Sunday, March 30

happy 3rd and the chalet weekend

happy 3rd year of friendship baby!
thank goodness i listened to mom and accepted to be your friend.
haha. (moms know best)
who would have known that we have a good connection and chemistry that it leads us to become a couple.
we have similar values and think things at the same wavelength.
i can never have a better partner!



i was just reading through our messages in friendster.
it sensed how excited we are in becoming friends.
as we would reply one another asap.
"online penpal"

look at the timing.
haha!

the chalet was a blast!
everyone had fun!
this time around, my family met with his family that includes his aunts and uncles.
a big family gathering!
another successful family gathering!

before the bbq started,
the partner and i went to shop for groceries and prizes for the games!
what prizes was there?
towels, ice cube makers, chocolates, air fresheners, etc.
very practical items.

his parents had offered us a room and we slept over.
together with grandma, fatin, cousin and bibik.

i still rememeber 2 years ago when i was invited to come over for his chalet.
just like what we had.
however,
his family and i were not that very close yet.
ya lah, we were only few months together.
so i attended it with shikin.
which we were given a lot of food to eat!

the games organizers!


the kids with 2 adults playing police and thief.


we sweat so bad that we stink!


a-ha!
i was lying beside fatin when i realised that she was posing in her sleep!


sweetheart,
you make my heart glows.
i never feel so in love before!
thanks baby!
oh yes honey, i love you making me blush!

Friday, March 28

mini getaway!

as i promised shyairah.
readers,
before you leave this site,
do visit her auction at
http://www.shygayauction.blogspot.com/
she is selling her stuffs at a very affordable price.

i finally get to meet up with shikin!
while accompanying shikin to get her altered jeans,
the partner called and asked.

him: hi honey! where are you?
me: at far east.
him: huh? i'm at far east too!
me: what? i thought you left? (he had lunch with his colleagues at straits kitchen)
him: ya lah, left the place and head to far east. which level are you at?
me: level 4.
him: i'm at level 4 too.
me: haha! which area are you at?
him: near the escalator.
and we met.
haha!

he was really excited from his voice and his look on his face when we met.
grinning from far away.
he took me by surprise when i was greeted by a peck on my left cheek.
haha!
we were both elated.
what surprised me was that he gave me his atm card making sure i have sufficent cash.
i was reluctant but he insisted.
well,

thanks honey.
then we head to our different places.
him, back to work
me and shikin to suntec.

the body shop is having a warehouse sale till sunday.
and the prices wasn't as low as what i've expected.
it is easy for you to exceed $50.
sale means you save money,
then why not spend more to save more?
haha.
the queue was terrible.
just be prepared to queue for at least an hour.
as we queued for 75 mins.

the partner came over at night to fetch me so as to help him out with an event he's having.
it took us hours to get like 70% things done.
while he was driving me home,
i took a short nap,
at the first few minutes before falling into a mini dreamland,
i felt him patting my head.
when we've reached,
he was laughing softly.
why?
cause he found it funny the way i napped.
told you that we love making fun of each other.
MightMboy to the rescue!!
he piggybacked me up 4 stories high and i was safely home.

have a great weekend readers!
=)

honey,
thanks for all that you did.
i am simply touched.
i love you.

Thursday, March 27

love mood

i'm in the mood for love!
all because of the partner.
i want to hug and disturb you hun!

while immersing myself in the hell's kitchen finale,
my message tone went off.
it said: "this song is for you honey"
i went to listen and it touched me.
martina mcbride's my valentine was on the radio.
the lyrics are so beautiful.
it is another one of a perfect song.

i really love you mutalib,
with all my heart.
what you did to me is amazing darling.
you give me the strength to push myself.
you make me want to make you proud.

even typing this away,
there's tears and honey, i'm always thinking about you.
i always feel a sense of tranquility whenever you kiss my forehead.
i know i can never have someone who loves me as a partner like you do.
thanks for loving me honey.

i love you.

