and again, i've been really busy and tired. a lot of deadlines i have to meet and suffs i need to improve. just a couple of hours back, i'm frustrated. maybe it's the mood swings. every small things tends to irks me. especially the weather. it's just too warm and just sitting still, you will perspire. what is the world coming to? the effects of global warming? checked out my timetable and *screams at the top of my lungs* it's just sucky. a lot of breaks between classes. and there's no dr koh yong cheong class. man, i miss him. haha. and the last thing i'm frustrated at is suliza. i'm really tired and tight in schedule but she still wants to go out. *sighs* well, i did place her aside for a week or perhaps longer. i can't deny i miss chatting and *ehem* gossiping with her. so i said yes, in a harsh irritaing tone. it's a normal thing between us. to get angry with each other, it's more like getting on each other nerves. haha. sorry pal. it's just me. just not in the mood.
my driving skills need improvement. especially the half clutch. it's either i pressed too much of the acceleration pedal or no power at all. a few more sessions and i'll be ready for my practical test. it's just so fast. tomorrow going seat for my final theory evaluation. hope i'll pass. then i can advanced to take my final theory test.
suliza, see you tomorrow.
and to you: i miss you so much! it was really worthwhile seeing you. *smiles*
Friday, April 29
Thursday, April 21
4 d@y5
wooo. i just realised it's been 4 days since i last blog. can't really recall much though. all i know i didn't attending training this week. *shakes head* cause i thought there weren't any training this week and already had plans made for this week. and i'm not feeling that good. you should have seen my schedule. this break schedule is really really tight compare to last break. so suliza and shikin, if you want to shop with me. booked me first. haha.
i was having cold feet yesterday night. i was unable to sleep. nervous due to the results.
results came out today. and the first person to see mine was *ehem* you. cause i was on my way to school to attend a forum. the results were ok. passed all. and finally saw an AD for the first time! haha. it was for oral communication.
well, after hours of rehearsing in front of a mirror and cracking my brain on what to talk about, it finally pays off. it's not easy to stand in front of the class with eyes darting at you. some eyes show how uninterested they are, while there are others who are willing to listen to you. and of course, people may have some impressions on you. but you have to put that in the back of your mind. just go out there and just talk, convey what you have in mind. if you believe what you talk is true, appear to them that you're confident. enough on some tips. haha.
back to the results. 1B, 2B+, 2A and 1AD. well, there is always room for improvement. but it's over, i can't go back time. all i got to do is to appreciate whatever grades i have as i did put in the effort to revise.
attended a forum about the kyoto protocol. and it's funny recalling it. after registering, there is this guy who approach me and he's one of the usherer. he guide me to my seat. and the seat was in the middle section of the lecture theater. not only that, it was the first three rows. after seated comfortably, THEN i just realized that i was seated at row of grown-ups man wearing ties. they are definitely not poly students nor lecturer. cause poly students sat at a higher level at the side. i think those guys were guests. it was really awkward! i don't know if i should be pleased or pissed. haha. pleased cause i have the best seats. pissed caused do i looked that grown up, in other words, mature, old? it can be a compliment though. haha. maybe the way i dressed. i was wearing a long sleeves and long pants. what's so mature about that? the way i carried myself? well, perhaps. people's views on the first impression of me : arrogant; confident; studious; serious; matured; ones who doesn't joke around and yada yada. there's just on the surface. haha. and again, things happened for a reason. maybe god wants me to listen attentively rather than dozing off. just appreciate every thing that happened. even hardships. it does helps you to be strong and trust your inner self. back to the forum, i didn't open my mouth the whole session there. take down some stuffs and the forum does add in a little more portion to my knowledge.
when i have the time, i'll write an entry about global warming, greenhouse gases, basically what was the forum about. but people may find it boring. but there maybe a rare portion who are interested. hmm. i'll see when i have the time.
gonna have my driving practical tomorrow. and it's going to be in a circuit. learning about the crank course and the s course. some turning stuffs.
