confession

i have 2 confessions to make.
i've been going to youtube and keep replaying hady's performance.
especially the malay song, berserah and the 6 idols performing when you tell me that you love me.
below is a video of the 6 idols singing together.
skip it to 35 sec when it was hady's turn.
he sang the two stanza beautifully.
i could fall in love.

"i know what's beautiful, looking at you"

the way he presented it touched me.

and the other confession is
i miss the partner!

will be seeing him this thursday to watch national treasure presenting hero tak handsome.
and friday to celebrate.
i know he's been putting in effort in the planning.
i know.
because the past 2 birthdays i had with him was amazing!
especially the ipod nano for the 1st birthday when we were still dating.
and the picnic and cable car ride on the 2nd birthday.
and i'm excited what he has in store for me this year.
and saturday, the bash!
friends and families combine!
i can't wait!
really.

maybe because it's been a long, long time ago when i have a birthday party.
after this 21st birthday bash,
the next big thing that will happen in a few more years,
will be a wedding.

there is going to be a reality competition for those couples who are getting married.
the compatible couple will win $20,000 and wedding band.
the partner sounded interested about it too.
man,
we would have joined if we are getting married by sept 08.

his mom called me talk to say about wedding stuffs.
haha!
she called right in front of his son.
i was laughing lah, as if we are getting married next year.
the objective is to ask his son to save $$$.

i am lucky to have met the partner and his parents
because i know they are the best for me.
his parents treated me like their own daughter until i felt guilty at times.

in this period of my life,
i can never be more happier!
syukur alhamdulliah.