a piece of thought.

imagine a world without others.
you're all alone.
there's nobody else.
only you.

i tell you,
you would be living happily.
a simple life with,
no quarrels.
no exchange of thoughts.
no war.
no fighting.
the list definitely will go on.

once someone else steps in,
you will just have to depend on your luck or perhaps fate.

why is that so?
because if that someone has the same mindset and feelings as yours,
gurantee both of you will be living happily ever after.

if there's differences,
changes has to be made and that when compromising comes into the picture.
give and take.

i'm sure everyone would like a happy ending.
but think about it again,
this is life.
no one is the same as you.
no one can ever be like you.
thus, give and take is the key.

a happy ending in life comes only when both individuals are willing to give.
and expect nothing in return.
in a way, you sacrifice.
and there should be transparency between the both of you.

you should try to block the word 'expectation'.
it only brings you sadness, rarely happiness.
never expect anything.

selfish is the start of any argument.
agree?
haha.

selfish then led to stubborn.
after which stubborn led to an eruption.

be true to yourself and you will be rewarded by ways you can never imagine.

fyi, i'm not having a quarrel with him.
i don't think we had any.
oh yes, except for one, months ago.
all due to my selfishness.
and i never want any arguments to happen now that we're together.
darl, let's work towards our happily ever after.
i love you too much that i can't afford to lose you.
you make me love more about myself.
thanks hun.
the day that i didn't whisper 'i love you' to you hun, is the day i die.
*ps, i was speechless when i saw you in the police uniform. *drools*

commitment is hard and scary,
but it's fruitful.

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a song that i really really like, cause i would like to be her.
i want him to be lucky.

When she looks at me
I know the girl sees things nobody else can see
All of the secret fears inside
And all the craziness I hide

She looks into my soul and reads me like nobody can
And she doesn't judge the man
She just takes me as I am

Come what may, she believes
And that faith is something I've never known before
Come what may, she loves me
And that love has helped me open a door
Making me love myself a little more

When I turn away
She knows those are the times there's nothing she can say
Nothing that anyone can do
And so she lets me live it through

And when I'm in my darkest hours of uncertainty
She just simply lets me be
And goes right on loving me

And when it seems my dreams have all slipped through my fingers
When they just can't be found
I turn around, and there they are
Shining in her eyes

Come what may, she believes
And that faith is something I've never known before
Come what may, she loves me
And that love has helped me open a door
Making me love myself a little more