Wednesday, March 26

i miss him

my lower back hurts and i've been walking like an old lady,
bending towards the front.
and it definitely hinders me from walking my usual pace.
i had to slow down to prevent the pain from occuring.

as i'm watching the soccer match between singapore and lebanon,
it reminded me of the partner.
he may not be a famous soccer player,
but i've always enjoy seeing him on the field chasing, dribbling and kicking the ball.
and it's a proud moment whenever he shoot the ball in the net.
i've known his ways.
after a match,
depending on whether his team won or lost,
he would either give me a sad face or a happy, smiley face.
and i just know what to do.

both of us have own individual goals to achieve.
we talked about it and we really support each other.
in years to come,
we'll hope to achieve it.

i was in class when i received a sweet sms by the partner.
i smiled straightaway.
he knows how much i appreciate such messages.
thanks baby!
he tries creative ways to make me a happy girl.
and so do i.
=)
and we always have a fun time laughing at one another, making fun of each other.
we are childish.

i can't wait for friday!
gonna have another blast with the partner, his family and mine at a chalet.
honey,
let us stargaze and enjoy each other company!

sweetheart,
you too, are always in my mind.

Tuesday, March 25

laugh and you will feel happier

have you been in such a situation when you're alone and suddenly you reminisce the past and there's a smile forming on your face?
or perhaps you chuckle to yourself?
i believe in every day event,
there is something to laugh about.

for example,
even when looking at pictures in the com,
especially when you have identical background but 2 different poses,
you can create a moving pictures by pressing the arrow buttons at different speeds.
few seconds later, you will start laughing to yourself.

of course there are many other things to laugh about.
perhaps in the train,
you noticed a super kiasu aunty,
the moment she rushed in, you can sensed her determination to get a seat in the train.
after sitting down,
she would turn her head to the left and right to look who is beside her.
and then she will look at the person in front.
i'm sure you have notice such characters.
isn't it amusing?

even a mistake you did can be funny.
like you tripped on something.
or even fall down.
honestly, i won't be angry if someone laughed at me if i fall down,
it will be nice if she/he can offer help.
i always laugh to myself when i fell down.
because i am already embarrassed,
keeping it cool seems hard,
especially you know there were people that saw you.
haha.
so i'll just laugh it off.

i have a joke to share.
which the partner and my parents find it lame.
i'm gonna share it anyway.
no offence to anyone.

question: why is rambutan called rambutan?

answer: because in the past, in a village, there is a person named tan.
his rambut (hair) is coarse and curly.
one fine day, some kids explored the jungle and saw a fruit.
the first thing that came to their mind when they saw the fruit is tan's hair.
thus the name rambutan.

told you i'm lame.
no offence readers.

so what are you waiting for?
make yourself laugh.
life's too short to suffer.

and sweetheart,
make me laugh with your silly moves!
especially when you sing to me.
haha!

a day after

on sunday evening,
i rang my phone as i wasn't sure where i placed it.
it was the partner who answered me.
then i realised that i've forgotten my phone.
it was inside the partner's bag.

he returned it to me yesterday.
and we had a good home cooked dinner.
that togetherness.
=)

the partner and i felt that we are not in reality.
we don't feel the mood for work or school.
we miss rehearsing,
we really miss the 3 days.
it was such a great experience!
winning it was even sweeter.
syukur alhamdullilah.

if you didn't managed to get yesterday's new paper,
here is the link.

http://newpaper.asia1.com.sg/news/story/0,4136,160097,00.html
=)

last saturday,
my primary school classmate tie the knot.
congrats suhaili!
i am really happy for you,
may the both of you be blessed with children and lots of happiness and joy!


please excuse my face.
i was tired by the rehearsal i had in the day.


my lovely primary school classmates

reminiscing about the past was fun.
we should have more meet up sessions!

honey,
i often find myself thinking of you, of us, the future with you, the memories we had.
afterwhich, i smiled at myself.
you bring me happiness and joy.
my life would never be complete without you.
and baby,
i'm going love you till the end.

