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*shakes head* i'm worried for my grades. this semester it seems like i'm not putting in my efforts. i don't know what i've been doing for the past 7 weeks in school. oh man, i seriously need to buck up. i'll be dead if this continues. i can't afford to disappoint myself. i told my parents about the 2 papers that i'm going to flung badly. and surprisingly, they don't nag at me. instead they are always there encouraging me, believing in me that i'm able to think for myself, having that trust in me. thanks mom, thanks dad. i hope my self-discipline will help me out here.

the test yesterday was doable but i wasn't able to score. well then, a pass will do.
during lecture, there was like a mini ceremony for those who did well for the modules last semester. i was stunned when my name was called out for the 3rd most outstanding performance in level 1 of the hlm course in the december semester. cause i seriously didn't expect that. i thought i'm getting for my oral communication, but no, got something 'bigger' instead. syukur alhamdulliah.

i got a treat from you. thanks for lunch. it should be me treating you.
to you: try to take things slowly at a time. stressing yourself too much won't bring any good will it?

i'm unable to attend training as i'm sick. i am sick. my throat is really sore and my nose is not functioning that well. if i were to attend for training, i won't be able to run as my breathing will be affected.
i went to the mss anuual general meeting. it was my first time attending such stuffs. it was ok, not bad. it was kinda sad to hear the president making his closing speech. i can see that he really meant it and it come sincerely. that touched me and almost brought me to tears.
it was funny when your friend thought that both of us are cousins. haha.

everything that happened, happened because every day is a learning process for us. experiences that we went through helps us to understand life much more better, makes us mature and wise. even though at times, when we felt that no one understands us, just remember god is always there. and when we're elated, we celebrate with our close ones, don't place god at one corner.