back for a moment.

due to overalarming projects, tutorials, quizzes and test.
i was unable to blog.
all because i've been too lazy to start with my assignments.
i'm the queen of procrastinating!

man, i really think i should change.
been having that aim years ago but i have yet to accomplish it.
it's the power to do things on time, not piling it up.
maybe i need my mom's help, to remind me to do my homework; like in the younger days.
heh.
i think it will help.
but only for a while.
haha.
how ah?

the past few weeks wasn't kind to me at all.
it was horrible.
a journey that required less sleep, darker and bigger eyebags, stress, weaker body, uncontrollable moods, loss of blood too.
sucky.
S-U-P-E-R sucky lah.
but i managed to sail through it.
because i have to.
if not i'll drift away.
very far.

and i'm so astounded with myself.
really am.
went to swensens 4 times within 2 weeks.
all are the same thing that i ordered.

1) waffle dream with sticky chewy chocolate
2) topless 5 (4 of sticky chewy chocolate and 1 of chocolate)

see how much i consume chocolate?
*shakes head*
limit is important.
but how much is too much?

i'm not taking care of myself.
i need to WAKE UP!
at times, i don't know what i'm doing.

if i'm not me, i hope you all are able to understand.
my mind is not the same as it was.
hormonal changes?
or am i maturing?
only time will tell.

this song is really stuck in my mind.
all thanks to you.
i'll always remember the night you made a fool out of yourself to make me smile.
your singing is good huh?

darl, it's beyond words to explain how i feel about you.
you never left my mind.
why am i so into you?
i have yet to seek the answer.
all i know is that i love you deeply.

if someone were to ask me, what will my perfect date be like,
i will reply,
it doesn't matter where or how.
all that matter is that i'm able to be with you, spending time together.
cause it's never boring with you around.
your actions shows.
and i love to see those different sides of you.

for every relationship,
i always hope that it will last.
but from my experiences, it never.
so darl, do me a favor would you?
i wouldn't want you to be my 'x' or my 'y'
i want you to be my 'z'.
the last alphabet, i want it to be you.
no one else but you.
i'm grateful with what i have now.
as i said again, the search is off.
i have found my lost treasure.
and i pray to god that it will stay with me.

i just love you.