my boyfriend asked me to do this. =P

here i am over at his house blogging away.
and i've lost my voice.
due to some stubborn viruses that can't seem to go away.
trust me, it sucks

attachment has been ok.
i've been asked to do this, that.
go here, go there.
it's a good thing though.
it shows that they have a trust in me.
two even offered me a job.
to be an event planner, the other, landscape designer.
heh.
well, an event planner is interesting.
to be able to plan for weddings, birthdays, etc.
it's fun lah.
but there's so much things to settle.
for landscape designer,
you need new refreshing creative ideas for your design.
but but but i think i will just further my studies.
if i can even make it.
if not, if not...
for me to know, for you to find out.

instead of him fetching me, his parents fetched me.
that feeling of being acceptance in a family is really good.
cause i know it's never easy if someone, sometwo, somethree of your significant other's family members doesn't get along with you.
i've been through that thrice.

finally after few days of not meeting,
we met!
like finally.
if only you know how badly i miss you sweetheart.
the only thing that i'm looking forward to was seeing you in the evening.

i'm distracted while typing this away.
distracted by my boyfriend who is doing his normal routine just behind my back.
all just for me!
hee.
and i can't stop myself from laughing.

honey, we've been through so much.
and as you say, there are so much more to come.
i know.
that's the challenges of couplehood.
and from those, i then realised so much more.

to have two people who truly love each other is rare.
at times, i don't think they exist.
but you,
you taught, you show me that it's true.

every second and every beat of my heart,
i longed for you.
my heart and mind speaks of you.
in a cold lonely world, i need that warmth to keep me living.
and you are that warmth.

i'll never stop loving you.
because i can never will.