bad bad week...

summary for the week:

.horrible.ugly.lethargic.bad.worse.worst.
.pathetic.unreasonable.evil.impatience.negative.busy.
.naggy.unrealiable.inunderstanding.weak.petty.
.undecisive.stress.pessimistic.tears.period.

dark mood: 98.8%
light mood: 1.2%

argh!
my worst week so far.
hope it will be the first and the last.
it was a week full of obstacles which i finally hurdled through.
the hurdling strained me physically, mentally.
along the process, i fell down.
but am glad to know that people are catching me.

thanks to those who listened to me.
thanks to those who advices me.
thanks to those who picked me up.
thanks to those who are patient with me.
thanks to those who went through with me.

those= my lovely family members + my determined cheerleaders aka my friends + my fierce yet gentle floorball team + you.

*iloveyouall
appreciate all your little efforts.

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weeee!
sakeenah and me donated blood on thursday.
nervous yet exciting.
was it painful?
well, honestly,
i think it was.
only a teenie weenie little pain.
those kind of pain that you can still endure.
i'm quite scared of the needles lah.
since my stay in the hospital.
cause almost every day, for 5 days, i was injected with a needle that is at least 5 cm long on alternate hands because either one got swollen.
i was injected on the opposite side of the palm, the thin layer of the epidermis.
ahhh, enough of those.

friday, we went to other nurseries for plant genetics.
went inside this 'fridge' which stores the cut flowers.
the temperature they make it like the temperate countries so that the plants from those country can tahan and look good.
and i realised that i like cut flowers better than plants.
cut flowers are colourful and so preeety!
the flowers totally took my breath away.
purple roses turns me on.
*oops*

i've been too busy that there wasn't time for me to spend it with my favourite friends.
the SS.
i'm sorry shikin.
i'm sorry suliza.
i truly dearly miss both of you.
thanks for booking me in advance.
*smiles*
understanding is what both of you has.

i can't resist you and your charms.
out of the 1.2%, you contribute 0.8%.
*a huge grins*
thank you.

*humming a birthday tune*