Wednesday, July 30

what a night.

i do get disappointed too.
but i have amazing friends, including the partner to cheer me up.
it was because of the bidding system for modules in school.
it was my first time to get outbidden,
a very sucky feeling,
because i didn't throw in some more points even though i do have a lot lot lot more points.
*sighs*
there must be an explainable reason behind it,
i believe so.


so apart from the unhappy feeling (which i am feeling all fine now),
i am missing the partner,
terribly.
that is something that i am still trying to cheer up from.
received a reply from him,
"..............! i love only you!"
that made me smile before my short sleep.

i slept at 2 plus plus and woke up at 5 plus plus.
i can't sleep.
=(
and i woke up hungry.

been relief-ing the past 2 days.
and boy,
i was exhausted when i got home.

exciting august is coming right up,
2 more days!
national day,
chalet with the partner and his parents,
dad, atiqah, hazirah's birthday.
good things to look forward to.
september and october are 2 other months i am so looking forward to!!!
oh wait,
i always look forward to my every day.
even though there were unpleasant days,
it all mostly end with a smile.

=)
why suffer till the end,
might as well have a very good rest and start off the next day in a good way!

honey,
better finish up your essay,
so tonight out okay?
i can't hardly wait!
love love love love love love love you babbbyyyyyy!!!