god forgive me.

i must admit even though i have a religion,
i don't really commit myself to it.
but i still have my faith.
i know my limits.

was it because of modernization that made me ignore my faith?
or was it the devils who influenced me to procrastinate the prayers?
or is it just me?

i know we human, tend to focus on more important stuffs in life.
like work, building on a relationship, etc.
but how can we forget the very important thing in life?
religion.
the way it guide us to our daily lives, to have a peaceful feeling in ourself.

i must say that eversince i've attended the weekly classes at mama in's house,
i feel refreshed and it makes me aware of things.
it's gives me the motivation for me to build on the relationship i have with the Almighty.
it's like missing one lesson of it makes me loses a lot.

i am too caught up with the smallest things in life that i forget the fact that there is an afterlife,
that i should also focus on.

the vast skies and oceans,

the beauty of nature,

it's all god creations.

now,
whenever i am feeling lazy and making lots of reasons to do my prayers,
i know it's not me.
it's the devil who's persuading me.
the one who wants me to stray away from my true religion.

so what's your choice?
you want to be in control of your life or let the devil control it?

take a moment to ponder how much you have done.
it's never too ashamed to start,
cause it is a waste if you don't do it.

honey,
let's work hard for our current life and afterlife.
i love you.