and so last night,
after our double dates,
the partner had to return to work to settle some stuffs.
knowing that he's stressed at work,
i wanted to put a smile on his face,
thus, i send a dedication to him.
which was read by yaz on class 95.
i've managed to record it full,
however the converter allowed me to convert only 50% of it.
and you got to increase the volume to listen to it.
Mighty-M-boy!
i am smiling to myself knowing you are listening to this dedication.
i can even imagine your face reacting to it.
and I'm sure there's a smile on you right now.
sweetheart,
with every day that pass,
it seems that i want you even more.
all because i love you.
the love that we have is a gift that i would never trade for anything, even a million dollar.
it means so much to me.
you are my life,
my love,
the one that i want to share my life with.
sweetheart,
as long as i shall live,
i'll fill your life with happiness and laughter.
i promise.
i am so proud of you honey.
thanks for being the best partner ever,
and sweetheart,
thanks for making me experience love at its best.
*hugs&tickles&kisses*
love,
atirah
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some might see that i'm so into the partner and that might keep you wondering whether the partner is as equally crazy over me.
some might assume that i made up stories to make everything oh so perfect!
don't wonder and assume.
let me share it with you.
yes, the partner is equally into me.
he do get busy with work,
he does feel bad about it.
it's something that can't be help.
but i'm glad that no matter how busy he is, he still remember me by making time to call and sms me.
those little things makes me happy.
=)
i know work isn't easy.
on my part,
i have to be understanding,
it's like the saying,
"behind every successful man is a woman."
and i want to be the woman who propels him forward by provides endless support and encouragements, to pamper him and always be proud of him.
so how do he take a breather at work?
just like a little boy's table,
his office table is decorated and arranged with small transformers, spiderman figurines.
heh!
what makes him mature is a picture of us and a picture of me smiling back at him on his table.
those stuffs makes him breathe.
by having pictures of me at work, in his room, in his wallet, on his phone
do show something right?
and his phone is filled with my love messages.
and of course,
he do sent me sweet lovely smses that made me read and read and read it again.
he provide me with extreme happiness by showering me with his unconditional love, his thoughtful actions and his funny jokes.
and the fact that we have chemistry and connect very well is a bonus!
when we have our fights and arguments,
it's just like when you're sick,
you have to consume the bitter medicine to get well. (*bearing in mind that you have to take the correct medicine.)
it's also the same for a relationship.
arguments are always horrible (bitter medicine)
but it always end happily (get well)
we end the problem on the day itself,
even though it means less sleep settling it.
and to avoid falling sick,
you have to take good care of yourself.
that's when the both of us have to take precautions and learn something about the mistake so it won't occur again.
it wasn't easy for the partner to have me.
trust me.
because at that time, i wasn't that interested in him as i was dating someone else.
while the partner and i were in the courting period, after a date with him one night,
even though it's hard, i had to be fair and let him know,
i confess everything to him.
telling him about the other guy, about how confused i was.
that was the first time i broke down in front of him.
he takes it calmly and he didn't rush me for a decision, he told me to take my time.
but only god knows how he felt.
and he said this : let the best man wins.
we had a separation for about 3 weeks since i thought i would like to forget about him.
during the separation, i can't help it but to think of the partner at the back of my mind.
and there's this weird vision of me ending up with him.
we get back in touch through msn.
by changing our nicknames and signing in and out.
we were communicating through our nicknames.
initially,
both of us didn't dare to open a chatbox and start and conversation.
until, he did.
since then,
we were careful at our every step.
no man ever impress me with his actions, except the partner.
especially on my 19th birthday.
we had lunch at swensens,
watched the first narnia movie,
followed by dessert,
and a walk near the esplanade.
we sat at a bench (which is now gone due to the temporary venue for national day events)
and he handed me a gift.
i was really stunned at his gift.
it was an ipod nano (we were still friends, well special friends back then).
once he told me that he bought me a swensen ice cream cake to surprise me on my actual birthday.
but since i told him i wasn't a fan of it during the lunch at swensen,
he kept the cake to himself.
i didn't know he did that for me until he told me when we are a couple.
it took him effort, patience and determination to win my love.
how can that not show how much he loves me?
this is the most touching relationship i ever had.
he went through a lot to convince me that he's capable of my love.
the partner proved to me that he truly deserved my unconditonal love.
he makes me feel significant.
and now as a couple,
if we have decisions to make,
we would always asked and discuss with each other to be assured and convinced.
that's just us.
i think that is enough to show that we are equally into each other and that we love each other.
=)
honey,
years back when i got to know you,
2 questions pop on my mind,
could you be the one?
and
i've always got a feeling that we're gonna end up together and get married.
there's just something about you.
thanks for never giving up on us.
