hoooooooorrraayyyy!
it's over! no more revising and touching of notes for at least 6 weeks.
oh man, i am just so overjoyed!
this one whole week was a torture, horrendous, awful, terrible.
i was unwell, had the same viral thing on my throat which causes me to feel lethargic and left me aching all over. it was just terrible lar.
plant pathology and entomology
planting and maintenance
nursery management
plant biochemistry and physiology
the bold ones were shitty. really shitty.
the past years questions weren't there. way different.
it required more thinking.
i
as everyone think differently and have different views.
but the lecturers are only looking for answers that are similiar to the model answer key.
which i think it's unfair lar.
some may think in the box while other think out of the box.
but having a model answer key, it only encourages people to think within the same line, it does not allow anyone to have outrageous thinking. which will inhibits creativity.
and to add on, the questions they were asking were un-understandable.
i have no idea what were they asking for.
and how can you answer something that you don't know or you can't understand?
you may leave it _____ or you may give them some bullshit answers.
well, i gave a cowshit answer.
and maybe i'll get weed marks due to the very nutritional dung answer.
this week was really bad,
the worst terrible insomnia ever!
i had insomnia for like almost every day this week.
it was really hard for me to get to my beauty rest.
my eyes and body is really in need of the rest but i just can't sleep.
whenever i tried to sleep, dreams and nightmares started to crawl and spinning me into a web and *poofs*
back to square 1.
i had to try to put myself to sleep again.
i have no idea why i was experincing this.
anxious? well, it can't be. o's levels were 10 times more stressful.
so basically, i have dark rings + eye bags.
so unpretty.
haha.
it's just a relief that examinations is finally done with.
it's just a relief that i've get through this whole unstable week.
alhamdulillah.
but within the dysphoric week, there was my favourite day. *winks cum grinning cheekily* it was a ----day.
and also i kept on eating guylian chocolates! *drools at the thoughts of it*
and today, i had pure chocolate from coffee bean
now am thinking of chocolate heaven by walls ice cream. *ehem*
am munching m&m's crispy. yum yum.
i'm in love with chocolates!
next up, the results.
that will be in early october, few days after fasting.
this is another headachy process.
all i know is, i won't do well as last semester, that's for sure.
am just hopping for the best.
what's done can't be undone.
tomorrow i have a date at the beach.
early in the morning some more.
it should be 1 great date ah.
a way to destress myself (like someone said) *cough, cough*
it's a coastal cleanup at pasir ris park.
woo hoo! my first time cleaning up the beach.
well, it was suppose to be my second's
the 'first' one was during secondary school, was supposed to be a post exam activity but
it got cancelled due to the rain.
so please don't rain tomorrow.
i'm so excited ah. picking up litters. doing my part in the environment.
interesting.
i soooo love being me.
to you:
thanks for the uplifting spirts you gave me.
thanks for the endless support.
thanks for those smses that makes my day.
thanks for understanding.
thanks for making me feel at ease.
thank you.
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