and again, am still missing you. *grins* and do get well soon! the medicine is really too high for you. haha.
tomorrow, 22nd april is Earth's Day! take care of the earth people.
i was having cold feet yesterday night. i was unable to sleep. nervous due to the results.
results came out today. and the first person to see mine was *ehem* you. cause i was on my way to school to attend a forum. the results were ok. passed all. and finally saw an AD for the first time! haha. it was for oral communication.
well, after hours of rehearsing in front of a mirror and cracking my brain on what to talk about, it finally pays off. it's not easy to stand in front of the class with eyes darting at you. some eyes show how uninterested they are, while there are others who are willing to listen to you. and of course, people may have some impressions on you. but you have to put that in the back of your mind. just go out there and just talk, convey what you have in mind. if you believe what you talk is true, appear to them that you're confident. enough on some tips. haha.
back to the results. 1B, 2B+, 2A and 1AD. well, there is always room for improvement. but it's over, i can't go back time. all i got to do is to appreciate whatever grades i have as i did put in the effort to revise.
attended a forum about the kyoto protocol. and it's funny recalling it. after registering, there is this guy who approach me and he's one of the usherer. he guide me to my seat. and the seat was in the middle section of the lecture theater. not only that, it was the first three rows. after seated comfortably, THEN i just realized that i was seated at row of grown-ups man wearing ties. they are definitely not poly students nor lecturer. cause poly students sat at a higher level at the side. i think those guys were guests. it was really awkward! i don't know if i should be pleased or pissed. haha. pleased cause i have the best seats. pissed caused do i looked that grown up, in other words, mature, old? it can be a compliment though. haha. maybe the way i dressed. i was wearing a long sleeves and long pants. what's so mature about that? the way i carried myself? well, perhaps. people's views on the first impression of me : arrogant; confident; studious; serious; matured; ones who doesn't joke around and yada yada. there's just on the surface. haha. and again, things happened for a reason. maybe god wants me to listen attentively rather than dozing off. just appreciate every thing that happened. even hardships. it does helps you to be strong and trust your inner self. back to the forum, i didn't open my mouth the whole session there. take down some stuffs and the forum does add in a little more portion to my knowledge.
when i have the time, i'll write an entry about global warming, greenhouse gases, basically what was the forum about. but people may find it boring. but there maybe a rare portion who are interested. hmm. i'll see when i have the time.
gonna have my driving practical tomorrow. and it's going to be in a circuit. learning about the crank course and the s course. some turning stuffs.
and again, am still missing you. *grins* and do get well soon! the medicine is really too high for you. haha.
tomorrow, 22nd april is Earth's Day! take care of the earth people.
Sunday, April 17
5wee+...
saturday, as usual had kidsREAD and it was my turn to do the lesson plan for the class. my theme was about *ta-da* plants. the plan was a last minute thing. plan it on saturday morning. *ehem* what can you say about a procrastinator? haha. read to the kids two storybooks and did some activities about parts of a tree and parts of a flowering plant. brought the kids around the community centre to look at the different flowers and plants. and of course, the kids did some colouring. it's like a sin if one of the lesson doesn't have colouring. they would whine and asked "why isn't there colouring?" with those pitiful faces. i think by the next lesson, we should divide them into two groups. those who knows and the others who doesn't know how to write. need to make two separate woksheets for them. the next time i'm going to see them again will be next two weeks. as next week, class is cancelled due to the one year kidsREAD anniversary at jurong regional library. there will be some presentation over there. so yeah, have to attend.
it was raining cats and dogs after class and shikin and me decided to walk in the rain. i mean with an umbrella. haha. had fun screaming and getting our shoes and pants wet. it was as if i was a small girl all over again, playing with the puddle of water. i enjoyed it very much, thanks pal for your participation too!
your last message for the day just makes me *blush*. haha. thank you. i thought you were just kidding about doing the things that i did in a different method. haha. but anyway, i was glad. *smiles*
as for today, had no plans. stayed at home and hang out with the people at home. shared views about some stuffs and mostly communicate to know what's happening in one another life.
