friendster.

whenever there's internet connection,
i'll go to my usual sites.
my blog.
my hotmail account.
my gmail account.
my friendster account.

and whenever i'm friendster-ing.
i never fail to view my own pictures.
it's like a habit.
i'll just stare at them and remember the memories i had in every picture.
and also thinking what others might say about the pictures posted.
of course, i can't stop looking at our together pictures.
it's because i miss him.
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whenever i hear his voice over the phone,
i'll imagine how he is talking on the phone,
how his actions are.
i can't let him out of my mind.

whenever i'm down,
thinking of how we get to know each other together, those courting period, thinking of him, of how sweet he was, how irritating he can be,
just changes everything.
the way he loves me, make me smile.

his presence is always with me.
and i love driving the car after he drove it
because his smell get transferred to me via the seat belt.

and now my backs hurts,
i don't know when i'll get well.
i walk like so cacat after seating because i can't stand straight.
i want to be well again.

you shown me how marvellous love can be.
and that's what i love about you.