just 2 hours earlier,
i was complaining that i was so tired and my body was lethargic.
but here i am blogging away.
i was at the verge of skipping the terawih prayers,
my mind was conflicting on its own.
to do or not to do.
it was like a 53% to 47%.
the latter not to do.
pretty close eh?
still i can't make the decision.
thus i called the partner,
me: honey, i'm in a conflict.
the partner: with who?
me: with myself. i'm not sure whether i should skip prayers.
the partner: go pray lah.
me: oh ok lah.
the partner: go pray ok honey? i'll wait up for you.
me: it's ok honey, you can go to go sleep, i will do my prayers.
even a small decision,
i need to discuss with the partner.
well,
it wasn't discussing,
i just need assurance.
with all my might,
i did it!
it's mind over body.
it was indeed very tempting to just go to bed.
however,
knowing that all devils have been 'locked',
i have full control of my behaviour, my mind.
lesson learnt: you choose what is good for you.
=)
honey,
seeing you and spending time with you was great!
you should know by now how much i need you,
especially on your views.
thanks for psycho-ing me!
i love you sayang.
