malacca trip

when i got home last night,
all i need were a quick shower, a new set of clean clothes and sleep!

i was tired.
i was out since 8.30am until 11pm.
15 hours!
which i spend 2/5 of the time sitting inside the car.
i was together with the partner and his parents to visit his mom's relatives in malacca.
i got to meet the partner's grandaunties, aunts and uncles.
overall,
a successful meet-ups!
nice, friendy people that they made me feel welcomed.
i am really grateful that his parents approved of me and wanted me to be a part of their family circle.
it's just in a matter of time (in years) till i'll be totally involved in their family.

the partner and i both were playing with his niece,
a 10 month old girl.
she was so cute that we had to take turns carrying her around.
and it makes us want to have kids.
to play with, to pamper to, to discipline to, to shower our love to.
we will be one active parents!
hahhah.
now that i'm learning developmental psychology,
i'm sure to apply those theories that i came across to my children.

the ride home was beautiful when i looked up upon the sky.
it was filled with stars in those dark stretch of the highway.

in this time of my life,
i can never be happier.
it made me realised how bless i am.
but i have yet to achieve my own financial stability.
i am hoping to get into a job that i really love and of course one that offers good pay.

if you were to ask me what do i wanna do?
i can't really answer you in much confidence cause i am still having doubts.
all that matters now is giving my best.

there are times when negatively pulls me down,
but the partner unconditionally kept pushing and cheering me on, close friends to reassure me, family members to support me.
seriously,
without them i would be depressed.

for that i would like to thank every single one of them.
thank you.

sweetheart,
i never regret anything with you.
those arguments when i/you tried convincing that you/i were at fault, those happy times that makes us smile smile smile, those touching moments that made us realised how wonderful to have one another, all happens for a reason.
and i know you love me like i love you.