it's been one great holiday. having you by my side almost every day.
doing those silly stuffs and visiting the same place for like 4 times.
we're crazy i tell you.
we looked like a young married couple when we went out with iklil. 
my lovely iklil.
and the best part was when your parents came over last friday.it was just terrific.i was full of smiles that night.i truly did enjoy my holiday.all thanks to you, sweetheart.
i love the ice cream.
but i love you much much more.
thanks mom for that lovely phone. thanks dad for lending your car without any hesitant.thanks nenek for the food you cooked. the three of you raise me really good.values and moral you taught me will be forever instilled in me.those stuffs you said to me that night really made me blushed.those stuffs we discussed about put me at ease.i've never been this happier before. an indescribable feeling envelops me when you're by my side. let us look towards the future together honey.i love you.like what you said, if only there's a time machine. that will be great, we're able to fast forward time. i'm excited to be legally yours.
it'll be one grand, grand event.
haha.i love you.since the start, i know you're sincere. and you make me feel secure with your words and touch. am glad our parents are communicating well. i love you.you make me realise what true love is. when i accept you the way you are. when i accept your flaws.and of course, you accept me the way i am too.without wanting to change me. i love you.love shows us the light during the darkest time.love brings happiness.love nevers break us apart.love is a balance.as you can see readers, i'm still very much in love with my mr policeman. i wish all of you are able to feel what love is. love is never selfish. have patience readers, your mr/mrs are just stuck in a jam. or perhaps lost their way.they will soon reach you in whatever means.for the time being, concentrate on yourself. see your weakness and strong points.know what you want and go for it. you may fail, and there's two options to it.,first, to keep trying.second, give it up and plan goals that are more realistic.sweetheart, the days will pass very, very fast.the months will past very fast.the years will past fast.then...you know, i know. hee.i love you.
you make my life more exciting and fun. you're exactly the guy that i want my husband to be.
i love you,
a lot.
loyal readers, i would like to apologize.
i know i've been away from blogging for quite some time.
and of course, within the period of break, lots of things been happening.
my previous 2 posts were very brief.
and didn't explained much.let me recall the past few days.
hmmm.just let me start with friday, 2nd june 06
had lecture at 0800hrs.
afterwhich we had like 5 hours break as tutorial and practical was cancelled.
my clique were so fickle minded that we spend 30 mins thiking where to go.
we had lunch and went to the library to borrow mickey's video to watch with my lovely jeslyn.
had a good time laughing.
we can never get enough of mickey hor jeslyn.haha.
floristry was tough.
today we are handling roses!
super happy can?
cause roses is one of a few flowers that makes me happy.weeee...
especially purple roses.
too bad, there were only yellow, pink and red.
but heck, they were still roses.
the arrangement. (with some of dr. koh's help)
i so need a lot of practice.
who wants to be my sponser?
haha.
on the way home, saw a good friend of mine. was kinda surprised to see him.i think you are losing weight.i know you know what you need to do. haha.oh yes, exactly one week ago,
on a saturday,
i was really shocked at my mom.
i really don't know what got into her.
she never been this super weird before.
she went home with 4 plastics full of stuffs.
helped her unpacked and
*ta-da*
3 levels filled with chocolate ice cream!
we have 40 of this.
2 more tubs of sara lee was hidden behind.it's really an ice cream galore.
never we had so much ice creams in our freezer. her reason for spending $100 was so that my cousins can come over during the school holidays and indulge in it.the best mom ever! thanks mom. cool mommy i have.i love you mom.monday, 29 may was insyirah's birthday.
i'm sure she had loads of fun and enjoyed her 17th birthday.
happy belated birhday sweetie!
may Allah bless you and be strong in life.
the world is one nasty world, you just need to learn how to adapt.
one advice for you: balance.
if any of you readers dislike me, do inform me. cause i know there are some attitudes that some people can't stand.i may be irritating.i may be bossy. i may be insensitive. i may be outspoken. etc.. well, i know i am all of these above. i just hope it won't be getting bad. cause if i am and am getting on your nerves.just inform me. you will be doing me a huge favor. i will really appreciate it.really.thanks.had a bonding session with his parents again.haha. it was nice. just wait and see.my morning never fails to start with a smile.my night never fails to end with a smile too.all because of you.when i'm in a foul mood, thinking of you soothes me. those times spent with you is worth every seconds. my love for you is true.while typing these away,
i'm craving for your touch.
my heart is yearning for you.
my mind keeps playing an image of you over and over again.
i miss you badly sweetheart.i've always have this picture in mind. a picture of an elderly couple strolling along the beach holding hands, both still have their wedding band on, telling jokes to one another.and all through the harsh and easy period in life, they are still very much in love. their eyes and actions tells it all.is that just a story? or can it be us?
