weekend

after friday, i've been physically weak maybe due to the insufficient sleep, long hours in school, carrying 2 heavy bags.

the partner decided to buka puasa over at my house.
thus i met him at the interchange.
seeing how tired i am,
he automatically carried both of my bags without me asking him to.
one is a laptop bag, the other a pink flowery bag.
thank you lah darling.

had great of silly teasing and being disgusting.
mind you i was really weak,
but he energized me, a little.

yesterday the saturday,
he fetched me to his house to break fast together with his parents.
afterwhich watched man u's match and head off to geylang serai.
it was the same old thing over and over again.
every time i visited geylang,
there's a mixed feeling,
it sets me that mood for raya celebration to get excited
but also, the after effects (sweating after squeezing through hundreds of people)
aiyo atirah, no people, how to set the mood?

what put me off is those people who has unpleasant taste in dressing.
mind you,
if you want to wear the way you wear, go clubbing.
it's the holy month.
do show some respect to the other muslim counterparts.
i know you love your body so much that you wore what you wore.
but don't you feel that shame?
or well, do you have no shame?
that self dignity.
i felt shame for you.

i'm sure some of you have experienced such incident that makes you ashamed of your race.
but it seems that they, the one who shamed it, doesn't do anything to change it.
instead, they are proud of it, their uniqueness.

i doubt those people read my blog.
thus, they won't improve themselves.
i have nothing against them,
it's just the way they dress.

i admit,
i, myself don't don the tudung.
but at least,
i have my self respect.

enough of my sermon.
now think, how to change the community.
haha.

oh yes,
i have an assignments for one of my module.
any leftie here?
could you email me what are the difficulties you faced in a right-handed friendly world?
thank you so much!

i've received the letter that stated i received $x.
woo hooo!
i wanna use it for the trip at the end of the year.
syukur alhamdulillah.

honey,
you're my strength.
you know you are.
i thank god for you.