missing the partner.

strangely,
i woke up tired in the morning and felt a little giddy.
perhaps it's the pillow that i was using.
the whole day of school today was nothing special.
it was just that i went back to my old routine,
to take a nap in the library.
=]

i never like going home during the peak hours.
because it means that i have to squeeze in the train and was forced to look at someone as there isn't any other place to look.
thankfully,
it's only twice a week when i am caught in such situation.

as what i texted the partner,
"i've starting to miss you not that i've not been missing you."
i really miss him.
the journey to school and back home,
i kept thinking about him.
even at times in lectures.
what causes it?

i realised that i won't be seeing the partner until next week,
because both of us are busy with our own stuffs.
well,
i guess it will be fine as i will be seeing him on chinese new year with his parents to go malaysia for another family outing.

it's not as if i haven't been in love,
but this love that we have is undeniably exclusive.
and i never want it to be lost.
it's to be treasured so that we have a lot of stories to tell our future generations.
and all i know is that he has make me into a much better individual.

sweetheart,
thanks for showering me with your love.