eNj0y@bLe d@y5..

29 oct : slept a lot in the morning.. i really try to think what i can do around the house.. i wonldn't want to waste my holidays just like that.. i want to make sure that i gain some stuffs during the holiday season.. in the afternoon, helped mom to shift some stuffs around my room.. found a so called diary which i wrote when i'm in sec 3.. it has got only a few entries.. slacked with both of my sisters, making a fool of myself, well, it fun to see them laugh with you.. haha.. then he came! haha.. i was smiling all the way.. told him about the diary thing and he wanna read it.. yea, had some disagreements about some topics in the diary.. well, that was in the past.. those were written by a snobbish immature girl called nurul atirah.. i do regret some stuffs that i did, such as treating him badly and i mean real bad.. but i can't reverse time, all i can do is to ponder about it and try to be a much better person.. i'm sorry dear if i had hurt you.. thanks for still having faith in me.. i really appreciate it.. *hugs* yea, watched some cartoons before breaking fast.. seriously dear, you really know how to take good care of an old lady's fragile heart.. share with me some tips.. haha.. then he's off to a nearby mosque to pray terawih..
kinda pissed off suliza while talking with her over the phone.. she said she wanna go town to buy something.. i kept pestering her what's the thing she wanna buy but she insisted.. and she said "you're getting irritating" so, i just said "bye" in a harsh tone and hang up.. she called, haha pal, if you were to read this, i bet you want to stranggle me.. haha.. well, i asked my sis to pick up the phone and asked her to tell you a little white lie.. saying i was in the toilet when i was just beside her.. haha.. but actually i was quite piss off.. kinda petty of me but i was pissed off because why she is so secretive? why i can't know it? it is not like we are just friends.. we do get angry with each other, but it wouldn't last.. that's the 'thing' about us.. i think we are really, really close with each other.. so yea.. and she called again, and finally she said that she wanna see the singapore idols finalist at heeren tomorrow instead of buying something.. as she knows me too well, i can't be bothered to go this kind of stuffs.. those screaming, crazy stuffs.. so she don't want to reveal it.. but as a best friend and a 'sister' i wouldn't want to disappoint her, so ya, i agreed to accompany her to town..
my aunt came over to send her 2 month old daughter to sleep over.. she complained that the baby kept crying and it's tough for her to do her housework and sewing and still have to attend to the baby..
actually it was my grandma's idea that the baby is to sleep over here over the weekends.. i think it's quite a good idea.. everyone over here really dote on her, even my brother.. haha.. yea.. she's getting cutter and cutter everytime, can't get enough of her.. haha.. but whenever she cries, i'll past it to my sister, mom or my grandma.. haha.. that's what you call 'smart'..
poor him, he reached around 2315 and we chatted on the phone.. thanks for 29 october, i really enjoyed myself and i still can't get enough of you! *winks*
30 oct : am suppose to meet up with suliza at 11, cck interchange.. but she woke up late and we had a change of plan.. meeting her at 1130 at jurong east mrt station.. called her while i was about to go out, but she wasn't ready yet.. and she said she's going out at 1130.. *shakes head* fickle-minded girl! haha.. while waiting for her to go out, my sis said that she wanna come along.. another fickle-minded girl.. i can say that my sis is way lot faster than suliza.. haha.. then off to meet suliza.. by the time we reached someset it's 1245.. it was freaking hot and yea, suliza was freaking happy that she get to see the idols, especially sylvester sim.. she kept bragging that he's cute and stuffs.. then we took neoprints..
