mini pouch

i was looking out for coin pouch and most of the designs seems to be feminine.
ya lah, only ladies uses the coin pouch.
well,
there are some guys.
like the partner.
the coin pouch he had wasn't strong enough that it tore.

so the girlfriend felt guilty because she was the one who bought him a wallet without a coin compartment.

suddenly i have the crazy idea.
to sew it by myself.
i don't have much experience in sewing but with the examples of various coin pouch,
i managed it.

and the outcome


a mini coin pouch for the partner.

head to school for some registration thingy.
it was alright lah except that my student card and ezlink doesn't look nice.
haha.

tomorrow there is some talk about the different departments,
i sort of know what i wanna do.
psychology appeals me.
so does philosophy and political sciences.
see how.

well,
the partner has his first lesson tonight.
let's hope it went on smoothly.
=]

i managed to see him for a few seconds,
oh boy, it was still great.
ilovethepartnersuperduperlot.

shopping spreee.

sooooooo...
ashikin and atirah planned a date weeks ago and executed it yesterday.
how can a shopping date not be good?

we went vivo, bugis street, town (tangs, taka, wisma, pacific plaza, borders)
and we took the midnight bus!
haha.
we waited for an hour just to take that bus.
i was really excited lah,
something new.
i think it's worth it.
$2.50 per ride and it took me 45 minutes to reach home without the need of transfering to another bus.

i love paperchase products!
the partner gave me 2 $20 worth of gift card.
and i'm happy with the buys.
pens, pencil, highlighters, a pocket dictionary and a colourful umbrella.
weee...

i'm looking forward to tomorrow,
to meet the partner for waffles!

i miss you sweetheart,
so badly that my mind is filled with you every time.
i love the spell you cast upon me.

laptop's day

i can't stop myself from smiling foolishly whenever i see the partner's face,
there would be a smile on both of our faces.
a smile that express pure happiness.
like what he said, ecstatic.

what causes us to be in such a dreamy mode?

laptop.

his dad decided to get for him a laptop for school.
what was more surprising was that his dad also had the intention to buy one for me.
it was unbelievable.
i am just his son's girlfriend,
not even a fiancee.
i really can't accept it
but his parents were insistent.
what did i do to deserved it?

come on,
i'm not those who are comfortable being spend on.
only the almighty knows how i felt.

after a few rounds of scouting and asking,
i must say we found a very good deal.
and now,
the both of us has the same model laptop.



earlier yesterday,
i met up with estya as she needed some notes.
oh boy!
we have so much to fill each other.
it was very good to see her again.
and she treated me to my usual topless 5.

oh yes,
swensens has a new menu.
they have added in new dishes and ice cream flavours like sticky choco mix and banana split.
i tasted the sticky choco mix, well,
i still prefer my sticky chewy chocolate.

estya, thanks really, for the treat and your company.
i enjoyed the talks we had.
i really hope you would bump into him one day and start a proper conversation.
*winks*

i believe everyone will be rewarded by their actions.
be thankful.
if you do good,
i'm pretty sure you will be bless.

syukur alhamdulillah.

today i was awake by a loud screeching crash at 5.50am.
was disappointed because when i look out the window to see,
there was nothing, the street look fine.

it got me thinking.
the sound can't possibly be created by nothing.
i'm pretty sure there's an accident nearby.

to satisfy my heart, i went to the balcony's window.
i was aghast when i saw a car hit into one of the terrace.
i think the car wanted to avoid a pedestrian (who was taken to the hospital) that it swirled into that direction.

now there's a hole.

i gotta be more careful when i drive next time.

oh...
yesterday after getting our notebook,
his parents and him came over to visit my grandma.
and we managed to take some pictures with atiqah.


she has got his nose and my smile.
but no, she's not my daughter nor his.
iklil nur atiqah is my cousin.



sweetheart,
i love your teasing,
please don't stop.
i love you lots!

let me end with such a lovely picture.

simpson date.

a must watch for this week!


the simpson's movie

it's funny.
i gurantee you will laugh at least once while watching it.
there are some parts that are really stupid that you just have to laugh it off.

the show has a simple plot.
as usual, homer is reckless of his action
but now, he had created a huge problem.
springfield may be lost because of his love for doughnuts.
he is such a selfish d*ckhead,
and it was the witchdoctor with big b**bs that made him realise.
out he goes to save his town and his family.



a fun for all show for everyone,
highly recommended!

