

the first and foremost,
happy belated 21st birthday to nur syahirah!
read her blog and it brought a smile upon my face.
she really had so much fun on her birthday.
i'm glad she was surrounded by her family and love ones.
and her bf came home earlier from overseas to celebrate her day.
how sweet is that?
may you are bless with all the good things in the world.
stay sweet and bubbly always!
sorry for the late wishes.

watched two movies within a week.
blades of glory and pirates of the caribbean.
blades of glory is good for laughter!
it's silly and entertaining.
for pirates of the caribbean,
it's kinda confusing unless you can remember vividly what's the first previous two was about.
other than the storyline, it was good.


a picture i took with my new found friends last sunday.
siti, me, yati, sarah.
(taken for sarah's blog)

i'm kinda stressed out with the pimples on my cheeks
maybe it pops up because i was handling with dust.
it's kinda depressing.
but, it's not that bad lah.
haha.

the weather hasn't been good.
i'm been perspiring badly.
it's been so hot and humid and uncomfortable.
whereas my dear friend, sakeenah is freezing in australia with the temperature of 13 degrees.
i'm sure it's hard coping with the climate there.

met up with miss shikin for a recce at the botanical gardens today.
afterwhich we had lunch with miss suliza.
it was a good catching up session even though i got to go off early.
thanks to my two bestfriends that keep me insane.
i love making them laugh.
i love making myself laugh.
mushroom soup again!
fantastic!
and we're gonna have a picnic!

i brought little iklil out one morning.
to get tickets for pirates of the caribbean and have a lunch at macdonalds.
and we received stares.
people thought she is my daughter.
haha.
ya ya ya.
and guess what?
during our bus journey,
i placed a earphone in her ears and she started singing along.
she is just so adorable!
i like bringing her out.
i like bringing children out.
i like having that special connection with them.
it's such a joy having kids.

honey, i like that last question you post to me.
"when can you stay with me?"


sweetheart, it's truly a joy loving you.

stuck!

for the first time in my whole 20 years,
i got stuck between the mrt doors.
ok wait,
not me,
but my bag.
i can feel blood gushing to my face as strangers' eyes darted on me.
i was super embarrassed.
thank god he was there to cool me down.
i know he can't do anything much,
but to watch me.
the incident happened 2 days ago.

last friday,
i was all smiles when i opened my letterbox.
finally!
nus sent me a proper admission letter regarding my application.

yesterday,
attended ntu's tea party.
it was alrite.
the best part were the food and making new friends.
the dessert was fantastic!
the friends i made were nice nice people. =)

still,
the talk doesn't helped me in the decision making.
argh!
deadlines for submission is weeks away.
i thought i've made it.
i'm still fickle.

nus vs ntu

on saturday,
his parents and him came over to watch soccer.
it was kecoh,
everytime.
it was good to see my parents and his parents together.

help him out with a notice board late at night.
which i felt asleep after doing some tasks.

i received a call in the morning.
3 plus.
from him.
he said he got a dream.
regarding the future.
i was surprised at how he approach the matter.
i am filled with joy upon hearing it.
you made me smile.

people commented that i lose some weight.
=)
biggggg smile*

and and and,
i'm meeting him later.
for a movie.

you're my partner,
my lifelong partner.
i adore thee.

back to work.

i'm back to work.
in mandai,
not the zoo though.

on the way to work,
i saw a very familiar face.
hehe.
it was good to see you again syah!

i'm at work.
and it's raining heavily.
such a nice environment to sleep.

i was to do outdoor work when it started to rain.
tiao.

i had a good wednesday.
helped his mom do some cleaning.
afterwhich, went out with him!
finally!
i had my mushroom soup with garlic bread!
that made me a happy happy person.

i want more mushroom soup!

and i want more of him!
i love you oh sweetheart!

happy belated mothers' day!

happy mothers' day!

mom,
you taught me so much in growing up and believing in myself.
you went through so many hardships to make sure your children have a better life.
for all you did,
thank you.

quoted from my sister's blog,
mom said:
"life is a game. play it well, live it well. LIVE LIFE"

i like that definition of life.