went back to st. margaret's for the fair.. it was quite boring, the same old thing we used to have to raise funds for the school.. the first one i saw was mdm yeo aka my favourite teacher.. haha.. she was my add. maths teacher cum my npcc teacher-in-charge.. all my classmates teased me that i have a crush on her.. i don't have a crush on her but admire her, i like her attitude and the way she teached.. overall, she's a great teacher! haha.. yea, walked around and saw few of my ex classmates.. missed the class.. saw some of the teachers too.. my maths teacher, mrs low.. my physics teacher, mr ng and mr lim.. my english teacher, mrs raj.. my geog teacher, mdm shanti.. my form teacher for sec 3 and 4, miss kang.. and etc.. juliet, my ex classmate who sat in front of me in sec 5, asked my sister about her psle and said that i looked like miss siti, a chem teacher of ours in sec 3 and 4.. haha.. show my sister around the school.. suliza bought a bunch of lilies for a $8, it's cheap compare to outside which sells like >$10.. and i bought an earrings...
while waiting for suliza to queue up to do some glittery thingy, my eyes were roaming around the hall and it was stucked when it came to someone.. i think that was his cousin.. he said that he has got a cousin in st. marg's in basketball, tall and tan.. saw her once on his friendster.. so it should be her but i wasn't sure as her back was facing me and she was busily talking to her family members.. i just got that feeling that it's her.. but ya, i can't do much.. beside me was this some booth.. when she moved away, i observed her face and try to recongize whether it's her.. she just sat beside me, i was standing right beside her! so i just did something without much thought that is to asked her directly "erm, are you saiful's cousin?" what a way to start a conversation! without a hi.. or maybe i did say hi.. i forgot.. oh well, she replied "yea".. i was right on spot, correct target! haha.. she was like "and you are?".. gosh, i was stuck but suddenly "girlfriend of his" just shoot out from my mouth.. was surprised by my own reaction.. yea, talked with her for a while and then she introduced to her mom and her aunt saying that i was her cousin's girlfriend.. i was really embarrassed! but yea, i'm proud to be his girlfriend, so what's there to be embarrassed? she's really amiable, someone i can connect to.. an outgoing girl and a sporty chick.. she's pretty too! hope to see her around and know her better..
went to holland village after that to buy the balloons so that i can pratise the sculpturing thingy and bought sweets from party with us, suliza's favourite shop..
went to clementi to get suliza's those cupcakes paper.. and i bought rice crispies cereal, maybe making cookies tomorrow or something.. suliza asked me to help her about signet's broadband plan and the lady thought me and suliza are sisters! she said we looked like one.. maybe there is some side effects of becoming to close.. haha.. this is the second time a person asked that question..
then head home.. was really thirsty but i was fasting.. so ya, patience is a virtue.. haha.. was really tired, took an hour nap from 2000hrs.. was really tired and don't feel like praying.. but i had that guilty conscious.. like i was spending hours of fun, but why can't i like spend time to god? so i gathered my strength and prayed..
chatted with him about our day and stuffs.. off to bed now.. i miss you dear!

