my head is still giddy and i walk like a drunkard.
-_-
sick = rest at home.
soooooo....
i hope to recover so that i am able to watch madagascar: escape 2 africa with the partner.
i still remember the first madagascar.
both the partner and i were still kinda shy and never have any bodily contact.
i watched it with the partner and halfway throughout the movie,
our palms found each other,
in other words,
we held hand.
it felt so right.
i can still imagine the feeling that i had.
while checking out the library's website,
it was quite sad to know that our very first meet up venue will no longer be there.
it will be shift to another floor.
the place where i sat on the floor, right at the fiction area and read a book which i couldn't concentrate on because i am nervous of meeting my new friend back then, the partner.
=(
even though it will still be at the shopping centre itself,
the place won't be the same anymore.
*sighs*
anyway,
rabbit without ears that i watched with shikin was sweet and funny.
a good watch!
it's a german movie by the way.
so yesterday,
i tried going to bed early which i failed.
so i look through old photo albums.
there were pictures of me being about 7 to 11 years old being silly, look like a boy with my super short hair, trying to act like a model, etc, etc, etc.
i must say that i really have a good childhood.
i really have a lot of fun.
i can see how happy i am with my brother and sisters, together with ma and pa through the pictures.
and also nenek and mama in and papa 2 and my cousins.
most of the pictures were taken at home during birthday parties.
i had to laugh while going through it because of the era and i noticed my pants are always at my waist area.
hahaha!
after the exams,
i will scan in the pictures and share the moments in my blog.
so stay tuned!
haha.
just one day,
perhaps tonight,
it will be good chilling with the partner just seeing through our childhood photographs.
i gurantee you there will be laughter!
and he will realise that his gf has different sides of her and that his gf is *ehem* pretty cute when she was younger.
and just right before our wedding,
we will have to go through the photographs again to choose for our photo montage.
while going through 2 stages in life,
i have to say that
childhood stage = cute
teenager stage = horrible because i was still trying out to find who i was and of course how can i forget the crazy biological change.
i think when puberty strikes,
we become ugly.
but once it's over,
we pretty much look like the photos before puberty, just a little bit matured.
so with pictures in my mind,
i shift my focus on more recent pictures,
and i wonder.
what will our children and grandchildren say when they see our couple photos?
will they ask questions?
will they laugh?
will they know?
will they get to expericed what we did?
taking away the partner is like taking away a huge chunk of beautiful memories.
because most of my photos are taken together with him.
i've known the partner while i'm 18.
and get together while i'm 19.
and almost 3 years later,
i'm still together with him.
and in the decades to come,
i wish to still be together with him.
even though my mutalib is not a perfect boyfriend,
i know he treats me right.
he loves me like how a man is truly in love.
he is willing to fight for me and prove me that he deserves me.
his willingness to become a better boyfriend shows me that he loves me.
and the both of us share a unique connection that was lacked in our previous relationships.
the best thing of all,
he knows how to win to my heart and treasure it.
how can i resist someone who loves me?
honey,
i can't wait to see, talk, walk, laugh, flirt, do stupid things with you!
@-@
haha!