apart from yesterday.
today i woke up from a call.
it was the partner.
he was asking me whether i remember seeing his wallet in the car.
he lost his wallet.
i sense how serious it was because he has too many valuables in that.
not $$$ lah, those important cards and of course, our silly pictures.
a while later he called,
i helped him out by asking him stuffs.
there was silence,
i know he was really thinking hard.
after much answering,

the partner: oh honey, i found it already.
me: where?
the partner: it dropped under my bed.
me: i'm going to slap you, you gave me a scare.
haha.
thankfully,
he found it.

lesson learnt: take a breather it helps

thanks darlin,
i shall see you tonight!
*neighs*
got it?
haha.

atirah, atiqah

the playmate i have every weekday.

it is such fun to run around with her and pointed out the different colours.

atirah: what is your name?
the 3 year old kid: my name atiqah.
(i kept telling her there is a 'is'.)

i was thinking.
maybe if i were to become a homemaker(which is less likely to happen),
i can babysit other people's children.
it's like running a child care centre in my house.
and it closes at 6pm.
how?

i also came out with creative ways to ensure my children to have savings at a young age.
haha.
i have so much free time that i think further than i should.

the simpson's movie sneak preview is tomorrow!
the partner and i will be catching it.
i hope the movie is not a disappointment.
it's about how homer have to save the world.

i was online late last night,
while thinking of the partner,
suddenly an alert came on the screen.
you have recieved an email from .................
i clicked on it,
to find out big letters in red.
if you guessed it,
yes, it was from the partner,
declaring his love.
haha.
that was a sweet surprise.

being in love,
make me experience such feelings no words can convey,
it's as if the feelings overpowered the words.
and even by saying 'i love you' is not enough.

i changed my song again
and it has such sweet lyrics.

(chorus)
"Every time I close my eyes
I thank the Lord that I've got you
And you've got me too
And every time I think of it
I pinch myself 'cos I don't believe it's true
That someone like you loves me too"

i shall see you tomorrow sweetheart!

pampering weekend!

the date on saturday with the partner's mom went on smoothly.
accompanied her for her massage session.
it was a long wait but i wasn't bothered by it as the environment was so relaxing.
i immersed in flipping through 6 thick magazines and reading some interesting articles that caught my eyes.

after she was refreshed by her massages,
she wanted to visit the bugis street,
thus we head to bugis for lunch
while walking through rows of shops,
she said "nurul, what you want? i'll get for you as school is starting"
i was speechless as i don't expect anything from her.
she insisted that i should get something.
in the end,
i have 2 new 'dresses' in my wardrobe
and also a pair of dangling pearl earring by sk jewellery,
courtesy of madam rubiah.

went over her house, and the partner called to say we're having dinner at jb.
i informed that my passport is at home.
then his mom said, "nevermind lah nurul, later you drive home and take"
i was taken aback because it meant that i'll drive their car.
she then remember about a pearl pendant she had and she gave it to me, together with the chain.
thank you for everything makcik!

i was kinda tired after those walking and sleepless nights and his parents offered me to sleep in his room as the other room was occupied by his uncle.
i did.
i had a peaceful sleep.
=)
*ps. the partner wasn't at home as he was working.

i drove home together with his mom to get my passport.
she accompanied me all the way up,
as usual when she met my mom,
there were so many stories to exchange.

the partner treated us dinner and it was a good one.

i reached home at 2 in the morning.

i had so much fun hanging out with his mom, not about the shopping lah.
more about our connection.
we never run out of things to talk about.
her actions shows a lot.
the parents even trusted me to drive their car.
how lucky can i get?
to have such future parents-in-law?
i'm grateful, truly.

the next day,
met up the partner to go for his toys shopping spree.

i tell you, i can go crazy with his buys,
but to see him jubilant with the good bargains helps to silence my naggingness.
i'm happy to see him happy.
went back to my house to get changed and went for a wedding.
afterwhich he had soccer.

we went vivo to have dinner.
2hot cafe food wasn't that nice.
both rated 6/10.
haha.
joanne you were so right.

another fun date i had with the partner.



sweetheart,
my life has changed since i met you,
all in a good way.
how lousy you think you are,
to me you're the best.
i believe in you and us.
we have so many things to look forward together.
i love you 'darlang'!

surprisingly tired.

picnic was postpone,
not because it rained.
but because of the girls.
nazierah is sick.
poor her, she kept vomiting.
get well soon nazierah!
shikin kept visiting the toilet.
atirah was simply too tired, she didn't have a good sleep.
in the end, she slept on the massage chair.
suliza was the only one who were all set and fine.

even though someone kept going to the toilet,
she still wants to go out.
after a few hours of getting some sleep,
i agreed to go out with her.

we went beach road to have the waffles.
=)
and off to raffles city to get cream puffs.
then we head home.

