knowing oneself.

life is always unpredictable isn't it?
but if it's meant to be, it will be meant to be.

everyone goes through different phases of life.
one life can never be the same as the other.
no one will ever go through the same route.
similar yes.
but same.
nah, i don't think so.

those challenges that each of us faced are lessons for us to learn from.
lessons about ourself.
we can know what we lacked of, what are our weaknesses and the strong points.
most people overlooked this and take challenges as bad luck.

if you really know about yourself,
you will come to a point when you want to know even more.
and that is when you want more challenges to see how well you can cope.
what a better person you have become.

i know this entry sounds nonsense and illogical.
it's as if i have nothing to blog about.
only those wise ones will be able to understand.
and it doesn't mean you're not wise if you don't understand the entry.
it's just mean that you need to take time off and think about yourself.
you need to be selfish so that you can help others.

the purpose of life never fail to amaze me.

don't blame it on luck.
instead, ask why more often.

i think i have a rough idea where to head after poly.
just hope i'm able to achieve that.

darl, it was good to hear your voice even though it was only 6 hours ago when we last met.
of course, there might be guys that catches my eyes.
blame it on human nature.
heh.
keep in mind that they only have my sight.
but only you, have my love.
the utmost love is only for you.