Monday, March 24

and we won.

i am still awake digesting the information that
we've won the compatibility challenge!
because it was really an unexpected win.
it was a very, very close fight between us and another couple.

as much as we want to win it,
both of us knew who were our competitor.
honestly,
it did made me intimidated but the partner was there to calm myself and believe in us.
for that,
it helps us to enjoy ourselves and give the audience a good show.
=)

on top of the free japan trip from previous contest,
now we have a free hong kong trip.
plus extra cash and vouchers.

seriously,
by the end of day for the past 3 days,
we got tired.
all we wanted to do was to sleep!
why?
cause we had to report 8am for sat (semi-finals) and sun (finals).
to rehearse before people starts pouring into the shopping mall.
when we were on stage,
suddenly,
it got uncomfortable when you smile and your muscles near your cheeks and mouth area twitched.

i really like to thank our supporters.
they were a great bunch of enthusiastic supporters who cheered us all the way!
they screamed and clapped loudly for us.
it was funny that we already had fans (apart from the family members) who wanted to take pictures with us!

after the prizes were presented to us,
we were surrounded by flashes.
that we had to parade around the stage so as people can take pictures of us.
it was so WOAH!
like many many paparazzi taking pictures.
*phew*
what an experience.

a photographer requested the partner to carry me so as to we can pose for the camera.
hahah!
i was lifted and bring down safely.

i really don't know what to expect from the new paper tomorrow.
we shall just wait and see.
*tick tock, tick tock*

the link below was from saturday's paper
http://newpaper.asia1.com.sg/show/story/0,4136,160027,00.html
spot 07.

meanwhile,
below were what happened for the past 3 days.






with the lady who made me up.

honestly,
i do feel uncomfortable after having the make up on,
perhaps,
i am not used to it.












with my lovely bunch of supporters!
(adults)
mama in, his mom and my mom.
thanks everyone!
we will treat makan one fine day!
heh!
all the images are possible with the syafiqah.
=)
thanks sis!


sweetheart,
even though you were reluctant,
i really like to thank you for agreeing to join the challenge!
it was such a fantastic experience!
=)
this is another story that we can tell to our kids.
it was memorable.
and honey,
i love you.

Saturday, March 22

finals! here we come!





finals, here we come!
tomorrow, 3pm at vivo.

made a new friend.
she's syasya, syahirah's friend.
it is really nice to meet you sweetie!
=)

let's have more fun baby!

Friday, March 21

showtime.

*psst

it will be at 6pm.

Wednesday, March 19

finally, a news from them.

*phew*
so i wasn't cheated after all.
after winning the contest,
i was supposed to get an email from letlovebeyourmuse regarding collection of my prize by 14 march, which was last friday.

every single day,
i'll login to check and get excited whenever i received a new email.
but it wasn't the email which i'm expecting.
=(

however,
there weren't any email on the 14th and over the weekend.
the partner got kinda panic because he was really looking forward to go to japan with his beloved girlfriend and parents.

his parents are excited about going japan too.
his mom was asking me to check halal food in japan, etc.
i'm sure it will be a well deserved break for the 4 of us.

yesterday while i was checking my email,
there was a new message.
it was regarding the prize collection.
i was overjoyed.
it wasn't a fake.
=)

this week,
i have something to look forward to.
i am simply excited for friday!
the partner and i will be competing with other couples for the title of "the most compatible couple".
it will be held at vivocity, about 5 pm i guess.
this is just a qualifying round to proceed to semi and finals.
there will be about 23 couples and 8 will be choosen for semi and 5 for finals.

the partner was kinda reluctant with the idea as he has work on that day and he was "shy" (with me, you won't be shy).
after much persuasion, i managed to convince him.
he had to ask someone to cover him as he follows his girlfriend's request.
thanks hun!
and now,
he's getting excited
asking what shall he wear, how we can prepare ourselves.

our main objective is to have fun and challenge ourselves.
it will be sweeter if we can get a taste of the prize.
but it doesn't really matter.
just doing the contest with him will be a wonderful experience.
=)
a little something more to tell our kids.

in life,
there are certain things that i don't know what i want.
now i know what is one of them.
that is having you for the rest of my life.
you bring 'more life' to my life.
and with you, sweetheart,
everything is meaningful.

