so i thought it will be the same for my evening.
however i was unprepared for some stuff that occured.
i was wrongly accused.
i took it badly.
as childish as i am,
i locked myself inside my room,
and tried to focus back on the revision i was doing earlier on.
but it was hard.
i admit i was sulking.
i have no idea why a 21 year old still sulk but i did.
perhaps it was the "reflection" period.
so as always when i'm feeling low,
the first lifeline that i called was the partner.
i know i can count on him to make me sane.
once he said "hello honey!"
i blurted out what i was feeling,
i didn't even know whether he apprehended the sentences that i said.
the reply that i mostly heard from him was "relax"
he: honey, take a rest first alright? i'll call you back.
and so we end the conversation since he had some work to finish up.
i did managed to calm down and get back to my revision.
while i was in the midst of reading some notes,
my phone rang.
it was the partner.
he talked in a funny tone to cheer me up.
and we managed to hold a conversation that perks me up!
i was even laughing at some topic we chat about.
mind you it was just like a 5 mins phone call.
so it wasn't an easy task for him in a short period of time to crack me up.
and for me,
one thing that i look out for a lifelong partner is someone who can make me happy.
happy > unpleasant
someone who gives me more happy moments than unpleasant moments.
i want to grow old laughing away instead of crying away.
because if i am happy,
everything arounds me brighten up.
however if i am melancholic,
everything doesn't go.
i don't want to waste my time being unhappy.
why should i?
so i'm pretty sure the partner is the best choice for my lifelong partner.
=D
we can laugh all morning/day/night long!
my number 1 choice!
honey,
why do i keep missing you?