one fact about my mom is ...........
she plays the sims every day.
renovating her character's house and controlling their life,
instead of ours.
she is always updated of her sims.

http://www.stomp.com.sg/lovein/mumcon112.html

i love my mom.
and i love my other moms!
my grandma, mama in and his mom.
i love them!

on mothers' day,
me and him brought the kids to wild wild wet.
and we had so much laughter!
the kids really enjoyed themselves.

mom prepared plenty of food for us.
thanks mom!

head to earl's swensen for lunch.
we were really hungry!

an example of a
hungry person = angry person.


the kids.


and i soooooo like the picture of iklil below!
hmmmm... my dessert is here!
yummy!


her 'kena forced' shot.
can i please not take pictures?
i wanna eat!!!


her peace sign tak menjadi.
haha.


had his company from morning till late night.
i love having a whole day with him.


on sat,
accompany him to get his mom's mothers' day present.
and the carpark was full!
we had to park a little further to get what we wanted.
bought dinner which we ate over at my house.

i love my weekends with him!
hee.

i didn't have a good sleep last night.
because i'm hungryyyyy!
i'm hungry now...

i have an early birthday present from the government!
due to the GST increase,
i was given an amount of money!
heh!
i'm liking 21
sweet!

honey,
thanks for loving me the way i am.
=)
i likee!!!

tiring day out!

the last two days has been tiring!
been walking for long hours, thus the distances.

my thursday was spent with lovely shikin.
we walked from bugis, to arab street (after doing 3 rounds of walking), marina square, esplanade.
i didn't feel the tired-ness until i sat down.
my legs needed i-squeeze badly!

had our lunch at 5.30pm
how smart.

both decided to have the same thing.
chicken wrap.
it's just so-so.

her mango juice and my sour lime juice.

and i just realised there's a vintage dress shop in one of the lorong.

cool!

marina square trip was fun!

and we kept on laughing at a character in the 'jangan pandang belakang',

opah.

and i did this yesterday,

with my mom and sis watching and laughing at me for a mere 5 seconds.

haha!

and what did i won?

a baby fever band.

mom said it's for my children.

haha.

my sister and i dragged mom along to walk around orchard.

the outing was all laughter!

afterwhich he came and send mom and sis home.

and both of us,

head to the movies!

watched next.

starring nicholas cage and julianne moore.

a stupid ending.

we've been fooled.

but it was cool how he can predict what happened next.

heh!

since the night was still young,

we went to our must-go-every-month-place: mustaffa centre

head home at 4 in the morning.

will be heading to wild wild wet tomorrow!

i hope there's awesome fun!

to all mothers around the world,

happy advance mothers' day!

it's always been fun with you around.

spidey again

we watched spidey again!
and we're happy people.

he strained his neck.
and i know how awful it is.
honey, i really wish it will soon get better.

when i'm sick,
i soon appreciate of being healthy.
because being sick is very uncomfortable
and make me disabled.

i'm a more happier person now.
after a self brain-washing.
it's those pure happiness.
hah!

you are the spark that makes my life even more interesting.
i'm feeling the same way you are feeling.
=)

splendid fantabulous time.

why is the moon bronzie and low.
moon oh moon, what's wrong with you?
and and and there's plenty of stars.
it's just that you have to see harder.

i like the sky at night.
it guarantee me a sense of stillness after a long day.

looking at the moon now,
it has risen a little.

had yec meeting which shikin accompanied me.
i like the change of venue.
instead of the normal boring conference room of nanyang cc's,
we had it at settlers cafe at holland v.
i like the coziness of the place.
there's a lot of card and board games that you can play.
might go there again some other time.

as it wasn't certified halal,
but there's no pork, no lard,
they are kind enough to buy food from a halal place and serve to us,
after a request from the yec chairman
=)

even though i'm the only malay/muslim in the committee,
they respect my religion.
not only them,
i have some other friends too who are respectful.

there was one occasion when someone offered me and suliza a drink.
a can of beer.
saying "come on, just try".
we politely declined.
i had a reason too,
i drive so i can't drink.
haha.