today was really short.
why?
both of us are tired,
energyless.
when we laugh, we can feel the tiredness of our face.

there was a silence after shikin said that we looked alike.








the last smile for the day.


slept throughout the journey home.
unfortunately, the seats were crampy.
we can't even stretch our legs.

shikin, thanks for the fun day out.
i still enjoyed myself even though i'm tired.

maybe the waffles drugged us,
with tired pills.

seriously,
i am really, really tired and my body is aching until i turn down the partner to meet.

i hope tomorrow i'll feel more energetic with his mom.

and the partner just called,
oh boy i miss him.
i shall see you on sunday!

the best part of the day is before i go to bed.
it's like a daily ritual to think of you,
and fond memories filled my mind.
it is such a great way to destress.
oh baby,
thank you for making my life more enriching.
this is the best relationship ever!

the test and lunch

and so i did the test.
it was about trading of the human organs.
there were 3 sections.
first, the editing (the ones that it was really hard to spot the mistakes)
second, the comprehension (it was multiple choice, but the answers were really close)
third, an essay of about 500 words.

let me give you an example of the comprehension question.
what does 'relatively stagnant' means?
a) the number of donors has increased
b) the number of donors has decreased
c) the number of donors remained the same
d) none of the above

i was tempted to write c.
but it is hard to believe that every year, the number is the same.
thus i wrote d.
you get the picture on how tricky the questions were?
the essay is worth 70 marks.

seriously,
i felt like giving up halfway.
i was really lazy.
the passage was so long and the weather was simply nice to sleep.
futhermore, it has been months since i really use my brains and write.
i had to focus to finish up the paper.
in time like these, i don't wish school to start.
but i know how badly i need to get a degree in achieving my dream job.
not only that, it has been of my interest to study about the human mind and behaviour.
okay, i'm looking forward to school.

all i'm hoping is just to pass.
but i doubt so.
haha.

met up with shikin for lunch.
okay, we have so many similar things that we want to buy.
sadly, insufficient cash.

who says money can't bring happiness?
i think it can brings us temporary happiness.
with money, you are able to spend on something that you really like,
and it will make you smile.
who doesn't want money?
even the rich are thinking of ways to increase their $$.

i received a call from his mom.
and she asked me out for a date.
only the two of us.
she wanted me to accompany her to a spa.
i know it won't be an awkward situation because we can chat about anything.
maybe because both of us are 22nd.
hahaha.

picnic is tomorrow!
the girls, the food, the sea, the sun and the sand!
i can't hardly wait!
please don't rain tomorrow.

sweetheart,
you're my only one and i seriously want a future with you!

QET's laugh

replies to my readers:

syah: haha, you can never find it unless you ask. how prepared for school? bought your new shoes? new bag? new clothes yet? =p

hedz: no, no, no. i lose and now the weight decided to increase. haha. maybe laughing and having fun is an exercise. hehe.

essie: hahah! i had those tests too! urine and all. it was weird. i hope your results is all good. =) thanks. take care too! and we'll meet up soon! miss you.

i'm having an qualifying english test in a few hours.
i saw and tried the sample paper.
aiyo....
kinda hard.
i've not been reading.
i hope i can do it tomorrow.

went ice skating with joanne and suliza,
to celebrate her belated birthday.
it was good catching up and all.
had dessert before going home.
oh yes joanne,
now for a belated one.
happy belated 21st birthday!
* don't forget to invite us to.....
haha.

please excuse the unclear images.

suliza and joanne


both love acting lame


her and me.
(i should have stand sideway like her)
haha.





next week is skating again.

supposedly, the partner and i are to watch die hard 4.
but both were late, it got postpone.
met him up and head to his place as his mom is cooking for us.
i had a nice dinner with his parents and him.
i don't feel nervous with his parents anymore which i think it's a good sign.
haha.

and i laughed so much!
why?
cause he kept disturbing about my silly moments.
one thing i enjoyed was listening to him laugh heartily.

your laugh tells a lot.
it shows that you enjoy my companionship,
and it gives me a sense of happiness.
keep on being silly baby,
cause it's helping me to stay sane.

weekend + check up

i had to go for a medical check-up in school.
there were signs to guide us but it was still confusing.
all the different tests are being held in different locations.
after one queue, you have to queue for another.
in one of the room,
i was asked to be 'half naked' while a female doctor examined me.
i was embarrassed that i couldn't even looked at the doctor.
i just stared at the ceiling.
*phew*
everything is fine.
i'm fit for school.
2 more weeks and school will starts!

