4 d@y5

wooo. i just realised it's been 4 days since i last blog. can't really recall much though. all i know i didn't attending training this week. *shakes head* cause i thought there weren't any training this week and already had plans made for this week. and i'm not feeling that good. you should have seen my schedule. this break schedule is really really tight compare to last break. so suliza and shikin, if you want to shop with me. booked me first. haha.

i was having cold feet yesterday night. i was unable to sleep. nervous due to the results.
results came out today. and the first person to see mine was *ehem* you. cause i was on my way to school to attend a forum. the results were ok. passed all. and finally saw an AD for the first time! haha. it was for oral communication.

well, after hours of rehearsing in front of a mirror and cracking my brain on what to talk about, it finally pays off. it's not easy to stand in front of the class with eyes darting at you. some eyes show how uninterested they are, while there are others who are willing to listen to you. and of course, people may have some impressions on you. but you have to put that in the back of your mind. just go out there and just talk, convey what you have in mind. if you believe what you talk is true, appear to them that you're confident. enough on some tips. haha.

back to the results. 1B, 2B+, 2A and 1AD. well, there is always room for improvement. but it's over, i can't go back time. all i got to do is to appreciate whatever grades i have as i did put in the effort to revise.

attended a forum about the kyoto protocol. and it's funny recalling it. after registering, there is this guy who approach me and he's one of the usherer. he guide me to my seat. and the seat was in the middle section of the lecture theater. not only that, it was the first three rows. after seated comfortably, THEN i just realized that i was seated at row of grown-ups man wearing ties. they are definitely not poly students nor lecturer. cause poly students sat at a higher level at the side. i think those guys were guests. it was really awkward! i don't know if i should be pleased or pissed. haha. pleased cause i have the best seats. pissed caused do i looked that grown up, in other words, mature, old? it can be a compliment though. haha. maybe the way i dressed. i was wearing a long sleeves and long pants. what's so mature about that? the way i carried myself? well, perhaps. people's views on the first impression of me : arrogant; confident; studious; serious; matured; ones who doesn't joke around and yada yada. there's just on the surface. haha. and again, things happened for a reason. maybe god wants me to listen attentively rather than dozing off. just appreciate every thing that happened. even hardships. it does helps you to be strong and trust your inner self. back to the forum, i didn't open my mouth the whole session there. take down some stuffs and the forum does add in a little more portion to my knowledge.

when i have the time, i'll write an entry about global warming, greenhouse gases, basically what was the forum about. but people may find it boring. but there maybe a rare portion who are interested. hmm. i'll see when i have the time.

gonna have my driving practical tomorrow. and it's going to be in a circuit. learning about the crank course and the s course. some turning stuffs.

and again, am still missing you. *grins* and do get well soon! the medicine is really too high for you. haha.

tomorrow, 22nd april is Earth's Day! take care of the earth people.