i miss you

happy earth day everyone!
first thing to help the nature: do not litter!
there's plenty more ways you can help.
like aisah mentioned, recycling.
it's not only for ourseleves to benefit.
it's for the future generations too.
would you want your great great grandchildren not being able to see the plants and animals that you have seen?
will there be anymore papers for them?

there's a number of activities happening today regarding to earth day.
the zoo is having a plant sale.
potted plants, air plants, orchids, gardening tools and materials at the singapore zoo entrance.
prices ranges from $2 - $15.
that is cheap.

for science center, there is various different activities.
it was in the papers.
and there's apollo 13 in the omni theatre.

to everyone, have a great weekend.

there's always fear.
fear is grown attached to us that never fail to make us worry.

we worry about lots of things.
the future.
the present.
examinations.
friends.
family.
relationships.
life.
school.
can we make it or not?
and the list is endless.

why do we worry?
why do we have to fear?

maybe it's due to expectation.
we wants things to go the way we wanted, once there's a hiccup, we will always remember that hiccup.
the hiccup that makes us fear.

i do have lots of fears.
overall, i'm a human.
what you fear is what i fear too.

the more informations you heard, you've seen.
made you fear even more.

how can we get over that fear within us?
can we ever do that?

i wonder as i wonder.

the point i'm getting is,
i fear of losing you.

even as i'm typing my thoughts down,
i'm missing you.

and class 95 doesn't help lah.
all the songs so lovely dovely.
like duh! nurul it's love songs.
making me missing you even more.
i wish you were by my side.

what i have for you is true.
i never feel so attached with anyone before.
i can see us in the future together raising a one big happy family.
without you, everything comes tumbling down.
cause you're my support darl.

see, there's already an expectation.
as the saying goes; we plan but god decide.

i'll keep telling myself that if we are fated with each other, we will.
only time will tell.

i love you.
i've said it a lot of time and i still mean it.

btw, the songs are really nice.
class 95 rocks.
right darl?
haha.

*grins*
what a way to end my day.
i always love when you called.
the sound of your voice makes my heart skip a beat.

i'll see you on sunday!
weeee.
*tick tock, tick tock*

andddd weeeeee!
it's raining.
i can have a good sleep.