may you have joy and happiness for the years to come!
grow up and don't be such a pain. *sticks out tongue*
i love you too sis!
*hugs*
22 september, hmm..
3 more months till i've turn 19.
oh man. i so
an awkward number.
hanging between the mature and naive years.
i'm e-i-g-h-t-e-e-n and still loving it.
well, well.
what can i say?
time changes and we need to be flexible in order to adapt to it.
my mom was already pregnant with me when she's my age.
while my grandma has already had a son at my age.
what am i doing at my age?
thank goodness, i'm still enjoying life, studying without being tied down.
it's not that i'm saying that the previous generation are not enjoying life.
maybe to them, they are.
maybe having a family makes them enjoy life.
everyone has different perspective on happiness.
is early marriage good?
well everything has it pros and cons.
but it's how the pros/cons outweight the cons/pros.
if i have a chance, it will be nice to have a family now.
being able to shower your children with your love and concern.
but thinking again, we need to be stable in other to survive.
so i rather save extra money to have a better life for my family.
in short, i'm not rushing for marriage.
the latest age that i want to get married is 28.
the fatest?
anytime now.
haha.
but i still am not ready to be a wife.
i need to brush up on my house chores skills, cooking skills, blah, blah, blah.
it's ain't easy.
give it time.
and above all,
i wonder who is my soul mate.
i wonder who is my neverending bestfriend.
i wonder who is the one who has to endure my insanity at times.
i wonder who is the one who never ever gives up on me.
i wonder who is the one who can understand me.
i wonder who is the one that never failed to encourage me.
i wonder who is the one who is constanly making me a better person.
i wonder who is the one who will loves me no matter how silly i look.
i wonder who is the one who i will spent my life with.
i wonder who is the one who loves and accepts me for who i am.
i'm looking forward for the one.
every single day is a gift from god and it is unexpected.
just wait and see.
it may take days.
it may take weeks.
it may take months.
it may take years.
or perhaps it may take a decade.
i sob late at night, feeling melacholic all alone.
nah, i didn't have a fight.
it was while watching indecent proposal.
a movie dated back to 1993.
it's just so gloomy and it moved me.
the plot summary was:
a young couple very much in love are married and have started their respective careers, she as a real estate broker, he as an architect.
she finds the perfect spot to build his dream house, and they get loans to finance it.
when the recession hits, they stand to lose everything they own, so they go to vegas to have one shot at winning the money they need.
after losing at the tables, they are approached by a millionaire who offers them a million dollars for a night with the wife.
though the couple agrees that this is a way out of their financial dilemma, it threatens to destroy their relationship.
lesson learnt: love can conqure any harsh things and memories can never be forgetten, especially those good ones.
to you:
i'm totally proud of you!
don't ask me what for.
but i am.
i miss hearing your energized voice.
i miss catching up with you.
i miss seeing you.
i miss you.
*hugs*
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