i'm sorry if i have cause trouble to you. sorry if i've been a bother to you. sorry if i have cause you inconvenience. i would like to say sorry and i really mean it. i know my words are futile. thank you for all the things you have done, to send me home, wait up for me, going through my unexpected moods, which at times i shouted. thanks again for the beautiful watch. thank you. i would like to make myself clear, i may appear hard on the outside but i am actually very senitive, a trait that i successfully hide from others. there are times that even i cannot control my temper. under such circumstances i shout and scream, more with frustraion at the situation than with anger at any particular person. if you assume that i shouted at you, you are definitely wrong. to me, all those 3 months was a pleasant dream which i wouldn't want to wake up from. but all things has an end. and after those 3 months of being together, nightmares started to take place. both of us weren't strong enough to overcome the nightmare and we had to give in. the next thing that i'm about to do is harsh. but this is just how things should go. i know i shouldn't assume, but now i'm assuming that the only candle glowing has been put off, and there isn't any light source to light it up again. i have made up my decision to let you go, to have nothing to do with you. you don't have to be concern about me or my family members. i'm just no one to you. i'm not found in your list of people. just erase me and those mistakes you commited, i forgive you. if we were to see each other on the streets, i'll take it that i didn't see you. i realise that i need to be strong and look up ahead rather than dwelling on the past which causes misery. i posted on my blog instead of sending to you because i want people to know that i'm through with you and that i'm heartless. you think you're the only one who's hurting? think again. good luck for your future. yesterday was our last conversation and we are over.
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