b@LL00n5 and more b@LL00n5

attended the balloon sculpturing with suliza yesterday.. i thought it was going to be complicated making our way to the venue (52A duxton road), but it was kinda easy.. we had to go through an alley which was a secluded one.. both of us were kinda scared cause there were like a fews pubs along the alley.. and ya.. thank god nothing happened to us.. it started from 1930 and it last like 2hr 15 mins later.. yea, there was like 7 ladies and 1 guy.. all the others volunteers are like above 22 except for us.. we had some light refreshment, they had the halal and the non halal ones.. there is a box that contains 12 of those small squarish shape cakes.. we ate like 1 each before the lesson.. the place was kinda nice, even though it was a bit cramp, the interior design was simple and they had a lot of plants.. haha.. my expertise subject *cough, cough*.. haha.. we learnt how to make a sword.. it was kinda easy.. then follow by a deer, flower and poodle.. twisting the balloon to make it into a flower is kinda scary as it can just burst anyime but the outcome is nice.. it's a great way to release stress by twisting balloons.. you should try.. it does help.. haha.. before heading home, they asked us to finish up the cakes.. well, both of us did ate like 3/4 of it.. haha.. it's yummy.. *rubbing tummy*.. we can bring home the twisted balloons.. without hestitation, me and suliza grabbed those nice ones.. haha.. at last, i brought home like 2 poodle, 1 deer and 4 flowers and suliza 2 poodles, and 3 flowers.. imagine us taking train with those balloons.. we looked like clowns and yes, we attracted attention.. we decided to arrange the balloons inside our bags and we looked clumsy.. but who cares, it was late at night.. there was this lady asking us whether we sell the balloons and we reply "no, we learnt how to make them".. she was like "so many ar? can i have 1?" and suliza gave one small flower to her.. pal, didn't know you're that nice.. haha.. stopped at clementi and took bus home.. by the time we reached home, it was like 2305.. took a quick bath and called him.. he was kinda frustrated with his paper as he was careless and stuffs.. dear, don't you worry so much.. just try to forget about the paper and look forward for the other 2.. and always remember that i love you and will always do..
today, went to accompany my grandma to the polyclinic at woodlands, what an angel.. *pukes* and he came down and accompany both of us before heading to school to study.. been at the polyclinic since 0830 and we left at 1400.. what a long wait.. but it was great as i got to spend time with him while accompany my granny.. i'm really proud of him.. i can really see he is sincere in everything he does.. my grandma was constantly asking him, " what food do you want for breaking fast?" he said "none" and he reply "tak apa nek, nanti besok saiful pergi rumah nenek untuk buka puasa (nevermind granny, tomorrow i'll go over your house to break fast)" my granny was all smiling.. and i was too cause it means i got to spend time with him tomorrow! haha.. my grandma was really enthusiatic, she thought of what to cook for tomorrow.. haha.. on the way home, i asked my grandma what do you think of him? she said "he's good, so you better know how to keep him" haha.. wah, what a reply.. she treated him like her own grandchild.. so dear, you're really in my grandma's good books.. haha.. dear, i really enjoy myself whenever i'm with you! i love you! *muacks* good luck for your upcoming papers!