and i met one of st. margaret's school mate.
it was really good to see someone i know so that i won't feel lonely.
at least, i've got a friend.
=)

shikin and suliza were waiting at the canteen while waiting for me.
the three of us felt something in common; hungry.
it was already 4 and we have yet to have our lunch.
once we have food on the table,
all of us ate quietly.
the two belos.
we soooo don't look like sisters.


head to town.
and i bought a bag!
i was deciding between
a

and
b

after much advices and considerations,
i took,
a
thank you girls for 'brainwashing' me.
and i should also thank the partner for he gave me an amount of money for myself.

whenever i can't really decide which to choose,
mms comes to the rescue.
i would mms the partner and i'll wait for his reviews.

whenever i'm out with my girls,
i'm sure to walk long distances.
we laughed a lot.
we do silly faces.
and we are sure to be tired at the end of the day!



last weekend,
the partner had to become the best man for his friend's wedding.
i'm definitely proud of him.
i'm pretty sure he learnt something about the wedding ceremony.
let's hope he won't forget it when it's his turn.
haha.
even though he's tired after the event,
he still made an effort to spend time with me.
something that i should applaud him for.
he even surprised me with a tub of dark chocolate ice cream.
thanks darl!

i envy weddings.
if i were given a chance,
i would like to get married early.
early twenties.
it's not that i can't wait to make love with the husband.
no, it's not that.
maybe i like the responsibilities,
having new positions,
to carry out my duty as a wife, daughter-in-law and also a mother(in the future)
it is not easy and maybe taxing,
but to see the satisfaction on the husband's face is worth it; to know that i've been valued and appreciated for.
but then again,
i'm not being practical.
i'm still schooling and not even earning any income.
when i think about it, i get melancholic.
maybe it's just something that i can't achieve.

that was why at times i asked myself,
am i making a wise decision?
to continue schooling and sacrifice to get married later?
or work and i may get married earlier.

i shall see what god has planned for me.

oh yes,
i drove his family's car alone.
with his parents' permission.
it was so fun having to drive a manual's.
and i managed to fetched him safely.

on saturday,
shikin and i had to help out in an event for the cc.
and i did something terrible to an uncle.
the both of us had a great laugh.
whenever i think of it,
i would smile to myself.
but in the end, me and the uncle said "sorry" to one another.

the partner met shikin and i to have supper.
and i bump into farah,
a long lost secondary friend!
i can't wait to catch up with her and laugh at our secondary school days!

i already have plans on tuesday.
let's hope it's gonna be fun!

sweetheart,
trust me, i'm not pressurizing you.
i'm sharing what i feel.
if we are fated to be soulmates, we will be.
if then you decided that we will to be married early/late,
i know everything happened for a reason.

something that i couldn't deny,
having you is such a joy in my life.

i have faith in us.
we may have a fight and i might be angry with you,
but at the end of the day,
the anger has gone and i realised,
it's still you who i love.
i never felt this right with anyone else.
only you, my beloved.

ice cream and durian day

the partner made me realised something.
we were talking over the phone and he asked
"what did you have for dinner?"
and it strucked me.
i didn't have my dinner.
nor my lunch.
i didn't have a proper meal today.

i ate durians for "lunch".
those fleshyorangesweet ones.
it was so good that i ate it again for "dinner".

when i burp,
i smell of durian.
heh.

and and and one more thing that i had was :




this is not the pint.
it's the 1 litre tub.


of sticky chewy chocolate!


even she can't resist it.


so basically,
my menu was durian, sticky chewy chocolate and jasmine green tea.
how simple.
haha.

breakfast for tomorrow is sticky chewy chocolate!
something to wake up for.
=)

i love my partner more than i love chocolates.
make my wish come true,
i wanna see you soon sweetheart!

harry's, atirah's and mutalib's night.

today,
marked my 2nd year in attaining the driving license.
i can still remember how it was 2 years back.
the test that i was nervous and anxious about.

as a typical singaporean,
i bought the tickets few days before it starts.
and yes,
it's harry potter and the order of the phoenix.

if you asked me what happened for the first few sequels,
i can't answer you.
i watched all but i can't remember much.
there was once i watched with suliza until we took a nap.

it was the partner first harry potter's movie.
i'm glad he didn't said it's boring.

i must say, the show is kinda good but it got a little draggy at some parts.
even though i didn't read the book like many millions who does, the show has an interesting plot.
i shall rate it 3.8/5

there's a new bus in my neighbourhood.
a premium bus that head all the way to fullerton.
why is it premium?
everyone must be seated, no one is allowed to stand throughout the journey.
the driver has the right not to let passengers board the bus if there isn't any seats left.
cool.
i'm gonna try with shikin soon!
heh.

