updates of the busy days.

i think i've figured out what makes raya interesting.
firstly, the triumph of fasting for a month and refraining oneself from various temptations.
that 'yes! i made it!' kind of feeling.
secondly, the chance to meet your long lost friends, relatives.
catching up with them.
thirdly, the chance to wear new clothes, shoes, bag.
some may reuse last year's stuffs. good, cultivate the 3Rs.
for the kids/students, the chance to collect as much money as possible.
some may even challenge with their friends on who collected the most, etc.
furthermore, it's once a year affair.
how can raya not be fun?

i was surprised when a long 'lost' aunt hugged me.
i felt confused and lost.
i don't know how to react.

i thanked to those people who dislikes or look down on me.
definitely those harsh insensitive words hurts me badly.
but because of them,
they make me work extra hard to prove myself worthy.
as long as i have my partner, family, my true bestfriends and friends supporting me,
i will thrive for the best.

i make a new friend today,
and she knows my cousin, insyirah.
she said "i look wise and much older than her"
haha.
wise look.
hmmm.
it's a good alternative for mature.
=)

haha.
now i'm sleepy.