it was eleven in the morning when i received a sms. from my dearest bestfriend, shikin.she was asking me out for a date.i was pretty lazy and don't really know whether i should go out. but then,another sms came from another dearest bestfriend, suliza.asking me out for a date.how lucky to get a date from both of my girlfriends in the same day and same timing?it's like a sign that i should go out.sooooo....i did.accompanied shikin to pay her exams fees.it was truly a long walk. both were complaining about the weather and we kept talking about food.it was already 3 but we still have not had our lunch.on the way to meet miss late.
we spotted an unknown 'simpson' wannabe aka the granny! and there were steams coming out from her hair.scary....
while waiting for the one who wasn't in the picture.
met up suliza who was somewhere. she decided to buy a top. i kept repeating in my mind. it's not worth it and i shouldn't buy it.i really did myself..butttt...i can't resist trying one of the shirt on...annnddd i got hooked! in the end, i wasted $**.00.ok lah, for a good looking shirt. finally,at 5.30 we had our lunch!one of them,managed to finish her food!well, the other one usually finishes it.we walked around town and shopped. i was really tired and my legs are hurting me.thank god i didn't wear my heels, i almost did. 
i had an 2 tops and a pants, total $***.00ok, i'm pleased with my buys.going home time was a headache. normally,i drive to town when we shop. but today was an exception. it was almost midnight,shikin and me was figuring out how to get home. after much of discussing,we reached home safely.now i know what bus to take after much researching. heh. shikin, so next time no worries.i had so much fun with my girls. especially about a saint who saves people. girls, you know who.haha!thanks sweeties!it will be less than 12 hours till i see him.i simply can't wait to see you.i still love you.we may be different but we have a common goal,to love each other unconditionally. arguments we had are not really worth it but it reminded us of our love. i'm thankful to have you. the love you have for me is amazing. thanks baby.you. me. together. forever.
the last time i tried to update my blog,
i was interrupted by suliza for a chat.
thus it was stagnant.for the past week,
i've been getting myself busy with work,
and i did it!
no more work for me.
such a good news!
on top of that,
the yec committee has an appreciation dinner at sakura's new outlet at jurong west sports complex. it's a buffet soooo...we really ate till we surrender.
i had a good time with them,
we ate and we laughed and we talked and we enjoyed.
haha.
*ps. that wasn't my hands on han wei's shoulder.unfortunately,
most of them won't be continuing their term.i'm in my paranoia stage. it's really sucky.i'm sure it's because it's the time of the month. please, please go away.i've never liked you.
on sunday,
accompanied him to visit the flee market at chinatown to look for toys.we had a good deal on the buy. haha. it tested our bargaining skills.went over his house,afterwhich we went out again.it was my first time visiting the hot spring at sembawang with his parents. the water was really hot. i enjoyed the dipping session.it was just that, you have to get ready to perspire more.it was surprising to see people took shower over there.legs dipping.
*ps, my legs wasn't in the picture.pails and pails of hot water.
a very sweaty me.
ended my sunday by having a simple belated father's day dinner for his dad.i baked madeleines.i know it's the simplest. i wasn't in the mood to bake something more complicated. heh.i am very pleased with the outcome.tasted almost the same as the delifrance's. haha. there was about 35.gave some to him. it was delicious enough that within a day, there's none left.haha.watched surf's up today.ok-ok lah.the movie is shot from another angle, it will always be interrupted by reporter asking the penguins questions. initially,we wanted to watch hot fuzz,but it's an english movie. we just prefer american to english. i'll have a date with the kids and him!to watch transformers. i'm sure the 12 of us will have fun!oh yes,
about the previous entry,
i was just upset and felt that i should let it out.
it was for a secondary pal.
well,
good luck for her.darling,i'll see you real soon.=)you're the perfect piece for my missing puzzle!
this entry is not to offend anyone.i think connection and sincerity are the main ingredients in friendships. i have such friends who merely put up a face to be friendly. i think those friends are less worthy as they will only come to you either to nose about your life or when they need your help. don't ask me, but your gut feeling can recognised if they are genuine.friends care for one another. i'm sure you will know when someone is really interested to be your friend. someone who is true, make an effort to know more about you and always want the best for you. i have no issue on being everyone's friends but then you may not know anything about your friends. i think that's a little sad.it's no one in particular. just thoughts.
happy fathers' day to all fathers around the world!