*smiles* cause you called. and again you're becoming sweeter. *ehem* i wonder what bug has gotten into you. nevertheless, i like that bug. haha.
i miss you online and offline.
it was raining cats and dogs after class and shikin and me decided to walk in the rain. i mean with an umbrella. haha. had fun screaming and getting our shoes and pants wet. it was as if i was a small girl all over again, playing with the puddle of water. i enjoyed it very much, thanks pal for your participation too!
your last message for the day just makes me *blush*. haha. thank you. i thought you were just kidding about doing the things that i did in a different method. haha. but anyway, i was glad. *smiles*
as for today, had no plans. stayed at home and hang out with the people at home. shared views about some stuffs and mostly communicate to know what's happening in one another life.
*smiles* cause you called. and again you're becoming sweeter. *ehem* i wonder what bug has gotten into you. nevertheless, i like that bug. haha.
i miss you online and offline.
Friday, April 15
5h0ppeD...
went for a date with suliza to watch a movie and walk around town. wanna watch the wedding date but suliza doesn't. so decided to watch guess who. damn, it was really worth it. had a great time laughing at least 10 times. and the bonus was ashton kutcher *ehem* was damn cute and gorgeous. he look like a nerd with his hair that way. but who cares. he's hot! haha.so guys, if you're bored and need someone to admire, go watch guess who. sneaked in ben and jerry chocolate fudge brownie ice cream. yum yum. haha.
survey around and saw this nice stussy long sleeve top with some sequins glued on. and due to weak self discipline, bought it. hooray a new top added to my wardrobe. haha.
pal, i had a good time today. do try to destress yourself as much you can. and work hard for your examinations. i'm all behind you, catching your every fall. as i know, one day, you are going to make me proud. i have always believe in you and have faith in you. don't ever give up. giving up will make you lose hope and the trust in yourself. giving up just makes you weak and you just feel useless. well, i dare to look you in your eyes and say "you are definitely someone who i've always admire and you're a strong girl". i'll find one day to have a movie marathon with you.
it was really a great day today. it's all started in the morning when i received a sms from you. it was flattering, thanks. can't stop myself from smiling ever since. and it was really a surprise when you did send the other one. i didn't see that coming and almost screamed with happiness in public but don't want to be a fool so yeah, control. you may think that i'm a freak to scream all because of that but that was how excited i was. haha. darn, you're just so sweet. your charming smile just lightens up my day even though how bad it has been. i'm blessed to have found you. to have you to remind me to eat everytime. haha. thanks for the stuffs you did. do continue your good work! *smiles cum winks*
good night. *grinning myself to sleep*
survey around and saw this nice stussy long sleeve top with some sequins glued on. and due to weak self discipline, bought it. hooray a new top added to my wardrobe. haha.
pal, i had a good time today. do try to destress yourself as much you can. and work hard for your examinations. i'm all behind you, catching your every fall. as i know, one day, you are going to make me proud. i have always believe in you and have faith in you. don't ever give up. giving up will make you lose hope and the trust in yourself. giving up just makes you weak and you just feel useless. well, i dare to look you in your eyes and say "you are definitely someone who i've always admire and you're a strong girl". i'll find one day to have a movie marathon with you.
it was really a great day today. it's all started in the morning when i received a sms from you. it was flattering, thanks. can't stop myself from smiling ever since. and it was really a surprise when you did send the other one. i didn't see that coming and almost screamed with happiness in public but don't want to be a fool so yeah, control. you may think that i'm a freak to scream all because of that but that was how excited i was. haha. darn, you're just so sweet. your charming smile just lightens up my day even though how bad it has been. i'm blessed to have found you. to have you to remind me to eat everytime. haha. thanks for the stuffs you did. do continue your good work! *smiles cum winks*
good night. *grinning myself to sleep*
Thursday, April 14
5+uFF5...
