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hmm, yesterday the kidsread programme was kinda tiring.. i had to like take care of this 4 year old girl called Yu En.. she's damn cute! and she took advantage of me.. she run about the place thinking i was playing catching with her.. haha.. she was hyper yesterday.. i did picture discussion with them.. really enthusiatic bunch of kids.. *wiping forehead* the kids were super hyper yesterday.. haha.. but it was great, gave them stickers and i can see the glow on their faces.. it was a nice feeling! Jun Yang and Orvin, 2 kids from the kidsread programme, gave me those pathetic face and try to act sad.. they want another sticker.. they were like "can i have 1 more?, please" haha.. i said no, and asked them to wait for next week.. yea.. a volunteer from the saturday class helped us out.. overall, it was nice even though i was tired.. suliza called and we chatted till 0015, was really shagged but, it was ok lar, endure.. talked crap as usual.. haha.. didn't get a missed call or smses from him yesterday night.. was kinda worried.. but he's a big boy, so ya, of course he will know how to take care of himself.. it's either he's busy or dozed off.. and i was correct, in the morning while sahur, he messaged saying he was really sorry that he dozed off.. haha.. chatted with him in the morning, gosh i miss him! had a nightmare while i was continuing my sleep.. dreamt that my mom and me was strangling each other all because my dad doesn't like my boyfriend.. haha.. it was terrible if that happens.. but thank god, my family loves him.. =D was digging out stuffs from the store and the bookcases.. i found lots of storybooks i can use for the kidsread and a letter that i almost send him, the letter was like 3 years old.. and saw his seashell that he gave me 3 years ago.. =D gonna break fast soon! *to be continue*
am back now.. erm ya, there's lots of stuffs to eat just now.. but i just ate chapati.. love them, ate 4 of those.. those seashell does bring back memories.. he gave me in the bus while we were going home together.. those were the times when he just stayed behind my blk.. but now, he stays kilometers away.. *shakes head* why should i take advantage of him? not appreciating him last time? maybe due to peer pressure.. haha.. all of my friends doesn't have boyfriend and yea, i have no idea how am i suppose to treat him.. i do like him, but don't really know how to show it.. yea, *shakes head* those were the times.. doesn't only he gave the seashell, he does give me a chain.. both of us had it.. it's those kind like army chain with his name and my name written on it and a date which both of us went steady.. uh huh.. while remembering the date, i found my school diary year 2001, it's those which you write down what tests, homeworks and etc.. yea.. and i flipped through and saw on 21 august, i wrote down *sparkle*.. that is the day when he ran up to me and we went steady.. it's just a one day thing.. haha.. and txp is on monday and i dun really memorize yet.. damn it.. tomorrow he's coming over to help my grandma shift stuffs.. and i need to study cause i know i won't be studying tomorrow.. so yea, gtg study now.. take care peeps! C=