4 years of friendship

this date,
4 years back make us aware of each other existence.
it was through the internet when we get to know each other.
=)

happy 4th year of friendship honey!

my saturday was dramatic,
i have no idea what came over me.
i was rude and it was horrible.
but i've managed to get over it with the help of the partner.
thank you for your understanding.

anyway,
saturday was earth hour
and my family supported it.
we off not only the lights but also the electricity.
no fan, no tv.
my cousins came over and also the partner and his parents.
and so all of us were talking in the dark.
even my grandma cooked in the dark.






i really believe that it is important to save earth.
because we have been using too much of its resources that we never give anything back.
if you miss out,
make sure you mark your date next year!

on sunday,
the partner and i went to the omni theatre.
it was his first visit there and he was all excited about it.
haha.
and we head to imm for dinner.
it was really a nice date with him.
and again we had ice cream cone!

the partner and i are excited for our japan trip!
slightly more than a week left!
we've been planning for the things we should do.
hopefully,
there are still some sakura that we can see.

and today,
i am trying to finish up as much as i can for my essay.
-_-
B-O-R-I-N-G

honey,
you make me alive.

can i?

can i do it?

only time will have the answer.

honey,
pray for me, pray for us.

why?

why do i feel the way i do?
is it because of differences?
i'm clueless.

my mind and heart hasn't been peaceful lately.
so many things that might trigger this unpleasant feeling.
why?
i've tried to ignore it.
but deep inside it still feel different.

there's something which is hard to define.
and i am sick of feeling this way.

can personality traits change?
if only it could,
i can be the person i want to be.
but i am only human.

i am what i am.

dinner over at his

by the end of yesterday,
i was dead tired.
and i woke up this morning unfreshed.
i am still sleepy and tired.

i had a long day yesterday since school started at 8 in the morning.
and when school ended,
i met up the partner to have our dinner and off i am to teach his neighbour.
afterwhich accompanied the partner to get a new phone.
well,
i was shocked that out of a sudden he wanted a new phone.
but now i understand the reasons.
i have to say,
he deserved it for his hard work.
went back to his house to have dinner again with his parents.
=)

and also,
the partner surprised me with $$$ in my account.
haha!
it's for the upcoming japan trip!
=)
wooweee!
thank you honey!
haha.

2 more weeks!
but before enjoying,
i've got essays to do!
sheesh!
nothing comes easy huh?

honey,
i'm happy for you!

the real love works saturday

on saturday,
when it rained cats and dogs,
the partner and i went to tapao burger king and went to macdonald's drive-thru hoping to get an ice cream cone.
but to our dismay,
the machine was spoil.
so throughout our journey to marina barrage,
we had french fries,
with me feeding him since he doesn't like his hands oily on the steering wheel.
-_-
next time, it will be my turn.

and so when we have secured ourselves a parking lot,
we had lunch in the car,
sharing of burgers.
=)

the reason why we went marina barrage was because to attend the real love works event.
it was pretty nice seeing the place decorated with hydrogen filled balloons all over.


there were activities we could do,
like queuing up for free candy floss, popcorn, balloon sculpturing and many others.
below is the caricaturist sketching us.


the balloons are filled with love!

however the partner's balloon flew off because the string wasn't attached securely to the balloon.

and so he wrote another one.
and i can't help it but to laugh!




our love balloons. =)




the crowd that was present.


in the programme,
there was a mass renewal of vows,
but since we're not married yet,
we shared what we felt.
=)
and it was time to release the balloons!


what a sight!




there was a love declaration that we can fill up.
after filling up mine,
i wanted to read his,
but he was being so secretive.
he said "wait lah, until we put it up."
me: oh well, ok honey.
and i was surprised what was written on his.
we looked at each other and grinned.





so is this a proposal?
haha!
i think there might be another one nearer to the date.
haha.

we waited for the lucky draw and we managed to see a rainbow against the reddish sky.


and we also managed to see a nice orangey sky.




my day didn't end there.
knowing that i wanted to drink sugarcane juice,
he stopped somewhere along our way to get it for me, while i waited inside the car.
we had dinner, macdonald's ice cream cone!
and we ended our day with chinese rojak!
sedap makan sama-sama!
=)

i really really enjoyed my saturday with the partner.

