freedom for now?

busy, busy, busy.
my week has been such a tiring one.

luckily for me, i have a nice decent break today!
stayed the whole day at home anddddd...
the best thing, it rained.

finally!
i'm done with my iap report.
one major thing left is the presentation and to maintain my standard at the company.
i'm working very hard to get a very decent grade.

my days in mandai are numbered.
should i still continue to help them out for a little few months?
she made it sounds so interesting, even the word travelling came out.
how can i not get hooked?
i really need to consider it.
when people trust you, there will be one thing that keep increasing
that is....
responsibilities.
as the dates come nearer, the more tasked i had to do.
blessing?
haha.

i'm truly blessed to have him and his parents.
i feel so pampered whenever i'm over at his house.
his mom never fails to get me a glass of water and his dad, always cut an apple for me.
how lucky can i get?
those talks i had with his mom always makes me laugh.
there's that special connection.
i'm so comfortable with them.
and they are really concern about me, just like my parents.

this week made me realised the importance of my family.
the support they have been giving me.
the constant naggings that i refused to listen because i know i'm at fault.
why do they make my life hard at times?
one word,
love.
they wouldn't want me to get hurt.
i must admit that at times, i take them for granted.
i failed to put myself in their shoes.
human nature perhaps?

my boyfriend.
a guy that i have soooo much to talk about.
being in love is just not only about those romantic things you did for one another.
it's how the both of you communicate and adapt to each others' needs.
and you always want the best for one another.
it may not be smooth sailing at the beginning.
but in time to come, you will know it's worth it.
i never felt love this good before.
the feelings i have for my significant other is unexplainable.
i may be anrgy at him,
but at the end of the day,
the anger naturally dissolves,
and i can't help it but to still love him.

the basic thing that you must have in love is having both parties to genuinely love each other.
both are willing to put the other before themselves.
it's simply unfair if only one is doing all the work.

now that i have find my soulmate,
i can never be happier.
it propels me to be the best for him.
thanks honey for loving me.
for all the things that you did,
and even those that you did that i didn't know,
thank you.

being in love with the one meant for you is blissful.

for those readers who thinks that i'm boasting around,
you're wrong.
i'm just explaining how it feel to be in love.

surely everyone know this,
no one is perfect.
it's simply how the other person view you.

one thing for sure,
people are never satisfied.
but to make yourself worthy,
take a pause and think what you got and how blessed you are
because we naturally take things or other people for granted.
be grateful.

i thank my readers for spending a little time off to read my thoughts.
without my readers, i wouldn't be blogging.
because i know people blog for a reason.

have a good monday (22nd) everyone!

sakeenah, happy advanced 20th birthday!
22nd people have some special bond eh?
haha.
may Allah bless you.
thanks for being such a great friend.