h@pPy b!r+hD@y p@L

happy birthday my dearest suliza! hope you did have a nice birthday.. yea, you're 18 now while i'm still 17.. and you better act like one.. *oops* erm, i mean less of those nonsense stuffs.. haha.. work hard in achieving your dreams and i'm all behind you supporting you! don't ever lose that faith in yourself!
didn't blog yesterday as i was busily doing the blog's background.. it took me two days to make me satisfy with it.. but i think it's worth it as i love it and it's better than i'm not doing anything.. having my holiday till the 5th of december.. doing the background is tedious and as i was fussy, i kept redoing it.. so how do you feel about the outcome? do give me some comments to improve it.. thanks!
and i can't wait to start the 2nd semester as one of the modules will be environmental science.. yay! haha.. got influenced about pollution through elective geography.. i think it's sad that the world is suffering due to us and we need to be responsible to our actions..
am meeting suliza tomorrow for a balloon sculpturing class organized by the green volunteers.. hope we will have fun..
chatted with *dearie* yesterday from 2230 till 0230.. haha.. we kept saying to put down at 0015 then 0145 but we just can't as we missed each other very much! haiz.. can't wait to see him on friday... dear, all the best for your papers! with your hard work, i bet you can do it! i love you! *muacks*

*@dv@nCeD h@pPy b!r+hD@y p@L*

yesterday went shopping with my dearest pal, suliza.. actually i wasn't shopping, she was the one shopping as i paid for her.. it was for her birthday prezzies.. i owe her like 3 presents since sec 4.. haha.. it's not only me, she does owe me 3 prezzies too.. haha.. i think we were busy preparing for n's and o's levels and we put our birthday at hold.. her birthday wasn't yesterday.. it is on 26th oct' 04 a tuesday.. i jokingly told her that her budget for the 2 presents were only $10.. haha.. she just pretended not to hear me and gave me a face that said "whatever".. but, i think she knows that i'm not that bad.. haha..
supposed to meet her at 1400 at cck interchange, but i called her around 11 plus and we chatted about interesting stuffs till 1245.. it's kinda like a rush to meet her, so i told her meet at a later time.. as a result, i was there earlier and had to wait for her.. on the way to meet her, i forgot my earrings and sms her to bring hers.. haha.. she brought like 6 to show me.. thanks pal!
stopped at heeren and took neoprints.. the place there was packed with teenagers and we had to queue up for it.. we decided on this new machine where there was glitters.. there were 5 korean girls in front of us with a digital camera and it's like they never took pictures before.. keep taking them with weird pose and those act cute ones.. haha.. we decorated the neoprints and after printing we noticed that there were no one else queuing at it.. we decided to take again as the outcome was pretty good.. had different pose and stuffs.. both of us agreed that we look good on them.. haha.. self praising.. i think it's good to praise yourself as it will help on your self-confidence.. but praising yourself too much will make you into a proud peacock.. so watch your limits.. walked all the way to far east where suliza wanna buy her shoes.. and she was like teasing me in a way that a $19.90 will do for her and saying unlike someone who wears $105 shoes.. *gulp* yes, it's me.. suliza, suliza.. it's just that they are more comfortable and one more thing, erm, i am a materialistic girl.. so ya.. haha.. went to pacific plaza.. then to heeren back.. both are fickle minded girls.. she liked this ripcurl top and ya, i paid for her *no. 1 birthday present*
went to taka to decide where to break fast and at last we chose delifrance.. we went to the watch exhibition and the watches were damn gorgeous! most of the lady watches were filled with either all diamonds or white gold.. and some watches were so articulate craved.. went to kinokuniya to look for bliss or girlfriend mags, but they weren't there..
went to wisma surfbabe.. and she wanted a bag that she saw the other day, but sadly, it was out of stock.. and she chose a gallaz t-shirt.. the colours are attractive.. and she wanted this paul frank pencil case.. it's not that i wouldn't want to buy for her, it's just so unattractive.. haha.. so after convincing her, i paid for the shirt *no. 2 birthday present* something that was gonna happen next, was the most embarrasing thing that happened to us.. we went out of the shop with the sensor going off.. both of us was like shocked and we looked damn blur.. i was looking at my hands, there's nothing i brought out of the shop.. one of the salesgirl approached suliza and told her that she took one of the bag.. hahaha.. our faces turned bright red, don't think we need anymore blusher.. haha.. i think the salesgirl knows it wasn't our intention.. yea, she smiled at us.. thank god, there wasn't lots of people in the shop.. both of us were laughing at our own silliness.. haha.. i think it will take a while for us to step inside that store again.. went inside the new and improved nine west store at the basement.. damn it! they are so nice and tempting me to buy the shoes.. haha.. but at last i'm able to control that temptation.. walked past a new shops and she liked this dangling earrings.. and i paid for it again *no. 3 birthday present*
went off to borders before heading home.. check whether there is bliss or girlfriend, but there isn't any.. we took 105 to clementi and behind us there was this guy talking on the phone.. his accent was really funny and he said "are you dumb?" with the same tone and the same pace for like 6 times.. wonder what's up with him.. haha.. we tried to imitate him and both of us were laughing and giggling..
by the time we reached home was about 2300.. it was late but both our parents were understanding enough.. after settling down, i knew that i wasn't able to fast tomorrow.. so ya.. talked to him from 2330 till about 0230.. i was super hyper yesterday, really in a good mood! was talking crap to him and told him some untold past.. after saying bye to each other.. a few minutes later he smsed me asking whether we put down properly or not.. haha.. i think he was too freaking tired.. haha.. dear, we put it down by saying bye.. haha..
it is raining over here right now.. and i'm downloading a software for my printer as the program was erased as my uncle formatted the com.. the downloading process it really slow.. can't wait to scan in the neoprints i took with my 'sister'..

d0nE @nD 0veR w!+h..