sunday afternoon,
there was a maulut nabi at mama in's house.
and we attended it and learnt more about history.
the partner and i then head to jurong point, had our macdonalds ice cream cone(!), walk around and head back to my house to chill.

i love the weekends especially when it's spend together with the partner.
=)

and now,
i'm watching tv while updating my blog.
i will be sleeping soon.
but i don't think i should sleep so much because for the past 2 days,
i slept more than 10 hours and i woke up tired.

honey,
words will definitely run out on how i feel for you.

what a week!

*phew*
it's the weekends!
thank goodness!
i need it since my weekdays was really busy and stressful!
with the group projects, readings, assignments.
it is very tiring.
and to go through it,
i take a day at a time.
and all i know, saturday is here!

today,
the partner and i have already plan to have a fun and love-ly day!
=D
there's an event at marina barrage that are targetting the couples.
fun filled activities to keep us occupied,
and we've decided to attend it.
i can't wait!
i can't wait!

this week was one exciting week,
apart from the stress,
there was a time when i drove to school using the partner's family car, had breakfast with the partner, stayed up late nights to help him out, had dinner and lunch with the partner's parents without him.

do you know what i like to do when i'm bored/stress?
i played tetris in facebook.
and try beating my high scores.
=)

honey,
see you in a while!

his first entry!

this http://www.mmbandsag.blogspot.com/ make me laugh!

yes readers,
this is the partner & i combined blog.
and that was the partner's first entry.

good news to be shared soon!
haha!

precious time

blogging has enable me to take my mind off things for a little while.
it is an outlet where i can express and show my gratitude to the simplest things.
in doing so,
it makes me feel like a happier person.
that explains why i seldom have posts that have negativity in it.

and i have to say my sunday was a splendid one,
even though it is only half of the day with the partner.

we went to the crowded it fair to get a hard disk.

and we went here for dinner.

by now,
you should know where is the above place.

it's not popeyes but it's madam lin's asian street food.
we tried her fish fillet,


chicken chop rice,


hokkien mee,

my first time trying it and i must say,
it's pretty good.

and sago gula melaka which i didn't snap a picture of it.

overall it was good.
price is very reasonable for an air conditioned place.
while we were eating,
we had a telepathy.
haha!
maybe what makes our relationship interesting is those telepathic moments.
that most of the times, we think alike and so it's like i/he can read my/his partner's mind because he is/i am thinking the same way as me/him.
in a way,
it makes me feel closer to him.

after dinner,
we went to the open place facing the reservoir (which is one of the place he fetched me while we were friends) and talked about anything.
and i told him,
"honey, i am amazed by you.
because you did know that i wasn't that interested in you but you managed to win my heart."
yes he did,
it was his actions and sincere heart that won me over.
and now i suddenly remember!
it was also that place where i received my 19th birthday present from him!
the place where my feelings for him grew.
that place brings good memories for us.

i really love the precious time i have with the partner.
every moment with him is special.
he does everything for me.
and in a way that makes me feel loved.
because i never experienced this kind of love before.
and 3 years with him has been really really good and it's like so fast time flies.

i really love him.

honey,
i can never thank enough for you.
i love you.

a change

the cheeky partner did the below when i was away from my laptop.

and i only realised it after he went home.
what a flowery surprise!
he knows i like flowers that he pick the design with flowers on it.

my saturday was spent catching up on sleep!
until about evening i recieved a phone call from the partner.
actually he allowed me to continue on sleeping while he walked around jurong point for clothes.
but i felt bad to let him shop alone sooo...
i wake up and freshen myself up to meet the partner!
i accompanied him shopping for pants and tops, with him giving me the excuse reason that he can't be wearing the same ol' things to work.
there was this time when he took out his wallet to pay for his items he said,
"honey, when we're married, i should apply for you this card"
it has some benefits concerning doctor visits or such.
i didn't really pay much attention to the words he said after he said married.
because i was stunned.

went back to my house to have dinner together with my parents and sisters.
and of course,
he watched the soccer match while i did my online discussion.

