Wednesday, September 24

a week more to eid & 1000

i'm sure most of us are aware it's a week more to eid.
meaning one more week till we end our fasting.
1st october 2008.
the date also marks our 1,000th day together.
ever since we've been attached on the fateful date, 5th jan 06.
how cool right?
haha.

i did the calculation manually,
counting the days in every months and adding it.
i was surprised at the results that i used the help of an online date calculator to confirm it.
and yes,
i was right.

how coincidence!
our 1,000th day falls on 1st october,
the same date as hari raya.
2 things to look forward to.
=)

i've told the partner about it and his replied was,
"good lah, so we can ask for forgiveness for the 1,000 days that has past"
which i truly agreed.

mistakes are unstoppable,
for we are only human.

and as much as the partner and me are alike,
he can never feel and think the way i do.
neither can i.
thus,
disagreements do occurs.
and i never like those occasions when we feel frustrated with one another.

it always made me feel like i'm a bad girlfriend after every argument.
that i'm not understanding enough,
not tactful enough,
not good enough.
i feel terrible everytime.
but the partner has been supportive and understanding.
and that helps alot.
as a result,
the both of us will come to a consensus.

get perfect out of your mind and you're be happier.
=)

so a week more to raya.
quite a number of things to be done.
a trip to joan road to get freshly cut flowers (my fav!),
decorate my room,
etc.

i've always love flowers.
it makes me go gaga whenever i see them
but that doesn't mean fake ones.
i can't wait to go with mom and mama in to pick out the flowers!

earlier,
grandma had asked me to try on the kebaya she just sew.
i have to admit it's pretty.
=)
as long as i can remember,
it has always been my dearest grandma who sew her grandchildren's costumes.
even though she might not see as well and control her hand well,
she still continue to sew.
really sweet of her.
i don't know whether i can be like her if i'm a grandma.

so this year,
i have 3 baju-s.
2 sponsered by the partner's mom & dad.
i'm thankful.


ok back to the 4 digits,
1,000.
i know the both of us never have a relationship this long.
and believe me,
once you are with the right one,
you never dread the time you spend together.
instead you want more.

honey,
thanks for appreciating me,
you made me feel bless all the time,

i'll always love you.