didn't blog for a few days.. been busy with stuffs and changing the layout.. i hope you all will know me a bit better with some information about capricorn.. but i am not a pure capricorn.. i am the cusp of sagittarius and capricorn.. i fall in the middle.. but i think capricorn suits me.. do you all think so? haha.. found something in the girlfriend website about being born on a cusp.. check it out on my top left hand column.. kinda long though, but i must say it is quite impressive.. enough about horoscopes.. back to what I did the past few days..
*reflecting* tuesday: no exam, slept like a *oink, oink* cause i was having a headache and it was a nice weather to sleep, it was raining heavily.. haha.. studied chem.. chatted with him at night..
wednesday: had my chem exam at 0900 till 1100.. it was ok.. hoping to get >65%.. i did not really check that paper as i had insufficient time.. so i am hoping that luck is with me.. haha.. after the exam, mrs soong, my chemistry teacher came in to collect the exam strips.. asked sakeenah and joanna whether they had asked for their practical paper.. they said that they just asked the marks.. i went back in and asked her.. saw it, 30.. and it's out of 34.. woo hoo! haha.. a glowing smile was seen on my face.. sakeenah and joanna was shocked and they were like "huh? how come you so good one? how do you do it? maybe she checked the wrong person.." haha.. i don't really know how to reply them.. cause i just do what the instructions asked me too.. yea, as simple as abc.. met him and i was 45 mins late.. i have told him beforehand that i'm going to be late as i need to collect the pam practical paper.. when the three of us reached there, the papers aren't there.. so ya, went out of school and meet him.. sorry for making you wait dear.. haha.. a funny one, he said that i look like a teacher due to the way i dress and i wore specs that day.. haha.. well, i take it as a compliment.. haha.. he went over my house and we watched 'a walk to remember'.. that is one of the sweetest story i've watched! i still remember sec 4, the three of us (me, suliza and siti) watched it together and all of us cried.. haha.. damn sweet! those were the times, the good old memories.. really miss those.. *back to reality* granny asked him to break fast over here as he wasn't schooling tomorrow.. after watching that, both of us fell asleep.. of course, on separate couch.. haha.. woke up at 1800 and slacked till breaking fast.. chatted with him around 2200.. yea.. dear, i really enjoy 20 oct' 04.. *winks* thanks for making my day! *hugs*
thursday: slacked like the whole day and felt guilty about it.. tried to study pam (plant anatomy and morphology) but can't really focus, maybe it's the last paper or something.. yea, but i did tried my best to focus.. chatted with him for a while before dozing off..
friday: supposed to meet nadiah at the interchange, but i was late.. waited like freaking 15 mins for the bus.. yea, so asked her to meet at the school's bus stop with joanna.. took train.. reached, joanna told me that nadiah has went in with charlene.. i'm sorry nadiah.. waited for sakeenah before heading in.. the paper was ok, it's linked to txp.. hoping for >60%.. hooray! no more papers! met my aunt to buy the baking ingredients and the stuffs was freaking heavy.. but i don't see a help in whining, so just kept quiet and endure it.. went over to my aunt place and break fast over there.. i was kinda embarrassed when she asked about my relationship with saiful and stuffs.. but i think it's good to know someone is concern.. at night, she send me home and both of my sisters slept over her house.. wahyuddin inform me that there is a watch exhibition going on at taka tomorrow.. shared views about some watches.. and ya, that's all.. as usual, chatted with *dearie* before heading to bed.. yesterday, i was extremely in a good mood, no idea why.. maybe hormones imbalanced.. haha..
i think that's about it.. that was what i've been through for the last 4 days or so..

+!R!n9 ye+ eNj0y@bLe

yesterday (a day before my txp exam), my aunt and her family came over.. and my *dearie* too.. *dearie* came around 1515 and with a new hairstyle.. *winks* (you look neater and hot!) haha.. they came over to help out to shift the fishtank.. the house was in a mess.. really really messy.. did help out a bit though.. haha.. poor *dearie* he has flu.. gave him 2 packets of tissues and still insufficient.. haha.. hope he will get well soon.. at night, my grandma asked him to help her shift the bed.. my grandma is only using her mouth power.. haha.. help him out.. poor him, he looked so shag but yet he still help out.. *nods head* keep it up dear! my uncle send him home as it was late.. chatted with him when he settled down till 0015.. both were tired.. and i was kinda panic as txp is tomorrow and i haven't really study.. studied a bit when we put down.. managed to get some in.. haha.. and to reflect on 17 october' 04, i'm really blessed to have such a family with understanding aunt and uncle.. who took the effort to send him home.. thanks! it's only like 37 days, and he has already wins my family heart.. i wonder how i'll do.. haha.. he interacted well with my cousins and sisters.. not only them, the elderly too.. i'm lucky to have a boyfriend who really respect the elderly and good at interacting..
well, today had txp exams.. meet sakeenah at the bus stop and headed to the mss room to pray.. before that, the bus ride really sucks! it was not only non aircon, it kept jerking.. *shakes head* it was terrible! my nose and eyes were watery.. and kept yawning.. whenever i have a headache, i will yawn constantly with watery eyes.. and felt like vomiting.. was having running nose just now.. thank god, no more for now.. taxonamy and plant identification exams paper was do able.. can't get distinction though.. haha.. am hoping like 60% and above.. it was a 2 hour paper.. went out earlier by 30 mins.. but i was the last 2.. poor sakeenah and joanna have to wait for me.. thanks you guys! it's still an hour plus to break fast.. will think of some stuffs to do.. and wed is chem paper.. chem? i think the module is quite ok.. need to revise them tomorrow..