shikin,
now you can smile widely.

i had a fantabulous sunday.
see him through his soccer match
which i managed to see him score a goal.
yessa darling!!
i'm your greatest fan lah!
had a mixture of fastfood for dinner,
which made our tummy puffy.
heh.
afterwhich went to get fruits for his parents as they were sick.
i hope they will get soon.

my heart seems free.
my life is filled with laughter.
i'm truly enjoying the nice moments that i'm having.
one word: splendid
=)
syukur alhamdulillah.

now, the moon is at the usual distance.

i love having you by my side.
i love singing-a-long session with you in the car.
i love our green tea session.
i love that 'proposal'.
honey, i love every moment with you.
including the quarrels we had.
the connection we have is fantastic.
and i hope it'll last for eternity.

i love you,
i really do too.
=)

saturday.

*update: 2.23am
check this out,
http://www.stomp.com.sg/lovein/mumcon112.html
i'm super jubilant!
i was surprised to see it.
haha.
i don't look good.
but who cares?

in life,
every one knows that we can't satisfy everyone.
people may dislike me for a wrong reason.
i'll just leave it to them to accept me the way i am.

i had zinger again!
yes, again.
i ate it yesterday and today.
it seems that i've lost my appetite on home cooked food.

i have a simple saturday.
stayed at home till about evening when my parents asked me to follow them to jb.
which i did after much considerations.
i went beyond my limit, drove 130km/h.
it was scary though as the highway was pitch dark.
the only source of light is from the car's headlights.
had supper with his parents and him after i'm back in singapore.
mana boleh miss nak tengok boyfriend?

suliza, i'm sorry to turn you down last minute.
i have my reasons.
forgive me pretty please.

ntu sent me a letter.
an invitation to a tea party at swissotel.
i'll go and see if they can convince me.
heh.

let me win something.
=)

i'llseeyouinawhile.

random.

my refrigerator has 3 bottles of coke.
which dad always refill the stock.
it looks very tempting whenever i open fridge to get some food.
and today, i gave in to temptation by having half a cup of coke.
heh.

and now i'm craving for a lot of food.
kfc.
mango cake.
hershey's sundae pie.
mushroom soup.
i love eating
but i dislike gaining weight.

why do i crave when my menstruation is on?
my tummy is bloated with water.
my face doesn't seems smooth.
i feel lethargic.
i feel lazy.

and now, i feel lazy to blog.
heh.
till next time,
take extra good care readers!

on top of my cravings,
i need you.

spidey 3

1st may,
i spent the whole day with him.
in the morning,
accompanied nenek to pasar geylang with him.
followed him for soccer-ing,
which he scored one (but i was zzzing away in the car)
spiderman 3.
had supper at macdonald's.

finally,
after years of craving,
i've got my telur penyu (turtle's eggs)
i know it's endangered and blah, blah, blah.
but it's not like i eat them every day.
i think it's after 2 long years then i had them.
some may have disgusted face right now.
it's like an ordinary egg,
but it's rounder, smaller and flexible.
it can be pressed gently.
i like the yolk.
enough of it.

spiderman 3 was good.
=)
action packed.
it'll moved you to tears,
to laughter.
we watched the 10pm show.
and i love the cathay couple seat.
spacious and comfortable.
=)
more movies to look forward to this may!

i love you through the harsh and good times.

mothers' day is coming.
i haven't think of what to plan.

i answered the phone just now.
the caller is a relative of my mom's.
he wanted to speak to my grandma.
while waiting for my grandma to answer the phone,
he asked about school, what i'm doing, my bf.
and there was this particular question.
the pakcik: "bila lagi?"
me: "bila apa?"
the pakcik: "alah, tak tahu pula"
me: "ohhhh... itu eh? belum tahu lagi."

he was asking when am i getting married.
haha.
i can't answer that question.
because we didn't set the date yet.
insyaAllah, in a few years time.
09/09/09?
12/12/12? (on my mom's and aunt's birthday)
ok,
i'm crapping.