sickening attitude

sorry,
for those to have go through my moodiness.
especially you.
i can be such an a** h**e at times.
and i can't believe that i was that way yesterday.
a total different transformation.

at the end of yesterday,
i felt guilty, futile, unreasonable.
for hurting you the most.
and it causes some of those *ehem* precious tears.

i think there were like 7 times when tears welled in my eyes,
whenever i think of you.

you never left my mind.
*ylraeduoyssimi

thanks for your endless understanding.
btw, it wasn't a waste that you called.
cause it did make a little of my day.

and today is great!
hearing your energetic tone and the *ehem* daffy you.

i'm sorry to hear that you're unable to make to the next round.
i believed you have give what you got.
i'm still proud of you.