16 0c+' 04

hmm, yesterday the kidsread programme was kinda tiring.. i had to like take care of this 4 year old girl called Yu En.. she's damn cute! and she took advantage of me.. she run about the place thinking i was playing catching with her.. haha.. she was hyper yesterday.. i did picture discussion with them.. really enthusiatic bunch of kids.. *wiping forehead* the kids were super hyper yesterday.. haha.. but it was great, gave them stickers and i can see the glow on their faces.. it was a nice feeling! Jun Yang and Orvin, 2 kids from the kidsread programme, gave me those pathetic face and try to act sad.. they want another sticker.. they were like "can i have 1 more?, please" haha.. i said no, and asked them to wait for next week.. yea.. a volunteer from the saturday class helped us out.. overall, it was nice even though i was tired.. suliza called and we chatted till 0015, was really shagged but, it was ok lar, endure.. talked crap as usual.. haha.. didn't get a missed call or smses from him yesterday night.. was kinda worried.. but he's a big boy, so ya, of course he will know how to take care of himself.. it's either he's busy or dozed off.. and i was correct, in the morning while sahur, he messaged saying he was really sorry that he dozed off.. haha.. chatted with him in the morning, gosh i miss him! had a nightmare while i was continuing my sleep.. dreamt that my mom and me was strangling each other all because my dad doesn't like my boyfriend.. haha.. it was terrible if that happens.. but thank god, my family loves him.. =D was digging out stuffs from the store and the bookcases.. i found lots of storybooks i can use for the kidsread and a letter that i almost send him, the letter was like 3 years old.. and saw his seashell that he gave me 3 years ago.. =D gonna break fast soon! *to be continue*
am back now.. erm ya, there's lots of stuffs to eat just now.. but i just ate chapati.. love them, ate 4 of those.. those seashell does bring back memories.. he gave me in the bus while we were going home together.. those were the times when he just stayed behind my blk.. but now, he stays kilometers away.. *shakes head* why should i take advantage of him? not appreciating him last time? maybe due to peer pressure.. haha.. all of my friends doesn't have boyfriend and yea, i have no idea how am i suppose to treat him.. i do like him, but don't really know how to show it.. yea, *shakes head* those were the times.. doesn't only he gave the seashell, he does give me a chain.. both of us had it.. it's those kind like army chain with his name and my name written on it and a date which both of us went steady.. uh huh.. while remembering the date, i found my school diary year 2001, it's those which you write down what tests, homeworks and etc.. yea.. and i flipped through and saw on 21 august, i wrote down *sparkle*.. that is the day when he ran up to me and we went steady.. it's just a one day thing.. haha.. and txp is on monday and i dun really memorize yet.. damn it.. tomorrow he's coming over to help my grandma shift stuffs.. and i need to study cause i know i won't be studying tomorrow.. so yea, gtg study now.. take care peeps! C=

y@y, !+'5 f@5+!n9 m0n+h

yesterday, 14 Oct' 04.. let reflect what happened.. studied horticulture engineering in the morning.. slept in the afternoon, and receieved a call from suliza saying that she wanna come over and update her friendster and blah blah.. she came over around 1530.. slacked with her, helped her out in her blog, browsed through friendster together, had fun.. watched singapore idol.. i think it's either jerry or christopher should be voted out today.. (ps. no offence) try out my tutorials and called him after he had settled down.. chatted till 0015.. then continue studying till 0200.. off to dreamland!
today, 15 Oct' 04 had my horticulture and landscape managment exams at 1400.. think it's kinda ok but i'm just afraid of careless mistakes.. i know i can pass, but passing is insufficient.. so just hoping i can do well.. was kinda panic a few times while doing the paper as i wrote down the wrong number, not once, but quite a number of times.. thank god i checked.. so ya, i hope i checked correctly.. haha.. saw mastura at outside the mss room she was with a friend.. good luck mas for your exams! fasting month started today.. now, it's just a few minutes to break fast.. my body is kinda shagged and aching, maybe i slept too late.. oh well, just endure.. 1 down, 3 to go.. left with txp, chem and pam.. txp on monday, chem on wed and pam on fri.. *shakes head* txp have a lot of memorizing to do.. chem, had to revise back.. pam *headache* lots and lots of stuffs to learn, memorize and etc.. haha.. am meeting shikin later for the kidsread programme.. hope i'll have fun!