Monday, March 17

to skip or not to skip?

when i slept last night,
i set 5 alarms to wake me up.
this is what i told myself.
if i wake,
i shall go to school.

sleeping at 4am doesn't make me want to go to school.
i was completing my take home mid term exam essay.
it has to be done over the weekend.
thus i was fighting against time.
it took me a long time to realise what the question really wants.
it was confusing until i managed to clear my mind and think throughly.
and i am so relieved that i've finished it.

i woke up even before the alarm managed to go off.
and i dread myself to school.
today was a long day.

went home and sleep.
and was woken up by a call by the partner.
=)
a good wake up call.

i miss MMb!
our super powers will unite this friday.

it happened again.

it happened again.
what did?

our telepathy.

sunday morning,
i had to meet him up so as we can attend a kenduri over at his grandpa's house.
as he finished work on sunday morning,
we decided to meet up in a bus on the way to his house.
a few stops before the bus reaches the interchange,
he had a sudden plan thus we had to get off the bus.
what was his plans?
to eat mcdonalds.
i was stunned by his reply.
because during the journey in the bus,
i was thinking of having mcdonalds to fill my hungry, growling tummy.

our second telepathy happened when we were in the car at a junction.
out of a sudden,
waffles came to my mind.
a few seconds later,
the partner asked.
"honey, i feel like having waffles. how about you?"
i was again stunned by the question.

today morning,
after sending an sms,
just 3 seconds later,
i received an sms.
it was from the partner.
he wasn't asnwering my question.
that was when i figured out that we had send an sms about the same time.

it is such a beautiful coincidence whenever that happens.
i feel as one.

sweetheart,
i love our connection.
and i truly cherish our relationship.
i can't wait to see you again!
*grins*

Saturday, March 15

back.

thanks for visiting readers despite my absence.
it's almost a week since i last blog.
not that i don't want to.
but there were factors that were hindering me.

first, my health.
second, the piling essays.
third, timing.


last week,
we had the march children carnival and it was a success!
i tell you,
it's a headache preparing for an event.
however,
the results were satisfying.
kids had smiles and laughters on their faces.
that's rewarding.

=)

the balloons we had prepared the night before.


the registration counter.


the art competition.


their artwork.


the guest-of-honour.




children's talentime.

it was hilarious!
we saw the kids sang, dance, story tell, wushu, etc.

estya and shikin enjoying the atmosphere.


spelling bee.


surprisingly,
fatin got the first prize for spelling bee.


the volunteers and organizing committee.


the candid shot!


we had popcorn and candy floss!




the partner giving the kids candy floss.
heh!

part time job hun?

afterwhich,
the partner and i and shikin attended mustika's engagement party.
congratulations!
it was good being able to catch up with primary school friends.
and syahirah kept on laughing througout the whole event.


courtesy of syahirah's cam.

mustika, atirah, syahirah and shikin.


afterwhich,
i felt ill.
i had trouble sleeping, had a high fever, kept on shivering.
it was terrible.
one of my worst night.


i had essay to do.
things to be done.
it wasn't fun.


sweetheart,
thanks for all you did.
=)
i love you with all my heart baby!

Sunday, March 9

sick

excuse me readers,
while i have my rest.

physical and mentally exhausted = sick

Saturday, March 8

carnival preparations

it's 2.31am.
and i was just home 20 minutes ago.
i was out since 3 in the afternoon.
11 hours,
at the community club preparing for tomorrow's event!

it was such a nice sight to have so much balloons in the hall.
and it was tiring to tie them.
luckily we have the helium tank to blow it up.

and i'll have to report a while later at 8.15am.
i hope there will be plenty of kids there!

replies to my lovely readers:
syah: thanks syah! it was a lucky thingy lah. haha.
shyairah: hehe. thanks shyairah!
ulf: you will go japan one day. =)
syahidah: thanks! haha. i'm still speechless. =)

i still can't believe it that i won the contest.