my friday was different.
it was spent with his parents, without much of him.
in the morning,

he had a chance to drive the car so he fetched me, off he went to work,
then i drove his car back to his house to fetch his parents.
i had to fetch his parents because his mom and i had to renew our passports.
and to my surprise,
she paid for it.
i've tried to pay for it but she inisisted.
thank you cik!
and his parents and i stop by arab street to have murtabak!
man!
i really feel like their daughter.
haha!

and afterwhich we parted our ways,
they went to geylang market while i had to go for school for a project discussion.
i had tuition that evening and so i went back to his place after it.
and how did i go home?
i drove myself home which on the way i fetched the partner from work.
having the independence to drive his family car says a lot.
=)

he came up to my house to spend some time with me.
and we had so much fun laughing and gasping for air.
why?
because we were tickling one another!
and that was really really really fun!

you know what makes my thursday?
it was a message from the partner in the afternoon.
despite the essay he had yet to complete,
he send me,
"I miss you. What time you free tonight?"
woohooo!
i was smiling in the lecture hall to express my happiness.

my thursday night,
i had dinner cum meeting with the win council at the garuda padang cuisine.
the food was good except for the rendang.

the papers on the table was a sign that there was meeting going on.



and so after dinner,
i met the partner to watch movie!
and i really have to recommend you guys the show.
it's japanese movie, departures.
it was really touching and has an element of humor in it.
you don't really need to know what it is about,
just go watch it,
trust me,
it's nice.
so nice that i want to watch it again.

after the movie,
i accompanied the partner to do his essay.

and now,
i'm getting sleepy.

my sister asked me yesterday,
"kak, why he's very nice to you?"
and i can't answer her.

and now honey,
why are you so nice to me?
and honey,
thank you!

blushed.

i've realised that i don't need a blusher anymore,
because eversince the new mrt stations have started its operation,
i've been walking to the station.
it took me 15 mins to walk which is approx. 1400 steps.
how can i not have a natural blush after the walk?
by walking,
i can in a way control time.
i mean if i'm late i can run (which i never did that before).
and for the past week,
i've reached school earlier than 8am.
i went out the same timing as i did before.
compared to the times when i had to take a feeder bus to the nearest interchange,
i reached school past 8am.
see the difference?

anyway today i decided to try something new.
i cycled to the station.
and goodness!
by the time i reached the station,
i was perspiring all over.
my face was filled with droplets of sweat.
but that doesn't stop people from sitting beside me.

when i was on my way back home,
it started to rain.
and i was one clumsy cyclist.
i had an umbrella, so i thought i could cycle with one hand and hold the umbrella in another.
i had trouble initially,
but i got used to it.
while cycling, there was a time i felt that i should change the bicycle gear,
so i placed the umbrella on my shoulder and tilted my head towards it.
seconds later,
the umbrella flew off.
haha!
i had to stop the bicycle, go back a few steps and pick up the umbrella.
from there i gave up holding the umbrella.
so i cycled in the rain like a goondu.
i got wet and my specs was filled with the droplets of rain water.
not only that,
my pants get soak with the rain water that it was heavy to cycle.
what an inexperienced cyclist.

when i reached home,
i took a shower straight and sleep.

i hope not to get sick.

honey,
i know you can do it.
it just take a little longer for you to get used to it,
but eventually,
you will make it.
i know you can.

random night entry

i want to sleep soon.
but before i do,
i would like to remember tonight as having a nice time taking time off thinking about the partner despite the many things i have to do.

i really miss the partner and i have no idea when will i be able to see him again.
the weekends?
=(
i can't wait to have fun together!
=)

so now,
let me continue thinking about the partner and all the things we can do!

i am stressed!

by the end of the day,
i felt so different.
never in my life i feel this stress.
i realised that i have readings, term papers, presentations, projects to do.
i freaked out.
i don't even know whether i can take it.

while waiting for the bus on my way home,
i called the partner to share,

me: honey do you think i should eat mac?

him: can lah. tapao home.

me: but then later the fries will get soggy. i eat there alone lah.

him: huh? alone? like so sad like that.

me: nevermind lah honey, i think there will also be some people who are alone.

