*sighs* i'm seriously disappointed with myself. shit lar. not even one goal went in the net. what's up with me. i never felt this shitty before. it was really horrendous, worst than a newbie. i thought i was going to be okay (getting back to my usual standard) after some lousy, hopeless shots. but boy, i was so so wrong. scolding cum motivating myself, still didn't work.
maybe the equation will help me a little.
sick + floorball = pathetic.
sorry guys, it was meant and refering to me.
man, it was totally destructing to see me play this way. i can't afford to let this go on.
first up, i need to get well. i mean well, well. not as in ok well. i just hope i'll get back to my tip top condition by next week.
my blocked nose is bothering me. i can't be able to breathe through the nose while running. and i'm afraid by breathing through my mouth, the throat infection will somehow appear back.
aiyoyo. how lar?
i didn't know i can be this sick. this is what i call a *ehem* weakling.
and i didn't have a peaceful sleep last night due to my blocked nose. stay awaked most of the time and kept pushing my sister away from me.
i rubbed vicks on my nose. and oh mine, my nose was on 'fire' but still it didn't help to 'burn'. i still can't breathe.
i wish tonight will be much better than yesterday's. i hope i can sleep well and have a good night rest.
looking at how my health status stands right now, i think my sore throat is coming on it's way to terrorize me. terrible, terrible. i think i'm going to be sick all over again. i want to get well!
i miss being healthy.
i miss my good night sleep.
but i miss you the most. the whole day today, your face kept popping up in my mind. and seeing that, i never failed to smile.
.dnuora uoy ees ot epoh i*
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