had floorbal training today, a combined training with the guys. well this was the second time, the first time was on tuesday, 12th april. comments? it was ok, it's to our advantage. even though we got trashed, it helped the girls team to improve ourselves be it physically, spiritually, mentally. we must try to inculcate that spirit of never give up. with that kind of attitude, i assure that the girls team are able to succeed. i agree that it was disappointing to see that we lose but we gain something from it. success comes through after hours of practise, experiences and of course, failures. keep on striving girls! i have faith in all of you that we can do it.
had floorball meeting after training. and it was bad timing as my stomach was grumbling. well, just had to endure.
at the bus stop saw zaid and some mss people. zaid, i don't friend you. *sticks tongue out* haha. how childish!
reached home, eat lunch and head out again. had driving practical in the evening. i got the instructor that i can't clicked with. but today, he wasn't that bad. he talked nicely compare to the few weeks ago. first impression always count.
and now, i'm worn out. my eyes are really sleepy and i bet my body will be aching tomorrow. will be turning in right after suliza's call.
while watching tv on tuesday, i just realised that gilmore girls rerun is every day at 5pm. something to fill up my afternoon. haha.
promised suliza to watch movie with her on friday. so yeah, tomorrow gonna have a date with her. how about sneaking in ben and jerry ice cream inside the theatre? my treat? and i'll bring in the spoons. haha.
yesterday slacked the whole day at home. just want to take a day off for myself as i'm been busy this week. basically a day to be lazy. and i was glad that you called. *smiles*. thank god you're fine. i can't deny that i miss you! head to the cc in the evening with shikin as there was a briefing about the youth executive commitee. sit there about 15 mins and off we go. haha.
i was so free and browsing through friendster and i came across this particular someone. he/she had changed his/her profile. it's just oh, well, people are weird. never try to understand people. by the way, the description was not referring to me. far from it. again, people are weird.
i've been getting secret hugs from someone. dare to own up? haha.
had floorball meeting after training. and it was bad timing as my stomach was grumbling. well, just had to endure.
at the bus stop saw zaid and some mss people. zaid, i don't friend you. *sticks tongue out* haha. how childish!
reached home, eat lunch and head out again. had driving practical in the evening. i got the instructor that i can't clicked with. but today, he wasn't that bad. he talked nicely compare to the few weeks ago. first impression always count.
and now, i'm worn out. my eyes are really sleepy and i bet my body will be aching tomorrow. will be turning in right after suliza's call.
while watching tv on tuesday, i just realised that gilmore girls rerun is every day at 5pm. something to fill up my afternoon. haha.
promised suliza to watch movie with her on friday. so yeah, tomorrow gonna have a date with her. how about sneaking in ben and jerry ice cream inside the theatre? my treat? and i'll bring in the spoons. haha.
yesterday slacked the whole day at home. just want to take a day off for myself as i'm been busy this week. basically a day to be lazy. and i was glad that you called. *smiles*. thank god you're fine. i can't deny that i miss you! head to the cc in the evening with shikin as there was a briefing about the youth executive commitee. sit there about 15 mins and off we go. haha.
i was so free and browsing through friendster and i came across this particular someone. he/she had changed his/her profile. it's just oh, well, people are weird. never try to understand people. by the way, the description was not referring to me. far from it. again, people are weird.
i've been getting secret hugs from someone. dare to own up? haha.
Wednesday, April 13
5+uff5 h@ppEn!n9...
*scroll down for a cute little angel bunny*
a lot of stuffs has been happening. and my april schedule is really tight. *ehem* what can i say? i'm a busy lady. haha.
9th april was my sis birthday. happy belated birthday sis! hope you like the pink ripcurl bag. haha.
bought a belt for my brother on his 16th birthday, but it was so huge. haha. happy belated birthday! it falls on 12th april.
hope both of you will succeed and do our family proud.
registered my baby cousin for a baby show. but sadly she doesn't win any. haha. well, wasn't expecting anything. it's just for the name of fun. no matter what, she's my angel!
a trial run
awww. how can you resist such a cutie pie?
taking a rest on the floor.
shoo. i'm reading
she reminded me of a cinderella story starring hilary duff. a dress with sneakers. how cool! haha
who says showering is a dread?
two lost zombies.
who said too much kissing is fun? instead, it's ugly! haha.
a lot of stuffs has been happening. and my april schedule is really tight. *ehem* what can i say? i'm a busy lady. haha.