12, 13 0c+0beR

played the sims 2 and it was kinda cool.. you can create the person you want.. like how sharp you want the nose to be and etc.. you can even go gaga over the characters.. haha.. but it's just not my type of game.. hmm, yesterday went to watch white chicks with suliza.. actually it was a last minute plan.. i thought of just staying at home all day long.. but she called me and wants to watch it with me.. yep.. we sneaked in swensens' sticky chewy chocolate ice cream.. and i brought two spoons from home.. and both of us kept eating.. i think it's kinda romantic.. =D haha.. before we get to sit down, our places are taken.. it was damn embarrassing! i was like keep saying "6,7" but they just ignore me.. i was damn embarrassed and frustrated.. they dun bother to check their seats.. assholes! i repeated myself "6,7" and a guy was like, "it should be the other side".. but i doubt so.. but nevermind, no harm, we went to the other side.. two lady were kind enough to check their seats for us.. thanks, may god bless both of you! and it wasn't around their seats.. by now, people are staring at us.. it's like we never been to the movies.. didn't know where to seat.. suliza was suggesting me to sit anywhere.. but it will even be embarrassing if we were to sit anywhere and a person come up to us saying we have the wrong seats.. so i didn't take her suggestion.. we went back to the other side and i said it again "6,7", i think i said it like thrice when there's this two freaking schoolgirls just realised they have the wrong seats.. it took them a long time to realise that.. because of them, we are embarrassed.. advice to the two schoolgirls : 'next time, do double check before you just sit down, so that you wouldn't have to trouble other people ' and at last, we got our seats.. it was damn hilarious.. you all should watch it.. worth your money.. =D before going to the movies, we went to popular to buy stickers and a box of crayons for the kids in the kids read programme..
to think about it, i've acheived two of my ambition when i was a kid.. 1 was to be a cashier, which i did when i was working part time in metro marina.. that place bring me memories, i still remember when i was younger, every weekend we will go there and shop.. it's just a nice place.. and i witnessed it closed down.. glad to have that chance.. when we went to the shopping malls or supermarket, looking at how the cashier type or scan in the stuffs make it feel very interesting and the way they handle the money and credit/debit card transactions.. it's damn cool ar.. haha.. the second ambition is to be a teacher.. when i was younger, i used to type in questions and set tests and exams papers for my 'pupils' to try.. of course the 'pupils' are no other than my siblings and cousins.. i would buy presents, stickers for them, imagining i'm a real teacher.. haha.. kinda a good feeling though.. i even print out their timetable and attendance sheet.. haha.. damn enthusiatic.. haha.. and now i'm so called a 'teacher' in the kids read programme.. and i'm known as teacher nurul.. haha.. so cute when they have to say nurul.. it's not 'nu-rul' instead it's 'rul-rul'.. haha.. but nevertheless, it was fun reading to them.. after the movies, me and suliza had our dinner at kfc.. then head back home..
and i hated it when those malay girls have to look at us, up and down.. i dun mind them looking or just taking a glance but the way they looked/stared at us is as if we owe them something or they hold a higher rank than us.. excuse me, we are sophiscated enough not to pick a fight.. the malay girls i'm refering to are the minahs.. so ya..
talked to *dearie* and we put down the phone at 2300.. and i dozed off.. woke up at 0030 and i had 2 sms from *dearie* he was having gastric pains.. i'm sorry dear that i couldn't be there for you.. i hope you get well soon!
finished up my pam online assignments today.. received an sms from *dearie* he didn't go to school in the morning cause he went to the polyclinic.. *shakes head* i'm worried for him.. dear, get well soon and i love you! *muacks*

