iklil nur atiqah's 4th birthday!
happy birthday little girl!
away from the happy news,
now,
the sad news,
this time round,
i didn't managed to get for 2 modules i bid for.
okay,
defeated twice.
it was really a sucky feeling.
urgh!
that's when 'if' questions crawls in and made me frustrated.
haiyamak!
why lahhhhh???
i wanted one the modules so badly.
well,
just wait and see what's in store for me.
isn't that what's life about?
filled with surprises, joy, sadness.
i found myself silly shedding tears over it.
hahhahahahahhaha!
okay i sound crazy.
out of the blue,
my dad's motto of life hits me;
about being carefree and worry-less.
take life as it is.
andd sooooo...
i took part in the calefare as a calefare (extra)
it was a very good experience.
i was able to witness the behind the scenes.
from being able to see how the scene was run to how the crews set up the set to the actors rehearsing their lines.
i look like a girl in a mental hospital outfit.
it was supposed to be pow (prisoner of war) costume.
haha!
the downside was.....
there were a lot of waiting.
i didn't know a few minutes in the television is a many many minutes on set.
like 3 mins in television is like 30-45 mins on set.
and to move from one scene to another required us to wait.
nevertheless,
it was a good experience.
=)
the partner who was unwell and just finish school insisted to drive me home.
thanks honey.
even a 15 mins ride back home made me a happy girl.
i don't asked for more.
the feeling he gives me was the same as i first met him.
sweetheart,
you have done so many things for me,
which you did it all out of love.
darling,
thanks for loving me.