Monday, May 19

lots of love.

my sunday was pretty alright.
with group tuition in the morning and a good sleep in the afternoon.
it was a good sleep until i had a nightmare.
i woke up with the unreal scenes playing in my head.
it slowly diminished when i got distracted by my family members who are planning to head out for dinner.
had a good family bonding session.
and i truly cherish the moments i have with my family.
thinking about it makes tears rolled down my cheeks.
my life will never be the same without them.
i love every single one of them.
i don't just say for the sake of saying it,
i mean it.
i do.
every one of them do make an impact on me.
they have their own unique ways in influencing me.
my family is important.

life's not about the millions you make,
but it's about how much love you have.

now that i'm older,
i can truly feel the change in the way i think about things.
i don't only look and rely on the surface,
instead i dived deeper, ponder and challenge it.
and i've been always figuring out,
what does God really wants me to be.
how i can be of an assistance to another person.
what am i destiny to be?
but i know,
with every day,
it's every little step made.
an experience to know more about life.

in my lifetime,
i am glad to have met the partner.
the one who has been giving me generous love, care and support.
in some way or another,
he changed me,
into a person with more drive.
if only i can watch our moments together on tv instead of using my brains to recall it.

surprisingly,
i just received an sms from the partner,
who is already asleep,
"honey, just to let you know that i woke up and e first thing i thought about is you"
after reading it,
i had to take a few minutes away from the laptop and cry.
was it coincidence?
or was that "our invisible connection" that was developed for the past 2 years?

oh god,
i've never been so serious about someone before.
our love is one of a kind,
it's rare and beautiful.

this entry has a lot of tears in it.
i hope that won't have a blocked nose when i wake up tomorrow.

sweetheart,
my every day has you in it.
i think of you.
i speak of you.
i blog of you.
i dream of you.
i love you.