1 m0n+H

today is the 11 october 2004, our 1 month anniversary! haha.. to look back, it's really fast.. i love you saiful! *muacks* today went to school with sakeenah to hand in the horticulture engineering practical stuffs.. in the morning, was finishing up the graph and recheck the calculations for the practical.. then off to school.. after that, meet him up and head to jurong point to borrow books for the kids read programme.. he said he need to go and get some stuffs for his mom at the ntuc.. and we separated, i went to the library, him to ntuc.. i was busily browsing through the books when he came up to me with a stalk of blue rose.. gosh! i was really surprise, i never expected that.. how sweet can you be dear? thanks for the rose dear, i love it! so he made up an excuse about him needing to buy stuffs for his mom.. thanks again *muacks cum hugs* borrowed 4 books, one little step, around the world, billy and the magic string and the strange egg.. i noticed that mostly of the childrens' books, you will get fooled.. haha.. but the books have nice pictures.. yesterday while chatting with him it was kinda funny, cause i was mean.. i made him tell stuffs and pretended i was angry or frustrated.. haha, he even said, "wait, are we quarrelling?" haha.. so cute! in a middle of a conversation and it just pop up.. haha.. and i answered "no" cause we were not.. and again he said "today is the suckiest conversation we had" haha.. i was laughing silently.. i was writing something to say to him about our first month anniversary.. he was kinda shocked when i said it.. =D

@LL 5m!Le5

as you all can see, it's been such a long long time since i update my blog.. the last time i updated is 17 sept.. there are basically two reasons why i didn't update it.. one, busy and the either is lazy.. *shakes head* lots of things had happened within these 3 weeks.. had the last ivp with singapore poly and we won, 7-0, we are in the 5th place.. yay! school's kinda stress.. had 4 tests this week.. mon-chemistry, tue-pam(practical), wed-pam, thu-no school (finish IS modules), fri-chemistry(practical).. today chem pract is alright, hoping to score at it.. wed, pam test was ok lar, not that bad.. tue, pam pract, erm, quite ok.. mon, chem test on organic chem, didn't study that hard, and was just hoping for a pass.. *crossing my fingers* haha.. today went back early, for horticulture engineering, got back our previous test and just did 1 tutorial question and we're done.. got 80% for it.. today had to go for the kids read programme at the cc, the kids there are so cute! i'm taking care of kids aged 3-5.. basically, just read to them, look at their colouring and interacting with them.. wed meet up suliza and went for my *dearie*'s friendly game against combined ite .. someone step on his head *ouch*, not only that, he's having a fever and a flu.. *guilt* i made my *dearie* and suliza sick.. i was down with a sore throat, flu and a fever and i passed it to them.. *shakes head* watched resident evil 2 with suliza on last thursday, dun think it's worth it.. kinda boring, not our type of movies.. last friday, went for the kids read programme and was kinda surprised.. cause around 2015, *dearie* sms me "once you finish, call me immediately" i was like, gosh! what had happened? kinda in a panic mode.. but try to act cool cause i only finish around 2040.. while returning the books downstairs, i saw someone sitting down playing with a familiar water bottle, was trying to recall whose it is.. i didn't notice the person.. and then my eyes are fixed to his.. it's was my *dearie* i was surprised till i missed the door.. haha.. it was so sweet of him to send me home.. didn't expected to see him as he was having training till 2100, but that day, they were dismiss at 1930.. yep, was really missing him that day and *boom* he's there! i really thanked god to have found him back.. it's something that i didn't expected.. after those 3 years, it just take 1 fateful night to change my life.. i'm just glad to know there's someone to encourage, support, and the most important thing, love me.. to be loved and to love is just a wonderful thing.. from my past relationships, i'm proud to say that this is the 1st time i experience a 'first-class' love.. i can really see that he's really sincere.. and his love is different from anyone else.. i really appreciate it dear! i love you, saiful! *hugs* haha, i guess you guys find it boring about this mushy stuffs.. =D haha.. my sis has just finished her psle today.. hope that she did well and is able to get in my school, st. margaret's secondary.. as i said, smss rocks! haha..