just like that,

i made a decision to walk towards the macdonald in school,

alone.
and i had a delicious big mac meal and not forgetting ice cream cone.
=)

right now,
i've got a paragraph to do and i feel so lethargic.
aiyah.
i feel it's coming soon.
*sighs*

honey,
be prepared to entertain more calls from me.
haha.
love you sweetheart!

the long trip weekend!

before i start with my long weekends update,
i have 2 good news to share,
*coming soon!*
one, the partner has decided to blog and soon there will be a blog for the both of us.
second,
a good news that the partner shared with me last night.
=)
oh,
and the third,
the partner new number has a 22 in it, same as mine!

and also,
today marks the first day the partner has a new posting.
it's like so near, yet so far.
haha.

on saturday,
i went to kl to attend my aunt's wedding ceremony.

the first time i looked into the hall,
i was really impressed.
it's simple but it looked so grand.




and there were fruit cravings.
the red is watermelon,
the last one is honeydew.
for the second fruit,
i'm not too sure.


when the groom came.


their walk.
anyway,
my brother had to be the bestman.
haha!

and i have to say,
seeing the newlywed,
it was a very nice feeling.
it makes me want to feel the moment when i walk down the aisle with the partner by my side.

my grandma doing her stuff.

and since my grandma was a mak andam in the olden times,
she met her a few of her clients there.
didn't know my grandma knows so many people!

and she was seated at the vvip table!


haha.
the shot below,
me, the partner's parents, mama in and papa 2 and nenek.


the partner and his parents had to visit his cousin engagement at batu pahat on sunday.
initially the partner didn't know i wasn't coming until that saturday night when he fetched his parents from my house.
and he kept inisisting that i come along.
knowing that he will be lonely there,
i decided to accompany him.
for love sake, we have to sacrifice one thing or another.



the hantaran to the guy.


the hantaran for the girl.




earlier before the engagement,
the partner and i had time to spare and we went to the nearest shopping mall in batu pahat.
and we makan a nice meal!




and got mushroom soup somemore!


the reason i don't want to accompany the partner was because i have to help out at an event in the cc.
international women day!


and suliza and i had to be 'photographers'
haha.
and at the end of the event,
we were able to take the balloon home!


and as promise,
i took her to swensens for ice cream and send her home.
i've been postponing our meet up for weeks!
sorry sweetie.


together with my sisters!


and by the time i reached home,
it was 1am.
i washed up, called the partner and sleep!

the other good news will be revealed in the new combined blog.
=)

and today,
it's been raining for almost a day.
wooooooo....
coldddddd.
and i have a mid term exam tomorrow morning.
gonna continue with my revision.

honey,
i am proud of you.
whatever it is,
i will be beside you.

the call and the first prize

i've just ended a phone call with the partner.
and that i must say makes me really happy,
video call some more.
=)

i mean for the whole day,
i've been waiting for his calls and sms,
but today, it has lessen because he was really busy preparing for his event.
and so which is why i was really glad that he video called me.
at least,
i can see him and laugh at his silly moves.
and i wonder why i love him so much.
haha.

yesterday,
while i was with him,
out of a sudden i remember an occasion that made me feel gooey inside.
i asked him.
"honey,
do you remember when was the first time we won something together?"
him: errhh. yes, the compatibility challenge lah.
me: nooooo...
him: oh yes, now i remember the dinner and dance, the watch that we won.
haha.
yes,
indeed that was the first prize we won together,
during my poly dinner and dance.

i found a photo of it.
it was taken on 6 march 2007,
which is exactly 2 years ago!
it was just like yesterday.
the partner looked so innocent.
haha!


why we won the prize.


our couple watches.


man,
i didn't realised that we've been together for so long,
until i browsed through our photos.
ok,
not so long,
but it's long enough that we learnt so much about one another and we will still continue learning.
we've been through a lot and i have to say it somehow makes me stronger.
i mean,
if we were not serious about one another,
we won't be bother in solving the problems,
we would just give up.
this relationship gives us opportunities to challenge ourselves.

sweetheart,
my heart is filled with you.
i can't wait to have more of 'my first' with you!