i know.

loyal readers, i would like to apologize.
i know i've been away from blogging for quite some time.
and of course, within the period of break, lots of things been happening.
my previous 2 posts were very brief.
and didn't explained much.

let me recall the past few days.
hmmm.

just let me start with friday, 2nd june 06
had lecture at 0800hrs.
afterwhich we had like 5 hours break as tutorial and practical was cancelled.
my clique were so fickle minded that we spend 30 mins thiking where to go.
we had lunch and went to the library to borrow mickey's video to watch with my lovely jeslyn.
had a good time laughing.
we can never get enough of mickey hor jeslyn.
haha.

floristry was tough.
today we are handling roses!
super happy can?
cause roses is one of a few flowers that makes me happy.
weeee...
especially purple roses.
too bad, there were only yellow, pink and red.
but heck, they were still roses.


the arrangement. (with some of dr. koh's help)

i so need a lot of practice.
who wants to be my sponser?
haha.

on the way home, saw a good friend of mine.
was kinda surprised to see him.
i think you are losing weight.
i know you know what you need to do.
haha.

oh yes, exactly one week ago,
on a saturday,
i was really shocked at my mom.
i really don't know what got into her.
she never been this super weird before.
she went home with 4 plastics full of stuffs.
helped her unpacked and
*ta-da*

3 levels filled with chocolate ice cream!





we have 40 of this.


2 more tubs of sara lee was hidden behind.

it's really an ice cream galore.
never we had so much ice creams in our freezer.
her reason for spending $100 was so that my cousins can come over during the school holidays and indulge in it.
the best mom ever!
thanks mom.
cool mommy i have.
i love you mom.

monday, 29 may was insyirah's birthday.
i'm sure she had loads of fun and enjoyed her 17th birthday.
happy belated birhday sweetie!
may Allah bless you and be strong in life.
the world is one nasty world, you just need to learn how to adapt.
one advice for you: balance.

if any of you readers dislike me, do inform me.
cause i know there are some attitudes that some people can't stand.
i may be irritating.
i may be bossy.
i may be insensitive.
i may be outspoken.
etc..
well, i know i am all of these above.
i just hope it won't be getting bad.
cause if i am and am getting on your nerves.
just inform me.
you will be doing me a huge favor.
i will really appreciate it.
really.
thanks.

had a bonding session with his parents again.
haha.
it was nice.
just wait and see.

my morning never fails to start with a smile.
my night never fails to end with a smile too.
all because of you.
when i'm in a foul mood, thinking of you soothes me.
those times spent with you is worth every seconds.
my love for you is true.

while typing these away,
i'm craving for your touch.
my heart is yearning for you.
my mind keeps playing an image of you over and over again.
i miss you badly sweetheart.

i've always have this picture in mind.
a picture of an elderly couple strolling along the beach holding hands, both still have their wedding band on, telling jokes to one another.
and all through the harsh and easy period in life, they are still very much in love.
their eyes and actions tells it all.
is that just a story? or can it be us?