back for a moment.

due to overalarming projects, tutorials, quizzes and test.
i was unable to blog.
all because i've been too lazy to start with my assignments.
i'm the queen of procrastinating!

man, i really think i should change.
been having that aim years ago but i have yet to accomplish it.
it's the power to do things on time, not piling it up.
maybe i need my mom's help, to remind me to do my homework; like in the younger days.
heh.
i think it will help.
but only for a while.
haha.
how ah?

the past few weeks wasn't kind to me at all.
it was horrible.
a journey that required less sleep, darker and bigger eyebags, stress, weaker body, uncontrollable moods, loss of blood too.
sucky.
S-U-P-E-R sucky lah.
but i managed to sail through it.
because i have to.
if not i'll drift away.
very far.

and i'm so astounded with myself.
really am.
went to swensens 4 times within 2 weeks.
all are the same thing that i ordered.

1) waffle dream with sticky chewy chocolate
2) topless 5 (4 of sticky chewy chocolate and 1 of chocolate)

see how much i consume chocolate?
*shakes head*
limit is important.
but how much is too much?

i'm not taking care of myself.
i need to WAKE UP!
at times, i don't know what i'm doing.

if i'm not me, i hope you all are able to understand.
my mind is not the same as it was.
hormonal changes?
or am i maturing?
only time will tell.

this song is really stuck in my mind.
all thanks to you.
i'll always remember the night you made a fool out of yourself to make me smile.
your singing is good huh?

darl, it's beyond words to explain how i feel about you.
you never left my mind.
why am i so into you?
i have yet to seek the answer.
all i know is that i love you deeply.

if someone were to ask me, what will my perfect date be like,
i will reply,
it doesn't matter where or how.
all that matter is that i'm able to be with you, spending time together.
cause it's never boring with you around.
your actions shows.
and i love to see those different sides of you.

for every relationship,
i always hope that it will last.
but from my experiences, it never.
so darl, do me a favor would you?
i wouldn't want you to be my 'x' or my 'y'
i want you to be my 'z'.
the last alphabet, i want it to be you.
no one else but you.
i'm grateful with what i have now.
as i said again, the search is off.
i have found my lost treasure.
and i pray to god that it will stay with me.

i just love you.

you, me.

two more weeks left till i'll have my freedom!
everything is going haywire.
but one thing is not,
being with you is a fantasy.
i hope that won't change.

even though with my busy schedule,
i have time for you.
cause you're my tranquiliser.
i so need you.

thanks for making my day, every day.
when i have you,
i have everything.

i love you darl.
a lot.
lot.

clouds.

i think most of us are busy with our last minute assignments, projects.
like duh!
the semester is coming to a halt.
it's super fast.
you finding every time is precious and have to make full use of the remaining time, thus you will be going to a zombieland instead of school.
and it's rare to find people without have to stress themselves with the deadlines.
it's possible but i haven't met anyone that fall inside that catergory.

bear in mind that you need to relax in order to have your body in tip top condition to operate.
healthy body => sound mind => quality work

have you been seeing the lovely, fluffy, white clouds against the blue sky?
the colour contrast is nice.
it's really a wonderful sight.
it was like that since the past few days.
pretty.
don't believe, go look out the window.

i have been having close private talks with friends.
and i'm thankful for them sharing out and the most important factor, trusting me.
thank you.
it seriously ain't easy to share problems.
cause they are scared of having wrong interpretation.
some viewed it as weak.
but not me.
i believe those who open up are the strongest.
they just need constant reminders and support.
and i really think that life is fair.
you won't see it yourself, but ask another point of view or perhaps see it in a different way.
people tend to be negative on themselves, it's natural i guess.
it's never easy changing mindset.
it will need a lot of reassurance.

i truly enjoy every minute.
be it near with you or far away.
having you near, i can't stop admiring you.
your actions shows.
having you far, i can't stop thinking about you.
you are in my mind.
and my heart is attached to yours.
blissfulness slowly sets in when you come to the picture.
i love you hun.

tears.

taken from someone.
tears help to relieve it.
which i kinda agree.

don't worry, i'm not feeling down.
just something to share.
it's natural for people to let their tears out.
for some, it automatically gushed out.

it's just how we expressed ourself.
so when people cry, let them be.
step 1: don't panic.
just be there with them.
lent them your shoulders or maybe give them a hug.
they will definitely appreciate and remember you.

so you know what to do when i cry.
haha.

now off for more projects and assignments.
how i love school, especially when the semester is ending. *in a sarcastic tone*

weeee!

word to describe my 1st feb : marvellous!
surprises are fun!

i really had a great time with lovely suliza.


it all started when she called for a chat.
and we started to talk about our outing on friday as she's treating me to a fondue. heh.
what a lovely bestfriend indeed. haha.
all the details and chocolates talk made us hungry and craving.
how can you resist chocolates?
it's just so magical.
thus, we decided to go out and have the fondue yesterday.

on our journey there, we saw a guy praying in the mrt.
of course, he sat down praying.
for his ablution, he's cleansing his hands in air.
after that, he went to do his prayers, reciting verses and doing the actions.
it's the first time we saw.
kinda weird though.
more to come perhaps?

so we reached to our destination.
the esplanade.
went to their haagen dazs store to have the fondue that suliza recommended.
strawberry and chocolate dip.
the ingredients:
bananas, strawberries, green apples, cookies, sponge cakes, chocolate wafers, 4 flavoured ice creams.
it was good.
the atmosphere was relaxed and soothing.
my company is a great friend.
what more can i ask?

went to the roof terrace just to chill.
we were about to go off when we heard a loud 'boom'!
and to our surprise, we turned and we saw
fireworks!

















can you spot hidden mickey? heee.



man, they were so lovely, pretty, colourful.
and that was the time i treasured the most.
to have her beside me and to witness it together.
it was just amazing.
thanks for being there when i needed you.
thanks for those wonderful years we had.
thanks pal.
i love you.


my boyfriend's craving habits has pass down to me.
i craved for waffles and ice cream on the top.
just so super yummy.
head to citylink's gelare to have waffles!
haha.
the waffles wasn't that nice.
too flour-ish.
i mean you can taste the flour-ish taste.
furthermore, it wasn't that crispy.
but it's alrite, the ice cream was good.
so it balanced out.

on the way home, suliza sat beside an apek.
i hate the apek.
he was reading his typical chinese newspaper and he took glances at us.
i think he was angry or annoyed cause his face shows.
but we didn't do anything.
we talk quietly.
it was just so frustrating to have that apek looking at you!
he even tried looking inside suliza's bag.
aiyoyo.
i hate him.

i have a peaceful journey after that pathetic apek alight the train.
end of 1st feb.

ngee ann poly open house is on the 2-4 feb!
do come and see what amazing courses we offer!
and we're an amiable bunch of people.
heee.

darl, i miss you.
not a lot. but lot lot.