Friday, March 7

free trip to japan baby!

latest announcement!!

i didn't place much hope on it after seeing a lof of people having more votes that ours.

it was just past midnight when i decided to check on it.
and man,
i was shocked!
thrilled!
surprised!
were my eyes seeing what i thought i was looking?


http://www.letlovebeyourmuse.com/winner.aspx

thanks guys!
for voting.
you all make me happy!


honey,
you can shop for your transformers!
start saving $$$$.

i called the partner to inform him,
and he thought i was kidding.
hahah!
until he checked it out.

japan here we come!
woo-hoo!!
= )

Thursday, March 6

a story of love

ever since the previous post,
i kept smiling to myself whenever i hear the dedication.
haha!

another juicy thing to tell our future generations.
haha!


our love story is amazing honey.
something that i really, really, really treasure.
if ever i am in a coma or have alzheimer's (a memory loss illness)
promise me honey, that you would tell a story of us to me.
how we met, what we did, where was our first meet, what was the first movie?

there might be a chance that i can remember it,
because the memories we have together are kept closely to my heart.

about 3 years back,
i had my first date with him.
after my driving lesson,
head to the place where are suppose to meet.
knowing that i was early,
i went to the library (a perfect place to wait),
i read a book while anxiously waiting for you.
i have no idea what to expect from you.
we chatted online and have a good connection.
but would that happened in real life?
there were so many that were running through my mind while waiting for you.
i don't know what was the first impression i left you with.
all i know,
i was excited and nervous.
my hands started to get cold and a little shaky,
and my body got all jittery.
several minutes later,
i saw a person standing in front of me.
when i looked up, it was you.
looking back at me, giving me a smile.
and i remember what you wore.
remember the white shoes darling?
we had a simple date with no dinner.
haha!
because it was getting late.

was it fate that brought us together?
if it is,
let us last for eternity.
to experience love is easy but to experience true love is the opposite of easy.

i love you sweetheart.

i did it again!

SAg strikes again!

follow an easy instruction.

1. pause the beauty and the beast song.
2. play the below button



*ok, i just realised you guys can hear the full version by 24 hrs.
haha.

he heard it yet again!
i'm glad that cheer you up sweetheart!

i was missing the partner thus the above dedication above.
after it was read out,
i freaked out!
haha.

i love MMb!

Wednesday, March 5

leap but don't fall

and so the partner suggested that we watch the leap years.
that was what we did, yesterday.
we watched it and like every movie, we reviewed on it.

movie title: the leap years
story length: it was kinda draggy.
conclusion: if you are at the verge of giving up on love, catch the movie. it shows how fate and destiny brings one to the other half.
overall: it didn't really meet my expectation but it's alright. (okok lah but it was sweet)

there is no use being alive without experiencing any love.
i don't only refer to romantic love but other love such as parental love, friendships love, siblings love and many other love.
people who loves you try to accept the way you are and always want the best for you.
and you know you can always count on them in times of need.

love makes us feel special,
and it gives a boost to our self esteem to know that someone loves, supports, agrees with you.
i guess we need love to assure ourselves that we are likeable.
on top of that,
when you have people who support,
they would tend to encourage you and how do you feel?
i'm sure you will be happy.


i realised something important about human beings.
we are all afraid of dying,
unless you are brainwashed (like the suicide bombers) or severely depressed.
admit it,
there's that fear in you.
we tried all means to protect ourselves from all kind of dangers.

and there are 2 things that are crucial to human life.
the brain and the heart.


without the brain,
you will die.
without the heart,
you will die.

the brain is the one that makes us unique.
it thinks, it feels, it perceives, it stores.
the heart is the one that pumps blood and oxygen to the different parts of our body.
it makes the body parts to function.

so now that we know how complicating human are,
we got to treasure it and be thankful.
= )

love,
a word that triggers lots of emotions.
and i'm certain i'm in love with you sweetheart!

Monday, March 3

the zoo trip!

after a week later,
finally i'm able to meet the partner!

there was a family day at the zoo and we decided to go.
=)
it was fun fun fun!
we played games, interacted with the kids, ate popcorn, candy floss, did our own keychains, had a body art.
happy happy!
= )









the keychains.


his gecko, her butterfly.


we end the zoo trip by having ben & jerry's ice cream.


he brought me to a cool place for dinner!
we had indian cuisine.







the food was delicious, the ambience was comfortable and relaxing with the yellowish lighting and it sets the mood for romance.
he was whispering to me in deep voice while i was laughing away.
it was really nice.

honey,
thanks for the day out.
i love you sweetheart!
i know you love me too, all just by your actions darling.
= )