head over to my house so that he could see his little love.

and she did a performance for him.
she sang her favourite songs through her mic and sway to the tunes.

and we took some random pictures.

i love the way he laugh.
he reminded me of a cheeky little boy.


his eyes on the tv.






i can't sleep last night.
when i closed my eyes, i see us going back to the time when we got together again.
it was so vivid that i was able to feel the way i felt again.
the unexplainable, wonderful feeling.
i'm glad both of us learnt from our mistakes and the relationship that we're having can never be better.



oh baby,
i love you lots!

a day of fun.

the partner fetched and brought me to a place.
knowing that i can't resist chocolates,
he surprised me with chocolates and waffles at an unlikely place,
a hawker centre.



yep, we had the above in a hawker centre.
the ice cream was delicious and so was the chocolates and waffles.
the price is so affordable.
upon getting my sweets,
i'm all hyper and smiley!
heh.

he had soccer and so i accompanied him.
and he scored 2 goals.
it got me smiling widely.

head over to his house to have dinner.
his dad knows that i like to eat cockles,
until he asked his wife to cook for me.
oh how lucky i am.
i ate so many of them.
heh.

it just didn't end there.
the partner cooked mushroom soup for his girlfriend.
we had garlic bread to go along with the soup.
it may be a simple instant soup,
but it's the thought that counts.
i can really see him putting in effort making sure that it's similar to those standard that i like.
his first attempt was a failure as the soup was too watery,
i can clearly see his disappointed face.
he tried again and this time,
it's perfect.
i knew then, he's the one.
he went all the way to make me satisfied.
how can i not sayang him?

honey,
thank you for the date.
a simple date that shows a lot.
i really had such a wonderful time with you.
i can't stop smiling.
it's another successful fun date.
i feel your love,
and i'm certain you're my soul mate.

days.

had a date with the partner on saturday.
meet up at town and look for toys!
it brought me back to memories,
when i was a kid, toys "r" us was like heaven.
so many choices of fun!
toys makes me cry.
yes literally, when my parents didn't buy for me toys that i want.
i'm those kind of kid who would sulk, wail and keep asking them why i can't have them.
kinda like an irritating kid brat.
kids being kids.
admit it, which kid doesn't cry if they don't get what they want?
my childhood was a sweet one.
i have a mixture of toys.
my brother never played with my dolls but i always touch all of his.
his power rangers, cars, ninja turtles, transformers, ultraman, etc.
i'm so lucky to be a girl.
heh!

the partner.


accompanied the partner to soccer after toys searching.


sunday was again spent with the partner,
together with his parents.
went over to his relative's house at jb to celebrate his cousin birthday.
i'm starting to feel more at ease with his paternal relatives.

monday,
shikin accompanied me to get those ndp tickets for his dad.
and she had a really good time shopping.

i realised something about myself.
i can't shop for long,
i will nag and complain that i'm tired.

but with ice cream,



an overly excited girl awaiting her orders.


to kill time.


finally!




my bestfriend-since-kindergarten: nurul ashikin


it helps me regain my energy!
hahah!
had dinner over at his house and he sent me home.

tuesday,
the partner and i had a last minute date to watch transformers, yet again.
i have to admit it, it's cool and i sort of like it.

for wednesday,
i bake madeleines!
i add in strawberry flavor.
i'm not too sure how the strawberry taste like, reserving it for the partner.


i didn't have the madeleines tin thus i placed them in paper cups.

had a farewell dinner at swensens with the yec committee.
and i ate topless 5 all by myself.
3 sticky chewy chocolate and 2 lime sherbet!
it's really a nice combination.

updates*
2 pcs chicken meal in kfc has increased.
from $5.95 to $6.20.
urgh!
i calculated.
they are increasing it more than 2%.
think about it.
if 105% is $5.95
107% should be $6.063
not $6.20
what a turn off.
really,
it's frightening to see and know that cost of living is hiking.
in ten years time, perhaps that 2 pcs chicken meal will be $10++.
why is money a factor?

thinking about it,
having a car in the future will not bring me much benefits.
the only beneficial thing is it's convenient, in a way that you don't have to walk so far to the bus stop or have to transfer trains.
apart from the benefits,
there's petrol, parking charges, traffic jams, coe, insurance, etc.
aiyoyoyoyo...
ok, i don't know.
maybe i need my sleep now before i worry unnecessarily.

i'm waiting for a news.
i hope it's a good one.
i'll have to wait till a few days and see.

i can never have a better life partner.
you're my happiness.
my everlasting happiness.


thanks baby!