unfair

what's with life is unfair?

i really don't know what should i feel.
i'm at a lost.

i believe that i'm better.
but why?

life is unfair is just an excuse.

seriously, if there is something i'm lacking,
i'm willing to learn it.

i did more things.
but why?

is it because of my character?
if it so, do tell me.

i just want to know why i don't deserve it.
even though, it's like a slap on my face.
i just want to know why.
i really appreciate if she tells me why.
cause from there, i'm able to improve myself.

i just don't know.