9th april was my sis birthday. happy belated birthday sis! hope you like the pink ripcurl bag. haha.
bought a belt for my brother on his 16th birthday, but it was so huge. haha. happy belated birthday! it falls on 12th april.
hope both of you will succeed and do our family proud.
registered my baby cousin for a baby show. but sadly she doesn't win any. haha. well, wasn't expecting anything. it's just for the name of fun. no matter what, she's my angel!
a trial run
awww. how can you resist such a cutie pie?
taking a rest on the floor.
shoo. i'm reading
she reminded me of a cinderella story starring hilary duff. a dress with sneakers. how cool! haha
who says showering is a dread?
two lost zombies.
who said too much kissing is fun? instead, it's ugly! haha.
Tuesday, April 12
m!55!n9 y0u...
it's just been several hours. i don't know how i feel. i mean it's just empty. there's no you to irritate, to crap, to share views, to whine at, to talk. it's really not easy not to miss or remember you. every day without fail, we would communicate with each other, either via sms or msn. and out a sudden, there's this break. it's just uneasy. well, i'm not that flexible kind of person. so yeah, it will take time for me to get used to it. it's not like a year, it's just a few days. haha.
driving sucks today. did a lot of silly mistakes. today driving wasn't smooth sailing. i don't whether it's the new instructor or is it you? i don't know what wrong. the instructor kept reminding of the stuffs i need to do. and i was definitely not satisfied with myself. it's just shitty. maybe it's you. maybe not. tried to focus but i just can't.
floorball tomorrow, it's gonna be from 9 till 12. gonna have combined training with the guys. no doubt, their stamina is better than the girls. so training is going to be tough. well, have to look at the bright side of life. it helps to keep me healthy and i enjoy the games.
i hope your journey was a smooth one, without any bumps.
i'm missing you. good nite and sweet dreams. *hugs* take care.
driving sucks today. did a lot of silly mistakes. today driving wasn't smooth sailing. i don't whether it's the new instructor or is it you? i don't know what wrong. the instructor kept reminding of the stuffs i need to do. and i was definitely not satisfied with myself. it's just shitty. maybe it's you. maybe not. tried to focus but i just can't.
floorball tomorrow, it's gonna be from 9 till 12. gonna have combined training with the guys. no doubt, their stamina is better than the girls. so training is going to be tough. well, have to look at the bright side of life. it helps to keep me healthy and i enjoy the games.
i hope your journey was a smooth one, without any bumps.
i'm missing you. good nite and sweet dreams. *hugs* take care.
Friday, April 8
5m!Le5 CuM 9R!n5...
thank you god and thank you for those who become my map and compass when i'm lost in a journey. thanks for your guidance. especially you, thank you and you're not a failure, especially not in my eyes. i've always enjoy being with you. i'm so much better now. thanks.
of course i wouldn't left you stranded in a island alone.
*smiles* you're most welcome. do come back again. haha.
hmm. funny and sweet. i wonder.
had the cute instructor for driving on thursday. haha. did on slopes. it's indeed scary if the car do rolled down the slope.
the previous instructor which did on right turn and u-turn is fun. i mean he can click with me. we can talk and it wouldn't be a bore.
and there's meeting at ps mac later at 3. to settle the floorball stuffs. and gonna walk around to buy stuffs for my two siblings.
and *ehem* i miss you.
of course i wouldn't left you stranded in a island alone.