pa, thanks for being the coolest dad ever! those talks with him always got me pondering and yes, i should always be grateful. he is totally opposite of me, he's more like a risk taker, while i rather abide by the rules. one thing i can't stand about him is..... he smokes! i so hate the cigarette smell.i love you pa!*ps. pa can you please stop smoking?we had dinner at earl's swensen. just a simple evening that brought a smile to everyone's face. it wasn't hard to get a gift for papa. he has lots of clothings and shoes thus, i got him a mug because he never miss drinking his coffee whenever he got home.there was a time when i was with ma hearing fathers' dedication over the radio and she cried. i thought it was because of the dedication. i questioned her and she started talking about grandpa. it touched me deeply. yes, i know it wasn't easy for her and her siblings to live without grandpa. she told me about an event when they have little money to survive on. it was sad, really. in no time, tears were flowing down my cheeks, i felt for her. i had my sunglasses on, i doubt she knows that i cried too. i never had a chance to experience a grandpa's love but i know they always want the best for their grandchildren. a reminder to myself: never take someone for granted, love and treat them like it's their last day with you.i have something in mind and i'm determined to work towards it. i know it won't be smooth sailing, but i'm willing to try.i had a great time with my partner! =) i surely love our silly, childish moments together! you wouldn't want to know what games we played or what we did! it's just embarrassing. haha. the chemistry that we have is amazing. sweetheart, you are not just my boyfriend, but more than that. i'm really looking forward to grow old with you. love is indeed a word that triggers lots of emotions. when i see you, i feel it. honey, i love you.
as of 13 june 2007,i have officially graduated from ngee ann polytechnic with a diploma in horticulture and landscape management.
with a gold certificate in cca.
syukur alhamdulillah.the graduation ceremony was a joyous event, to have my love ones witnessing it makes it better. i can't help it but to smile.yesterday pictures.joanna
miss tek
estya
yan yun and nisrin
nadiah
my nenek
miss tek, candice, alvin
mom, dad and sis
my parents
his parents and him
grandma, mom, his mom
my partner
a very happy girl
i did typed a long entry for this post. i know there's the autosave and all, i did something and the screen was blank. i had no way to retrace.above all, i was happy.sweetheart,thanks for that sweet call.
graduation is tomorrow!and i simply excited. why?cause i have bought clothes especially for it. and i miss my classmates!and today,me and shikin walked for 7 hours! just to find tomorrow's outfit. i'm super fussy. thanks shikin for accompanying me! i had so much laughter with you around.and and and,while walking out from heeren,someone approached me to become his hair model! a guy from toni & guy.i was too tired that i decline him.haha.and yes,i did something to my hair few days ago. a secret till tomorrow! haha.sweetheart,i like the way you held my hands.=)
his latest love.
maybe i should start collecting barbie dolls! not forgetting a doll house.haha.yesterday,visted my paternal grandmother who was sick.everytime i look at her, it will remind me of my youngest sister, fatin.maybe it's fair.i look like my dad. afiq looks like mom. syafiqah looks like my maternal grandmother. i hope both my children and grandchildren will look like me. haha.i thought my paternal cousins were rude. 4 girls about my age.i doubt that they even want to shake hand if i didn't offer my hand. they pretended not to see me.even if they looked at me, it would be with disgust,as if i was of a lower class.i don't mind being invisble, but i just don't understand why.what did i said or do that hurt them?in fact, i only see them once a year. i don't even make conversation with them but i did smile.if they are more worthy than me,i can understand the arrogance.some people just couldn't see it.apart from the unhappiness,i have 8 more people sleeping over at my house.they came all the way from kl to attend my aunts' engagement. 2 of my aunts are getting engaged today.may they last with their partner forever.my kl relatives were asking me. when's mine?haha.most prob,i'll skip the engagement. go straight towards marriage.when i have the $$$$, insyaAllah.honey,our love can conquer any obstacles.i assure you that.
happy first june everyone! it's really amazing how fast time flies. 6 more months till a brand new year.
6 more months till 21.
heh!
one of the event i look forward in the month of june is graduation.
=)
my parents and his parents will be there.
13th june.
my partner and i are kiasu moviegoer.firstly, we'll try to watch sneak previews.secondly, we make sure that we would have seats that offered a good view. typical singaporeans.when to watch shrek 3 before it opens.it was hilarious, a good fun-able show that will help to exercise your tense nerves by laughing! a must watch show!vesak day!had a celebration sponsered by his mom for us. on becoming undergraduates. had it at han river. well, the concept is the same as seoul garden. one thing that stood out was the ice cream machine! the vanilla ice cream is soft, creamy and yummy.blogging of it makes me crave for it. i am a happy girl with new songs added to my ipod! courtesy of the partner.lalalala.new songs to accompany me and most of the songs remind me of the partner. the partner that loves to irritate me.the partner that loves me.i have yet to understand myself.i really wonder how can he endure me. i am really sure it's hard on him.maybe that's what love is about?to love and cherish your partner, and also to go through strange mood swings together,understanding each other.i know i have the best for me.sweetheart,thanks.you make me sane.how can i not need you?
