pms

premenstrual syndrome
a complex of physical and emotional changes, including depression, irritability, appetite changes, bloating and water retention, breast soreness, and changes in muscular coordination, one or more of which may be experienced in the several days before the onset of menstrual flow. (dictionary.com)

now, now....
can we ever control pms?
sadly no.
i bet every girl dislike it.

my boyfriend has a fear of it.
because he knows whenever i'm going through it,
i'll be super sensitive and extra paranoid.
he was the one who made me realised that every time i have pms,
arguments never fail to pop up.
well, it's so true.
and i'm glad he has the patience with me.
arguments between us rarely happen, but once it happened, you never wish that it happened.
from it, it shown me a lot,
of his love for me.

so everytime when i'm pms-ing,
i have to control myself.
control my brain especially.
to cool it down before i can feel it's starting to boil.
it's a very hard thing to do.
i'm still trying.

i've made a promise.
and i'm keeping it.

i'm typing this down to ease myself.
=)
i'm all fine now.

honey, congrats!
celebration at straits kitchen sweetheart?
on you?
haha.
i love you lots and i'll keep on supporting you.

the best moment every day is before heading to bed.
the moment when you lay on the bed,
it's ahhhhh.....
oh so nice.
and thinking of how lucky i am having you just makes
it perfect!

it's blissful with you sweetheart!