chill.

his latest love.


maybe i should start collecting barbie dolls!
not forgetting a doll house.
haha.

yesterday,
visted my paternal grandmother who was sick.
everytime i look at her, it will remind me of my youngest sister, fatin.
maybe it's fair.
i look like my dad.
afiq looks like mom.
syafiqah looks like my maternal grandmother.
i hope both my children and grandchildren will look like me.
haha.

i thought my paternal cousins were rude.
4 girls about my age.
i doubt that they even want to shake hand if i didn't offer my hand.
they pretended not to see me.
even if they looked at me, it would be with disgust,
as if i was of a lower class.
i don't mind being invisble, but i just don't understand why.
what did i said or do that hurt them?
in fact, i only see them once a year.
i don't even make conversation with them but i did smile.
if they are more worthy than me,
i can understand the arrogance.
some people just couldn't see it.

apart from the unhappiness,
i have 8 more people sleeping over at my house.
they came all the way from kl to attend my aunts' engagement.
2 of my aunts are getting engaged today.
may they last with their partner forever.

my kl relatives were asking me.
when's mine?
haha.
most prob,
i'll skip the engagement.
go straight towards marriage.
when i have the $$$$, insyaAllah.

honey,
our love can conquer any obstacles.
i assure you that.