*smiles* you're most welcome. do come back again. haha.
hmm. funny and sweet. i wonder.
had the cute instructor for driving on thursday. haha. did on slopes. it's indeed scary if the car do rolled down the slope.
the previous instructor which did on right turn and u-turn is fun. i mean he can click with me. we can talk and it wouldn't be a bore.
and there's meeting at ps mac later at 3. to settle the floorball stuffs. and gonna walk around to buy stuffs for my two siblings.
and *ehem* i miss you.
Wednesday, April 6
Tuesday, April 5
90r!LL@
found this poem interesting. haha. it's written by irfan haziq and his friend, daniel. both age 12. a funny poem i should say. haha. have fun reading them.
gorilla, gorilla
so sweet as vanilla
so black and white and brown
they don't have a frown
in africa they live
on a large hill to give
they are hunted for meat
in the very hot heat
they sleep in a nest
they take lots of rest
gorillas are shy and peaceful
they are also very sleepful
gorilla, gorilla
so sweet as vanilla
so black and white and brown
they don't have a frown
in africa they live
on a large hill to give
they are hunted for meat
in the very hot heat
they sleep in a nest
they take lots of rest
gorillas are shy and peaceful
they are also very sleepful
Sunday, April 3
dRe@m5...
had a pleasant dream last night. it was so real that i wouldn't want it to end. it was a freaking sweet dream too. sounds familiar? haha. if only it's real...
went to ma'am alina, a senior of mine, 21st birthday party. how time flies. miss those npcc days, where we have to stay back after parade to have meetings at kap. haha. me and suliza bought her a bouquet of a sunflower. it represents her, everlasting happiness. the both of us met up with siti and we had an enjoyable time catching things up. and not forgeting, lots of pictures were being taken. haha. couldn't find the taxi stand facing the main road and called you. thanks for your help. your voice never fails to make me smile.
kidsREAD was ok and it's getting boring. need a new sparkle to make it interesting. did on transportation and materials are prepared by teacher shikin. haha. and there's meeting next week.
i kept thinking of you. and i miss you too! *grins*
went to ma'am alina, a senior of mine, 21st birthday party. how time flies. miss those npcc days, where we have to stay back after parade to have meetings at kap. haha. me and suliza bought her a bouquet of a sunflower. it represents her, everlasting happiness. the both of us met up with siti and we had an enjoyable time catching things up. and not forgeting, lots of pictures were being taken. haha. couldn't find the taxi stand facing the main road and called you. thanks for your help. your voice never fails to make me smile.
kidsREAD was ok and it's getting boring. need a new sparkle to make it interesting. did on transportation and materials are prepared by teacher shikin. haha. and there's meeting next week.
i kept thinking of you. and i miss you too! *grins*
Friday, April 1
*9R!n5 cUm 5m!Le5*
*grins* what a great refreshing start! saw *---* in the morning. it was indeed an unexpected, pleasant surprise. haha.
at last, no more exams! can't concentrate much though, kept thinking and grinning. tried all my efforts to divert my attention to the exam paper. environmental science paper was ok, doable, can pass. haha.
raisins was indeed fun and enjoyable. getting to know *---* more better and had fun sharing views about stuffs. *smiles* thanks again. wish to have more raisins. haha.
it's a wonderful day for me until i got giddy while walking around with suliza. sorry pal. wasn't on purpose, i wish to continue but i'm just too tired and unwell. enjoy shopping with you pal! it was fun hanging out with you after a long break from shopping. haha. see ya tomorrow! fooled only her as it was april's fool. haha.
at last, no more exams! can't concentrate much though, kept thinking and grinning. tried all my efforts to divert my attention to the exam paper. environmental science paper was ok, doable, can pass. haha.
raisins was indeed fun and enjoyable. getting to know *---* more better and had fun sharing views about stuffs. *smiles* thanks again. wish to have more raisins. haha.
it's a wonderful day for me until i got giddy while walking around with suliza. sorry pal. wasn't on purpose, i wish to continue but i'm just too tired and unwell. enjoy shopping with you pal! it was fun hanging out with you after a long break from shopping. haha. see ya tomorrow! fooled only her as it was april's fool. haha.
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