weekend + check up

i had to go for a medical check-up in school.
there were signs to guide us but it was still confusing.
all the different tests are being held in different locations.
after one queue, you have to queue for another.
in one of the room,
i was asked to be 'half naked' while a female doctor examined me.
i was embarrassed that i couldn't even looked at the doctor.
i just stared at the ceiling.
*phew*
everything is fine.
i'm fit for school.
2 more weeks and school will starts!

and i met one of st. margaret's school mate.
it was really good to see someone i know so that i won't feel lonely.
at least, i've got a friend.
=)

shikin and suliza were waiting at the canteen while waiting for me.
the three of us felt something in common; hungry.
it was already 4 and we have yet to have our lunch.
once we have food on the table,
all of us ate quietly.
the two belos.
we soooo don't look like sisters.


head to town.
and i bought a bag!
i was deciding between
a

and
b

after much advices and considerations,
i took,
a
thank you girls for 'brainwashing' me.
and i should also thank the partner for he gave me an amount of money for myself.

whenever i can't really decide which to choose,
mms comes to the rescue.
i would mms the partner and i'll wait for his reviews.

whenever i'm out with my girls,
i'm sure to walk long distances.
we laughed a lot.
we do silly faces.
and we are sure to be tired at the end of the day!



last weekend,
the partner had to become the best man for his friend's wedding.
i'm definitely proud of him.
i'm pretty sure he learnt something about the wedding ceremony.
let's hope he won't forget it when it's his turn.
haha.
even though he's tired after the event,
he still made an effort to spend time with me.
something that i should applaud him for.
he even surprised me with a tub of dark chocolate ice cream.
thanks darl!

i envy weddings.
if i were given a chance,
i would like to get married early.
early twenties.
it's not that i can't wait to make love with the husband.
no, it's not that.
maybe i like the responsibilities,
having new positions,
to carry out my duty as a wife, daughter-in-law and also a mother(in the future)
it is not easy and maybe taxing,
but to see the satisfaction on the husband's face is worth it; to know that i've been valued and appreciated for.
but then again,
i'm not being practical.
i'm still schooling and not even earning any income.
when i think about it, i get melancholic.
maybe it's just something that i can't achieve.

that was why at times i asked myself,
am i making a wise decision?
to continue schooling and sacrifice to get married later?
or work and i may get married earlier.

i shall see what god has planned for me.

oh yes,
i drove his family's car alone.
with his parents' permission.
it was so fun having to drive a manual's.
and i managed to fetched him safely.

on saturday,
shikin and i had to help out in an event for the cc.
and i did something terrible to an uncle.
the both of us had a great laugh.
whenever i think of it,
i would smile to myself.
but in the end, me and the uncle said "sorry" to one another.

the partner met shikin and i to have supper.
and i bump into farah,
a long lost secondary friend!
i can't wait to catch up with her and laugh at our secondary school days!

i already have plans on tuesday.
let's hope it's gonna be fun!

sweetheart,
trust me, i'm not pressurizing you.
i'm sharing what i feel.
if we are fated to be soulmates, we will be.
if then you decided that we will to be married early/late,
i know everything happened for a reason.

something that i couldn't deny,
having you is such a joy in my life.

i have faith in us.
we may have a fight and i might be angry with you,
but at the end of the day,
the anger has gone and i realised,
it's still you who i love.
i never felt this right with anyone else.
only you, my beloved.