pms affect him again.

right now,
there's seem to be a glitch on the tagboard.
and also it's taking slightly longer time to load my page.
please be back to normal soon!

i can't smile properly.
because there is an ulcer in my mouth which is at the side of my lip that is irritating me.

after the weekend with the partner,
i have to conclude.
the partner is one patient guy.
and he loves me.
he is too kind that at times i took advantage of him in the form of my uncontrollable mood fluctuation caused by pms.
it's the time when i get too petty, too indecisive, and too etc etc etc.
he on the other hand who is aware that i am not me,
puts on a happy cheerful face to lighten up my mood.
which at times he had to be blame by some stupid thoughts that i had.
that is when communication is important.
how we have to crack our mind to argue intelligently to convince the other.
and it felt good after we talked about it.

but hey,
when a girl is going through pms,
i bet she wouldn't want to feel the way she is feeling.
it's horrendous.
especially the stupid, silly negative thoughts that surround her mind.
she felt nothing is ever right, and she expected too much from people to please her.
and then she starts to focus too much on herself that she becomes a little insensitive.
i'm sure all girls has their cranky times.

ladies,
i'm sure you get what i mean.
and guys,
i'm sure you have to go through the cranky mood with your lady, the one which frustrate you.

my saturday with him was alrite (due to the stupid bug).
but my sunday with him was sweet and awesome!


sweetheart,
i thank god for you.
and if you notice,
there is a piece of note in your wallet.
=)
you make me laugh time and time again.
you make me feel how lucky i am to be in love,
in love with you.
it's magical!
thanks hun!