Wednesday, January 26

h@R! r@y@ h@j!...

last thursday, went over to malaysia to visit my grandma's kampung cause the grown-ups decided to celebrate hari raya haji over there. mama in family came on friday afternoon. for those who doesn't know, mama in is my god-mother, my mom's twin. it was fun, having to interact and communicate as a one big whole family. i mean all of us are busy with our own stuffs and have been neglecting each other, never really take the time off to know more about each other. i dreaded when it's in the afternoon as the atmosphere will change to become not warm, but hot. imagine you're in an oven, even two fans directly at you won't help.

so guys, please don't use stuffs that will effect the atmosphere, which causes the thinning of ozone layer and the rise of global warming. the future generations will suffer, do you think they deserve it? spend time thinking about it. done with my environmental awareness, back to what happen next.

went back on a sunday morning as i have a theory class at 0800hrs. my dad drove all the way to clementi only to realise that i'm not heading to ngee ann poly. it was partially my fault, i didn't say what class i'm having. sorry dad.

i didn't notice that geraldine, an ex classmate cum close friend of mine was in the same class with me, until i saw her for the next lesson. well geraldine, i hope you're doing fine and i miss the two of us "gossiping" (haha), miss those times we spent and miss the four of us hanging out together.

i was thinking whether to attend floorball on monday. i felt guilty and yes, i went. it was fun as usual and thank god, not much fitness. haha. but it was my worst training ever! i didn't mean it's the coach or the other players. the problem was me, i was playing like a shithead, my concentration wasn't there, keep making silly mistakes and i wouldn't wish that kind of me to happen again. felt shitty and talked to dad about the game on the way home. well, he does cheer me up. thanks dad!

tuesday, was really bored at home, watch mickey mouse twice upon a christmas. it was nice and enjoyable to watch cartoon. got a call from suliza and we decided to meet at jurong point as she need to buy pants for her activity tomorrow. she said i looked studious with my specs and my short hair. futhermore, she said i looked like my sisters and in. well, thanks ar. haha. saw my sister with her friend. her friend went off first. and both of us head home together. while lining up, that is when i realize i miss wearing st. margaret's aka the polka dots uniform. i felt good and proud when people kept looking at my uniform. the feeling is just undescriable.

went our again for my basic theory revision class. i was alone in the class with the instructor. it was quite useful as it helps me to remember some stuffs. basically, the instructor asked me 96 questions using powerpoint and from there i can gauge myself at where i stand. before going off, there's a girl who went in and i decided to stay again to go through the questions again. i hope to pass my basic theory that is on the 31st, a monday. *daydreaming* it will be great if i'm able to drive a car, being able to go shopping with suliza without taking public transport, without wasting time on them. not only on suliza, but on my family members, being able to drive my grandma to her destinated market, to go shopping with mom and the list goes on and on. with all these stuffs in mind, it propels me forward to achieve it. luck also has to play a part, so god, please help me out.

having a project meeting on wednesday. then if i'm lucky, i'll be meeting my sis to catch a movie.


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